Dear Diary

Chapter 1: Lizzie

Dear Diary,

This past two weeks in Rome have been incredible and overwhelming at the same time. Right now, were on the plane back and everyones sleeping, cept me. I mean, Im really tired and everything but my mind keeps replaying me and Gordo on the roof over and over again. Ok, I dont no if I have any feelings for him but it was just this feeling, a pull, that came over me. It was just me and him, up there, it just seemed so perfect and right! I'll have to find a way to tell him all this tomorrow! Miranda's going to meet us at the airport tomorrow! I totally miss her! I mean, Kate's been great and were friends again but shes just not Miranda! No one could replace her, not even Gordo! OMG, why did I just bring him up again! Ok, I just read that and I sound so bitchy but I didnt mean it like that. I just dont wanna think about that right now! Now that I think about it, Gordo looks so cute sleeping beside me! Eww, I did not just write that, hes my best friend! OMG, I think I like him! This is so weird! I dont no whats wrong with me! Ok, Im going to talk to him tomorrow! But about the kiss first! Im not going to just throw myself on him if he doesnt feel the same way! Why does everything have to be so confusing!

Lizzie