Title: Honey Look What You Do To Me

Author: Aeki Muffinhands


Inu-Yasha trudged forward, the day was promising to be a punishing one on his friends. While the weather might seem nice to him, his human companions were suffering from the cold. But of course, no one suffered more than Kagome. She was wearing next to nothing after all.

She had been acting funny for a while, and he had noticed it as of late. Well, he did notice when she was sad over her mother's death. He could tell, even if she didn't want to say anything at all. Every time she would leave, her mother's scent was absent, and the only thing that replaced it was tears and graveside soil when Kagome would go visit her for a short while.

He believed for a while that Kagome might just give up, she was always so sad. Everyone knew she was. They didn't know why, they just figured that it had something to do with him.

Then she was happy again, out of nowhere. She would leave some nights when everyone else was asleep when he was visiting Kikyo. Sometimes he would wait a while to watch what Kagome would do before he left to see his love wondering silently what the girl was up to.

Then there was a night when she came back, and he no longer smelled her innocence. She stunk of another, despite her efforts to hide it. Inu-Yasha had never been around a human that smelled so strangely after being mated. Even Miroku and Sango's mating had not bothered him this much. Which only meant one thing: she was mated or had mated with a demon.

Last night she had gone off again and he knew. Who could this demon be? He knew it had to be someone they knew. Could it be, Kouga?

He scrunched his nose up in distaste. He surely hoped not then again he was a prince. Maybe he could take good care of Kagome. Not that Inu-Yasha wasn't a lord in his own right, but he didn't want to mate with Kagome, not really.

Wait a minute! If she was mated with Kouga, why was she still here with them? From what he had been told as a young child, demons could barely stand to be separated from their mates. So why was Kouga letting her stay with them?

And why was Kagome sneaking off? Why didn't she tell at least Sango? Was she afraid of what he might say or think? Sure, he didn't like the bastard but still. Maybe that's why he always called Kagome his woman, maybe they had been having these affairs all along? Who knew? He smiled at Kagome's tired form, she was having a hard time getting around today. Serves her right

Kagome plodded on miserably. This simply wasn't fair! Naraku was probably sleeping soundly in his bed while she suffered. Bastard In the mean time she had sewing machine legs, it was a term her grandfather used when his legs were shaky from his weak knees, so it seemed appropriate. She deserved it though deserved to have her knees shake and knock for all the things she did to her friends. Every time he visited her, every time she allowed herself to talk to him, even when they stood so close until she could feel his breath on her cheek, she betrayed them. She always betrayed them, and what was worse she looked forward to it. She looked forward to it now. She loved them so much but she loved him more.

If they could have just met some other time, if they could just be together, how happy she would be. It just wasn't fair but life isn't fair. Not everyone gets their happy ending. She just knew, that they wouldn't get theirs. Wasn't it good enough though, that they got to spend at least a little time together? Even if she died tomorrow or never saw him again, she wouldn't be sorry she met him really met him. She loved thinking of that day.

He had been sitting in the god tree silently, waiting for her to return to the well. She didn't even realize that he was there until he deliberately shifted in the tree to alert her of his presence. She only looked up with wide and fearful eyes at that moment, and then he was before her in an instant. I've been waiting for you my dear. His voice was full of devious intent, the meaning behind even his simple words alarming.

In all of her years as a young adult, she was always afraid that something like this might happen. She was frightened that maybe when she came back to this place that she would lose her innocence to someone who didn't care. Only this was Naraku. He wouldn't be taking her because he wanted her body, but because he hated her. For some reason, it was worse.

She could only stand there as he closed in on her quickly his eyes didn't carry the threat of death but something far more disturbing. She closed her eyes.

But he didn't do anything to her, never harmed her or even touched her. She opened her eyes. His face was far from a gentle one, but he was looking at her as tenderly as his pride would allow. He wanted her for something, wanted to use her in ways that she didn't know about.

Then, he told her everything, he knew it all. She hated him for knowing. He hated her for existing. Nothing stays the same.

Kirara was nudging her gently, noticing her distressed walking. Sango had asked her to carry the poor weakened girl and now she did. Kagome sighed in relief as she sat on top of Kirara's back. She was a little sore still, but anything was better than using her legs.

When did she start loving him? Did she love him all along once he told her? Even though she was mad at him for knowing, didn't she feel just a little flattered that he would take a special interest in her? Even if it meant he meant to use it against her later, she was flattered.

I've watched you for so long. He said finally they were so close now, his cheek on hers as he whispered to her. Why can't I stop

Why were you watching me She asked.

Because I couldn't look anywhere else.

How utterly romantic he was being and utterly stupid. She knew he was doing something, trying to use her. His arms sneaked around her sides and her body reacted. What was she doing! His arms were so strong despite their spindly appearance, but he was so gentle. Her body molded into his and she couldn't help it. She closed her eyes, breathed in and it was as if she were home again. She was warm again. You're lying. She informed him.

I know He smiled into her hair. But it's true.You know if you stare off into space so long you go cross-eyed Shippo was teasing her and she snapped back to reality. That's what my mom always said He poked Kagome's leg that dangled off of Kirara.

She must have been a funny. Kagome said absently, still trying to pull herself out of her fantasy world.

She was Shippo agreed. She knew all the good jokes and would always make papa laugh.

She wished she could make him laugh more


Naraku opened his eyes and was greeted by a wooden ceiling. When he had returned home this morning he was surprised to find that his legs would barely support him. When his miasmic dust cloud dissipated he fell to the floor with a punishing thump. He almost laughed at the thought. Him, the mighty Naraku, weakened by such a thing. He was not indestructible as it seemed, he was weak too.

He supposed that even other demons went through such things, that is why they made codes to live by if just to keep a general law around despite the varying demons and their own sets of rules and cultures. He himself had caught a number of demon males and females in the weakened state he was in right now. A smirk formed on his lips. Demons didn't seem to know when to quit or rather their instincts took over and wouldn't let them quit.

His lips turned down. His little one was probably trudging along right now. His frown deepened at the thought of her walking along with that punishing taskmaster of a dog.

He sat up, brushing the covers off of him before the little girl appeared at his side. Kanna needn't ask any questions, she already knew what he wanted. She was already lifting up the mirror when he told her. Show me Inu-Yasha and his companions.Yes Naraku. She said in that listless way of hers.

Naraku watched with keen interest as the mongrel and his throng of friends. They all seemed worried for their own reasons. The slayer for her brother, the monk for himself and Inu-Yasha was looking at Kagome. His eyes narrowed, he could almost tell what the dog was thinking. Inu-Yasha knew something was wrong. Inu-Yasha took a few repulsive sniffs in the air and confirming what he believed. When the boy was satisfied he seemed to almost delight in the girl's suffering.

Naraku grit his teeth together. That is enough for now Kanna He looked away from the glass. You are dismissed.

The girl left as silently as she came, her little feet not even making the slightest noise against the cold hard floor.

He was furious. Not so much at the harsh treatment of his mate, but because he had been found out. Inu-Yasha did not know whom the girl was mated to but if he was suspicious already, he might try to find out who had taken her. He let out a frustrated sigh. He had a feeling that he would need to change his plans soon. He couldn't help but feel just a little disappointed he had spent years coming up with his plans and webs. Kagome had not been part of the original plan, so she was easily placed as a prize at the end along with the shikon jewel now

He pushed those thoughts aside for now. He needed to come up with a new plan, a new course of action. He already had most of the jewel. The only remaining shards were with Kagome, the boy and Kouga.

He should take the wolf prince's first. He had a score to settle with him anyway. Maybe he would even show up himself elaborate plans were made for the strong, and well Kouga could barely stand against Kagura.

Kohaku would be next. Since the boy was with Kikyo now, it would take a great deal of planning on his part coupled with good luck. He doubted that he wanted to meet that witch in person again, so he would probably leave that task to someone else.

Kagome would be next. She would probably give them to him freely if he sweet-talked her enough. He almost laughed. Besides, as her mate, whatever was hers was his. Maybe he should hold her friends ransom. He could exchange the life of the monk for her tiny collection, he was sure she would agree.

It wasn't an elaborate plan and it irritated him to no end that this whole scenario might not end up as a tragedy. After all, he had put so much work into his plotting. It was fifty years old after all. He monk wouldn't die, so the slayer had some hope for happiness. Inu-Yasha would still be alive and possibly Kikyo as well. This truly wasn't fair really and after all his effort!

He hissed his frustration before he looked outside his windowsill. It was a gentle but cold evening the few trees that were left standing in his courtyard were rustling happily in the cool breeze. It seemed far too romantic for him.

Still even if all his plans did not work out to his liking he would still get the jewel. He would still have Kagome as well.

Then a certain knowledge brightened his eyes. He could take Inu-Yasha's dream of becoming a demon away from him. Sango would never be truly happy since Kohaku absolutely had to be sacrificed. She would probably dishearten the monk and they would either grow old and miserable together or he would leave her in prospects of a more cheerful companion. If the monk still wanted revenge for his father and grandfather then the quest would probably end with him since the curse wouldn't be in effect. Not only that but he could brandish his Kagome in front of the dog and the wolf. Surely that would break them a little. And Kikyo was already dead and tortured. She would take that bastard dog down to hell with her

Maybe this wouldn't be such a horrible change of events after all.


Sango chided.

Kagome looked up from her sunken view of the world. Sorry. What SangoYou are so distracted Kagome. Sango huffed, leaning against the stony enclosure of the spring. I've been talking to you for about an hour and you haven't listened to a word I said.Sorry Sango, I'm just really tired. Kagome said lamely. That and I'm hungry and I have to cook still

Sango's eyes softened a bit at the girl, she looked utterly exhausted. No, don't be sorry. She sighed, relaxing finally. You are tired after all. Suddenly guilt went coursing through her. I'll take care of dinner.Thank you Sango. Kagome's normally rambunctious voice seemed so quiet tonight.

Sango asked hesitantly.

Kagome answered back without blinking she had such an odd look on her face. She wouldn't even meet her gaze.

Why have you been so tired lately I I mean I know you haven't been feeling well for a while but it's like you stay up all night sometimes. Sango fretted, she leaned forward, the water around her making a rippling sound. I just want to make sure you are ok you aren't sick are you Kagome laughed a little. It's nothing like that.Does it have to do with Inu-Yasha Sango asked meaningfully.

Maybe but did it really? She didn't feel like she could turn to Inu-Yasha when she needed help. So did that excuse her for going to someone else? And to go to him of all people?

Sango saw that she must have hit the target and rambled on. We watch him go off with Kikyo at night I know that he is sad about her. However, I just can't see why he won't commit to you Kagome. It really is unfair after all you have done.

After all she had done? She hadn't done anything really. She sent in a few lucky arrows or smile every so often, Kikyo died for him. Could she have competed with that She breathed, answering the question in her mind rather than Sango, but she wouldn't know that.

Sango questioned, her tirade coming to and end.

No it's ok. Kagome answered. I'm not mad at either of them.I see. So she is holding it all on the inside?

Sango didn't know the secret thoughts that went through her mind and she didn't want her to know. So She put on a false happy smile.

It's getting darker, we better head back to camp. Sango spoke to her in a defeated tone. She had wished that Kagome would tell her what was happening maybe thought of her as a sister.

I'll go in a bit. I just need some time to think by myself. Kagome never let that smile fall. I'll be right behind you. Sango said cautiously. Yell if you need anything.

Kagome laughed, the water around her splashing a little.


Night was falling quickly now, the oranges and pinks of the sun long gone. He felt a twitch like maybe something was a matter. His thoughts went to Kagome for a moment was she alright? He tried to shove those emotions aside, but found that nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach grew. Maybe he should visit her tonight

He closed his eyes and smiled a little. How stupid he was being why was he so worried about her? Besides, if he visited her now she would likely be upset at him for her hard day. No, he would stay here for the night and visit her later. He opened his eyes and looked down at his shoulder. She would be fine.


She felt horrible, Kagome slumped miserably against a smooth rock in the warm water. She wished that she could tell Sango she wished she could tell anyone. They wouldn't understand. Miroku would be displeased with her at the very least, she didn't know if he had it in him to hate anyone though. Sango would feel betrayed and might try to kill her. She didn't even want to think about what Inu-Yasha would do if he got his hands on her. If Kikyo found out she just shivered at the thought of her knowing. Shippo was the only one she could see who might still talk to her afterwards, but that was just hoping for the best.

She loved them all, she still cared and she wanted to stay by their side. They just wouldn't understand.

She didn't even realize that there was someone was sneaking behind her fairly with long black hair and sharp red eyes. He would surprise her.


Sesshy's grrl – Cute name hehe, thanks for the review. I'll try to update as much as I can.

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