Light Or Darkness?
Disclaimer: I don't own anything of Harry Potter and i wish i would own something of it but alas I must despair that that wretched woman called J. K. Rowling has possession of it and will not relent her control of it. Thus I am not going to court for the rights and such because it would be futile for me to try. Now about this chapter. It will have Sirius answering Harry's question. It doesn't matter whether you liked the previous chapter or not just read it and you'll see what is in it. Have fun reading this and I'll be quick with the update next time.
DARKNESS, CHAOS AND DESTRUCTION FOREVER!
Back with a vengeance
Sirius looked like he was thinking about the offer. Dumbledore concentrated and the magical binds of the Order pendant took place. With that no Order member dared cross over to the Dark or they would suffer great pains.
Sirius found the pendant around his neck beginning to get warmer and warmer until he couldn't stand it anymore. He felt something take possession of his spirit and take over his mouth:
"I must decline you foul being. I will never serve you, you half-blood!"
Harry was insulted by it but he noticed Sirius clutched a pendant in the shape of a Phoenix. Then with a look at Dumbledore it all clicked in Harry's mind. Dumbledore was somehow controlling Sirius. Dumbledore wouldn't like to have to move to Hogwarts with his petty little order when he had a headquarters which was guarded by ancient magics that lay on Grimmauld Place. So that is why his Godfather was holding the pendant.
Albus Dumbledore smirked as he got control of Sirius his spirit thanks to the mild imperious spell performed on the pendant. If he could save a person from going Dark or endanger the Order then no curse was too bad to help. Even if it meant controlling Sirius it would help immensely if the Order were to stay at Grimmauld Place.
Harry felt his natural pranking instinct rear its head and suddenly there stood Dumbledore dressed in Death Eater robes with a turban on his head. The Order members who remembered Quirrel stood surprised and the rest who didn't just stared. The headmaster stuttered:
"T-t-tom I-I- s-s-shall n-never let you take over the wizarding world."
Dumblefuck had somehow reversed the charm on his voice and stared defiantly at Harry. Harry just shrugged and said:
"Why would I even bother with you, you old goat fuck. I can conquer the world with my Death Eaters alone and you'll only be a pesky fly in my crusade to bring the wizarding race to supremacy"
Dumbledore stood stunned as Harry made his vision clear to the old dumb goat whore AKA Albus Wulfric Percival Brian Dumbledore. Harry looked at the old man and then walked out of the Atrium leaving behind the Order looking at his departure. Then suddenly a gigantic flood of whipped cream came from the Fountain of Magical brethren and covered everyone including Sirius. Blood red eyes watched the reaction and gave a small hint of mirth.
Harry felt the soul of Voldemort struggle to get free from its prison. He tightened the leash on the soul and was happy to notice that the man had given up his futile struggles. Harry felt moiré content with knowing that the Dark lord was struggling to regain freedom then have the Dark lord keep quiet. Quietness could only mean that the soul was planning something that had to do with gaining freedom and that was one thing that Harry couldn't allow. Then all the knowledge of the man would be lost to him.
Harry apparated into his mansion and sat in his throne. Then he conjured a book about difficult transformations and began to read it. Harry heard movement in the room but didn't pay much attention to it. He looked up after a cough was heard by him and saw Bellatrix and the rest of the Inner Circle standing there. It was Antonin who spoke first:
"Milord we have made several pictures of the recent raid on the Ministry and we need your permission to show them to the younger recruits as to provide them with information about the order."
Harry summoned the pictures to him with Voldemort's wand and looked at them. One was of him licking Tonks and one was of the Order being covered with Chocolate sauce. Blood red uniforms of the Order were covered with chocolate and that made Harry happy. He summoned up a small bar of chocolate and began to eat it as he craved some sweet taste in his mouth. The chocolate tasted sweet in his mouth. Harry's blood red eyes looked at the Inner Circle and said:
"Alright you can show them to the lesser Death Eaters. Also tell them that they will have to act like deranged murderers every time we go out on a raid or else our image will be damaged. I want to be known as a maniac who stops at nothing. As for the next target I have a nice muggle neighbourhood in mind where some of the most disgusting Muggles live."
The Inner Circle nodded and Crabbe was sent off to distribute the pictures to the lesser Death Eaters. Harry suddenly gained a haunted look and his eyes turned bottle green again. The Inner Circle members didn't know what to do. Their Lord looked vulnerable as his head slumped to lie on his chest, his eyes downcast.
Harry remembered what his Uncle had done to him and he remembered the harsh beating he had received when returning from Hogwarts. He hadn't said anything to the order about it because he feared for his uncle to become even harsher. He curled up in his chair and started mumbling silent bits of the things that had happened.
By now the Inner Circle was close to breaking into panic as their Master had curled into a ball and was murmuring quiet words which weren't heard by them. Antonin was the first to take some action. Nodding to Bellatrix he grabbed Harry's shoulder forcefully and watched as the boy thrashed as if forcing off some assailant.
Harry felt strong hands grabbing his shoulder and he jerked to get free. He was back in privet Drive and being assaulted by Vernon again. He felt the man grabbing his shoulders as to keep him in one place. Harry anticipated hearing a belt being unwrapped from the man's waist but when none came he trashed even more anticipation his pants being ripped off. He screamed:
"UNCLE VERNON PLEASE NO!"
Antonin had held the boy who was still trashing in a grip that made Harry not move an inch. Bellatrix had her arms around Harry's waist as to keep his lower body still. Then Harry cried out in a voice filled with fear and anguish:
"PLEASE UNCLE VERNON NO!"
Antonin and Bellatrix cringed at the shout.
Harry felt the arms still holding him down and once again he screamed:
"I'LL BE A GOOD BOY UNCLE VERNON. PLEASE DON'T USE THE BELT ON ME AGAIN. I'LL BE A GOOD BOY I PROMISE!"
Then Harry thrashed even harder and he vfelt the hands encircling his waist releasing his waist and heard a crash as if something hit a hard floor.
Bellatrix heard her master scream out again:
"I'LL BE A GOOD BOY UNCLE VERNON. PLEASE DON'T USE THE BELT ON ME AGAIN. I'LL BE A GOOD BOY I PROMISE!"
Then he increased his movements and she felt herself being launched away from Harry. She landed on the floor with a loud crash and accidentally knocked over some chairs that stood in the hall.
Antonin didn't feel it when Harry had thrown off Bellatrix all he could think of was what Harry had said: About somebody called Vernon having to stop using a belt on him. Harry began his quest to get free again and Antonin held Harry with his iron grip.
Lucius Malfoy had beenclose topanic as his Master began to convulse and scream. He managed to pierce the screams together and in a voice totally uncharacteristic for him he said:
"Antonin the boy was abused by someone. Keep holding him and I'll help. Come on Rookwood help and we might be able to get some more torturing in for today. I am raring to get some piece of the people that did this to the master."
Then Rookwood and Lucius began to try and keep Harry still. Harry still wriggled and once again screamed:
"PLEASE UNCLE NOT THERE. PLEASE UNCLE IM STILL SORE. NOOO!"
Then an anguished cry full of hopelessness came from Harry and he fell silent.
Harry felt the hands on him and thought back to the day that his uncle came into his room. He remembered that his Uncle had been drinking and when his uncle had tied him to the bed he had anticipated another beating, but no this time he was kissed by his uncle in various places. Then Vernon started to unbuckle his belt and Harry feared that he would have to be whipped again. Then the beefy man's pant's fell off his waist and he ripped off Harry's pants. Harry lay there quaking as he got an idea what his uncle was about to do., he tried to resist but then his Uncle had already penetrated him.
Harry whimpered at the pain. He felt it deep inside him and he felt revulsion. Then the bulky form of his uncle shuddered and Harry felt something in his ass. Then Harry screamed:
"PLEASE UNCLE! PLEASE JUST LET ME GO! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THAT?"
His uncle had just grunted something that sounded like: You are just a freak. Then he had once again penetrated Harry and Harry screamed again:
"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS UNCLE? WHY DID YOU?"
Harry had screamed those sentences aloud for the Inner Circle to hear. By now most of them were trying to get their Lord to come back to them and stop from being in his memories.
Antonin looked at Bella and said:
"You try reading his memories with Legilimency. You are the only one who has reasonable control about it. Search in his mind what the hell happened to him! Come on do it!"
Bellatrix did so and she stared into the green eyes of her Lord and Master. She focused some of her magic and said:
"Legilimens"
And suddenly she was being pulled into Harry's memories and watched them play in front of her. She was powerless to stop the memories. She watched the beatings he took by his uncle and the rest of his family. She watched as he was constantly belittled at any instance he was with his relatives. She also learned that they lived at privet Drive No. 4. She took note of the address and filed it away for later use. She watched as the beatings grew more violent. She watched as nobody noticed that the quiet boy was being abused. None of the neighbours would notice because Harry was just the criminal to them. They never noticed that he was a silent boy who longed for any sort of affection. She delved deeper and deeper into Harry's mind and she found hidden memories. She found images of Vernon raping Harry.
Antonin watched as the only female member of Lord Voldemort's Inner Circle grew paler and paler until he could see the veins that littered her skin. Suddenly she began to thrown up with her eyes still gazing into Harry's. She threw up until there was nothing to throw up anymore.
Bellatrix watched as Harry's uncle systematically abused Harry and raped the poor boy until he was nothing but a fuck-toy for his uncle. Harry just laid on his bed not caring in the least for whatever happened and did reply to the owls that cam e when Vernon ordered it. When Harry had been picked upo by the order there had been a moment where the abuse almost had been discovered but Haryr managed to do a wandless glamour spell. If Remus were to have helped Harry pack then the werewolf would have smelled the blood that hung thick in the air. But it was her clumsy cousin who helped Harry pack and she noticed Harry smiling at the chance to get out of there. She didn't like it too much that he had nearly expelled by the Ministry of fuckups and didn't seem to care if the boys' cousin had nearly been killed by the Dementors. She only saw what trials Harry had gone through when he was just a small boy. She watched the memory of Tom Riddle proclaim that they were so much alike in every aspect and she had to agree with Tom Riddle because it was true. Both had grown up unloved and abused. Tom had turned bitter towards Muggles and it seemed Harry had also turned Dark by it.
She delved deeper into the memories and noticed that several portrayed the Lord she had previously served in it. It seemed like those were repressed memories. Then she got to a place where there was a cold and dark aura that hung in the air. She knew it was no memory but something else. The darkness seemed to creep closer and closer until it almost enveloped her. Then suddenly there was a silhouette of someone that appeared. In a voice full of dark intentions the man said:
"You'll do fine."
Bellatrix looked at the silhouette and said:
"Who are you and what are you doing in My Master's mind?"
The silhouette became clear and a man of about twenty stood there looking at Bellatrix. Red eyes were boring into her violet ones and a smile was on his face:
"Can't you see it Bella? I have been here always. I have been the darkness that stalks the night in Harry's mind. I have been repressed all those years back by that fool. First Edward Potter, then James Potter and finally I am free. Finally I will have my vengeance. Harry is me and I am Harry. There is a connection between us that even Tom Riddle couldn't break. He died when he tried to kill us. We just delayed his dieing by making him live as a spirit to give us some sort of challenge. And now the old fool will see what he has done. He will reap what he has sown so long ago. He will taste the Darkness and be smothered in it."
Then the evil looking Harry looked at her and said:
"Bella you are exactly what I am looking for. You have a great talent for the Dark Arts. If we were to be together We shall triumph over Dumbledore and his puny little Order. Do you accept this proposal Bella or are you willing to think it over for a few moments. While my body has gone into convulsions and I have faced my worst memories the Darkness will, once again spread over the world. Cities will be razed and the Muggles shall fear the name Voldemort. Darkness shall spread over the wizarding world first and then over the Muggle world. He who takes possession of the one who is the most powerful shall rule all. That is once said by the great Dark Lord Maliachi Luciferear before my time. He was once a great wizard but was betrayed by all. His eyes became blood red and he created me. The Dark part of every ones soul shall never be locked away for it is essential that anyone have a good balance of good and evil within. One that turns evil shall never accumulate the power of the Darkness. One who has power sealed for decades within his body and then is given to its son and then sealed it shall grow."
The evil in Harry's soul began to laugh and the darkness around him increased. Bellatrix shivered as she found the Darkness beginning to grow around her. She felt it briefly touch her skin and she saw the evil in its true form. It had two red eyes and a hazy form as if it had no real body. The red eyes bored into her soul and she felt herself being stripped apart and put together under the crimson gaze.
Harry felt something briefly touch his memories and paid it no mind. Darkness started to form around him as he desperately tried to contain his feelings that radiated fear of his uncle.
In the real world the earth began to shake as energy collected. Lucius was one of the first to leave their Lords presence and he felt the energy collect in his Lords body. He felt it trickle into his skin and suddenly he felt the desire to go out and torture people. Harry had regained consciousness and was looking at Bellatrix with his now crimson eyes.
Bellatrix escaped from the vestiges of Harry's soul with her sanity intact. She had felt and seen all that had happened to Harry in a matter of seconds and frankly it scared her. How could such a kid go through so much and still remain sane through it all. If she were in his place she would have killed herself long ago.
Harry watched as he saw Bellatrix had thrown up all over herself. With a quick wave of Voldemorts wand the mess was gone and she was dressed in a normal evening gown.
Antonin looked at his Lord and Harry said:
"Antonin look in my eyes and use Legilmency on me. I shall show you what I went through. It is up to you to tell the rest of the Inner Circle. It would explain my little episode I had."
Antonin did so and found himself in a rush of memories. It portrayed the life Harry had lived and the betrayal he had went through at the hands of Dumbledore who sent him back to the damned place over and over again. Harry showed Antonin the abuse at the hands of the Dursleys and he watched with satisfaction as the man started to feel hatred towards the Dursleys.
When Antonin withdrew from his Master's mind Harry looked at them and said:
"I am going to get some rest. Tell them and then you are dismissed to your quarters. Get some sleep because tomorrow will be a busy day. There is a lot of planning to be done."
Bellatrix looked as Harry began to stand up and when he stood shakily she moved in to assist him. Harry accepted her help with something akin to gratefulness on his face and together they walked off to find the Master bedroom in the Potter mansion.
Bellatrix watched as the man who she had come to know as highly charismatic and as her Lord tried to stand up. He was so different of what she had first thought him to be. She had thought that Harry potter had the perfect home-life but she was proven wrong. He was being abused by his muggle family. It made her sad as she had gleamed the truth from his mind. The dark presence had been scaring her a little but she had realised that it was Harry's dark side which had finally come out.
They finally reached their destination and Harry was half carried through the door as he was too weak to support himself anymore. She dragged him to the bed which was surprisingly in a dark green colour and she put him on the bed.
Harry felt himself being sleepy. He faintly saw a blur which was clothed in black and he grabbed it. It made a sound which looked like a gasp of some sort. A female sound he faintly registered. Then he opened his eyes a little and could make out a thin face framed by beautiful black hair. He dragged her towards him and he could smell her scent. It smelled like exhaustion combined with a small tinge of Dark Arts. Harry liked it and opened his eyes fully only to look into the violet ones of Bellatrix.
Bellatrix gasped as she felt an arm grab her. She looked at the man she was dragging into bed and then was drawn towards him by the same arm. She saw two red eyes look into her eyes and then a kiss was given to her by lips that were as soft as the feathers of a snidget.
Harry felt the scent overtake his senses and before he knew it he had kissed the woman on the lips. He could feel her lips. They were so heavenly that he could kiss them forever. Harry felt his body beginning to adjust and without making a sound his wings retreated into his back. Now there lay Harry potter dressed in robes as black as night with Bellatrix Black curled up next to him.
Harry began to undress himself as he did whenever he was staying in the Gryffindor dorms at Hogwarts. First the upper part of the robes went off giving the woman next to him a good look at the muscles that were on his c hest and at the scars that littered his back and chest.
Bellatrix looked at the muscles that the man next to her possessed and she remembered something about Harry being a Seeker for Gryffindor. She saw the scars that lined his back and she gasped as she saw a deep cut that wasn't really healed well. She muttered a quiet spell and the wound closed itself.
Then the lower part of the robes came off and she gave a small sound of surprise. She really didn't notice that he was that large in the memories he had shown her. This was going to be a very long night. But it would be fun. Well not if she forgot to cast that anti-pregnancy spell. She muttered a few words and a pale blue glow enveloped her and then dissipated into her skin.
The rest of the night was filled with sounds of two people joined an amorous activities.
Grimmauld Place was buzzing with people. They were talking about what Lord Voldemort had done to them in the ministry and how he had insulted Dumbledore. They were surprised that the man had gained two wings but that was dismissed as a ritual gone wrong. They were talking about new things to defeat the crazed maniac. Remus and Sirius sneaked away from the order. Sirius got to his room unnoticed and Remus came in after a few minutes of having assured that no people were following them. Sirius looked at his old comrade and said:
"Remus I think there must be a specific reason for Dumbledore not being able to get into the Potter Mansion. Shall we take the portkey James had provided for us to get into the master bedroom tomorrow? I wonder who is taking care of the house because there must be someone that holds the wards and keeps Dumbledore out."
The Marauder looked at his animagus friend and said:
"I don't know Sirius. Dumbledore might not have been accepted by the wards because he was not of potter blood. The fact that the portkey still is in our possession gives us an advantage over Dumbledore. But you have a point. Let's go tomorrow to the Potter Mansion."
Sirius nodded and went downstairs where Ron was loudly talking about how Harry had betrayed them all. And Hermione was ranting about house elf rights. Sirius got a look on his face and summoned Kreacher to him and said to the half-insane house-elf:
"Kreacher go and pester the bushy haired lady who says things about how house-elves should be freed. Do things to her but don't harm her too much. She can still be useful to us."
Then Ron said something about how Harry should have drowned in the lake in Fourth Yearand Sirius added:
"Kreacher I want you to pull out all the stops and teach the redheaded loudmouthed brat a lesson he won't soon forget. Tie the two of them together or something or use some things of the attic on them but don't so them permanent harm."
The maniacal house-elf grinned and said:
"It will be done Master. Kreacher is happy Master finally gets a clue and starts doing cruel things to blood traitors."
Suddenly Hermione was dressed in an outfit one of the most worn out hookers would be envious of. A VERY short miniskirt which practically showed off her pussy for all to see, a top that was see-through and lots of make-up on her face.
Ron was even worse. He was wearing the same but then a little bit different. Apparently it was very tightbecause everyone could see a very strained look on his face. He wore the same miniskirt but with panties on this time. It wouldn't do to give everyone nightmares for a few months after all.
Sirius was the first to burst into laughter. Suddenly there was a chain around Severus his neck which said:
"I'm da Pimpmeister!"
Severus his robes were changed into a Pimp outfit with a hat with a large green feather on it. A suit with blue zebra stripes was worn by the greasy man and a cane was in his hands. On top of the cane was a glittering diamond.
Tonks was now wearing an outfit which was essentially the same like Hermione and Ron's but she had another modification on it. The miniskirt was longer and the top part covered her stomach. There was a chain with a Dark Mark on it around her neck which said:
"Property of the Dark lord! Stay away or I'll kill you!"
Tonks actually liked it and she made a little circle to show off what she was wearing. The Order were staring with dumb looks at the strangely dressed people.
Then a pop was heard and the members of the Order changed into chickens. Kreacher appeared next to Sirius who was laughing his ass off at the sight. Severus was looking at the two 'hookers' and was fondling his cane.
Then words appeared in the air:
"This prank was provided by: Padfoot and Moony. All the rights go to them as well as to Kreacher!"
The Order of Chickens stared at Sirius who was looking at them with tears rolling down his cheeks. Kreacher was smiling grimly and Sirius said to the elf after having calmed down a little:
"That was absolutely wonderful Kreacher. Remember to give you some more work to do. That would cheer you up wouldn't it?"
Kreacher gave a small cheer and then went to work and started cleaning the room of all the dust. Remus was laughing as he entered the room and saw Severus standing there.
Tonks was looking at Severus and said:
"Sevvie you know where the Dark lord is at the moment? I have a sudden urge to go and give him the fucking of a lifetime."
Severus coloured and began to stammer that he didn't know where the Dark lord was at the moment. Sirius asked them to come to his room in a few minutes. They both said yes and Sirius stepped out of the room. He gave the portrait of his mother a glance and saw the old woman staring at him with a smile on her face and he said:
"Why are you smiling like that Mother? Shouldn't you be screaming about how the mudbloods defile your place and all that stuff?"
Cassarria Black looked from her portrait at her son and said:
"Well Sirius it seems you have chosen to become a loyal follower of the Dark lord. I support you as your mother in your decision and I will also allow you back on the family tree. As for why I am not screaming at you anymore it is because you have proven to be delightfully evil in the prank you just pulled."
Sirius looked at his mother and said:
"I am going to bed mum. Good night."
Cassarria looked at her son and said:
"Good Night Siri. Have pleasant dreams. Should I send up Kreacher with some Firewhiskey to get you to sleep better?"
Sirius smiled at his mother and said:
"You could do that mum. I would like a glass of Firewhiskey to get to sleep faster."
Then Sirius went upstairs to his room with Remus in tow and waited for the pair of guests to arrive. Within a few minutes the still Pimped Severus and the whorishly dressed Tonks appeared in the room. Severus wasn't scowling for the first time. No there was a creepy smile on his face while Tonks was giggling uncontrollably. Sirius looked at the pair and said:
"Listen you two. Calm down and I'll tell you what I am about to do."
The metamorphmagus managed to calm down after having laughed herself silly and Severus having explained what so funny was. It seems that Ron had tried to get to Snape for making a snide comment and had gotten tangled up in the pumps that he had been wearing. Then he had fallen directly on the old and greying chicken that sat there with a pensive look on his face. Then Ron had landed directly into a puddle of goo that had been thrown there by Kreacher. The slime covered Ron had tried to have Hermione help him up but that only got Hermione under the slime too. They looked like some horror movie rejects.
Sirius told them about the portkey and how he and Remus would use it tomorrow. Then Remus asked them if they wanted to join them in going to the potter mansion. Tonks agreed rapidly because she wanted to see the Potter property because she had been impressed by the maturity Harry had shown her when they were leaving Privet Drive no. 4. and because she was interested where the family of the Boy-Who-Lived has lived for decades.
Snape just went out of curiosity. He wanted to see what James Potter had owned. Sirius asked them to be in this room at ten o'clock in the morning. When asked by Severus about when the outfit would go away Sirius shrugged and said:
"You should wear it Severus. While I don't always agreed with your dress code I must say it looks good on you. Its something else then the black robes you wear all the time. Do you want to keep the outfit,cousin?"
Tonks nodded and said:
"Yea it looks kinda cool on me. And whaddya know, I might even get a boyfriend with this look."
Sirius, Severus and Remus all raised an eyebrow and said:
"Why haven't you gotten a boyfriend?"
Then they looked at each other and burst into laughter. Tonks looked at thema and said:
"They all wanted me to change into someone else for their amusement. The only one who hasn't asked me to become someone else is Harry and he is the only one who has seen further then my normal image. Sometimes I think about how cute he looks when he has his hair all messed up. You just want to have your hands run through that hair and mess it up even further."
Severus gave a cough and Tonks stopped talking and flushed a bright red. Not only her cheeks but her entire skin became a bright red.
Sirius teased her some about her fascination with his godson and then said that it was getting late and that they should all head to bed. Kreacher appeared with a bottle of Firewhiskey in his hands and gave it to Sirius who grabbed the bottle and took several large gulps out of it and then got into bed and descended into the land of dreams.
A new chapter done within a relative short time. I hope you all like it because I worked on it for an entire day. Granted I was distracted a lot during it but I hope I get a lot of good reviews on this one. I noticed I get inspiration in short bursts and thus my chapters will sometimes be short and sometimes be long. I hope you all will remain true to me and give me lots of reviews. And if any females are reading this: I am single, 17 years old, live in the Netherlands, am still in high school whatever you call it in some other country. Look for my email address on my profile and if you add me to your messenger I will be very happy.
