Chapter 2: Miranda

A/N: Ok I really hope you dont think this story totally sux because I just was really bored and decided to write it! It will get better after but I dont really no where to go with it so if you have any ideas or suggestions Im totally open! Anyway I hope you like it! If no one reviews I wont write anymore of its and just tell me if you think its a waste of time! Anyway on to the story! Sry its so short, next one will be longer!

Dear Diary,

I am so tired but I really need to write this down! Ok, I have to meet Lizzie and Gordo at the airport tomorrow! I really miss them but I dont no how to tell them! I mean, I dont think that I will be able to keep it from Lizzie! But I no she will probably totally freak out! Like I mean having sex in Mexico with this guy I just met, isnt exactly something small! Ok, Ridolgo wasnt just some guy I just met! I mean, I knew him the whole time I was there! We started out friends but I really thought that I loved him! Well, one thing led to another and we had sex! I am so dumb I dont even no if he used protection! I really hope that I dont get pregnant! My mom and dad would kill me! I wouldnt be able to take care of someone else, I cant even take care of myself! Im 14 years old! Ok, I have to calm down and think of a way to tell Lizzie. I hope she doesnt think Im a slut and I hope she still thinks of me the same way after I tell her! I hope she still wants to be friends, I wont be able to get through this without her! I dont no if I wanna have anything to do with Ridolgo! He gave me his email addy and his phone #. One part of me is saying stay in touch with him, hes the guy you lost your virginity too and another part is saying no, he'll just want more, you dont love him! Anyway, I have to think of something to tell Lizzie! Why is everything always so confusing!

Miranda

A/N: Anyway I hope you liked plz R&R! Thanx!