"I owe a lot to him"

Disclaimer: I don't own this my sister wants it so here I am, I also I don't have enough to own the plushies let alone the actual people.

Dedicated: to my sister Jessica. She is a fan of Hari/Momjji and I love Hari/Aya but I thought I would make her happy

A/N: It is a diary entry.

Dear Diary,

I owe a lot to him. Hatori I mean. He took me in when nobody else would. He cares about me, helps me with homework, makes sure I am alright. I could not have asked for a better guardian.

I am not sure how to classify my feelings for him. He is like an older brother, a father, confidant, and something I can't describe. I tell Hatori everything that is going on in my life, he seems to care. I listen to what is happening in his life too. We have a good relationship I think. He keeps me in check and I make him come out of his shell a little bit.

It bothers me, the feeling that I can't describe. It is very strange like almost attraction or dare I say…

Love.

I worship Hatori a little. Not as much as Ayame, and I worship him in a slightly different way. I find Hatori handsome and charming when he is in a talkative mood. Ayame does too, I think. I also love how he cares; he gives up his heart and soul for someone he loves. Ayame admires that too. However, Ayame worships Hatori by letting Hatori boss him around. I try to listen to Hatori, trying to make things a little less lonely. Ayame tries but can't be here all the time like I am. I guess we are not so different.

I like to watch Hatori do his daily routines. I think he does them to keep somewhat sane. He is like a robot and never stops worrying about everyone except himself. I just try to make sure he eats and sleeps and takes care of himself somewhat.

I wish I could describe the feeling. I am sorry I lapse back to that, but this feeling is eating at my heart.

Well it is time for dinner, and Hatori is calling!

Bis Bald,

Momijji