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: Still no one as she now deciding to buy rope and a chair:

The Biggest Choice of All

Previously on The Biggest Choice of All: The battle with Naraku is over and a new beginning is about to happen find out!

Chapter 5: Weddings and Decisions

After the battle that had taken place a month ago things have been running smoothly. Everyone's wounds have healed. Miroku finally had the courage to propose to Sango in a non-perverted way. Now here I am. A month later waiting for their wedding to begin. The modern day wedding was my idea; however, it took awhile for me to explain what exactly a wedding was?

I sat in the Sango's room as Sango was surrounded by the women from the village who were making last minute adjustments to the beautiful, white gown. Sighing, I pictured myself with a dress just like that on as I stared at the pretty woman in the mirror.

As the ceremony was close to beginning Sango breaks me from my daydream. "Kagome I was wondering after our wedding is over, are what are you going to do now that we have all the jewel shards?" The bride raised an eyebrow at me, wary of my actions.

I took a deep breathe. I knew this question was going to be eventually asked, but I had no idea what to answer. My intentions were made awhile back, before we went into battle with Naraku, however, I didn't want to tell my best friend that I was planning on leaving when the ceremony came to an end.

I forced a smiled on my face. "Oh Sango, you already know what I'm going to do. I'm going to visit my family first and come back here later; didn't I tell you this already?" I put on a skeptical look on my face as the demon slayer nodded at my answer.

Beautiful music was playing when the village girls ushered us to come, for the wedding was about to begin. Before I took lead of the other bride maids, Sango pulled me aside in private. "So Kagome after this is over are you and Inuyasha going to get married too?" I heat burned my cheeks from that answer. A mischievous smile was displayed on the bride's face. I couldn't respond to that question. I mean how could I respond such a question? I mean, sure I had dreams about this sort of predicament, but to actually to occur, I highly doubted that.

Sango laughed at my face, as I took my place at the head. Still it had made me want to consider what it would be like if we did get married. Something inside me hurt. It hurt to even image something that would never happen. I shook those thoughts aside as I continued my walk to the alter.

The pink bride's maid outfit glided across the red carpet. Everyone that Sango and Miroku ever met was there. I turned my head around to find Sango at Kohaku's side. Since Sango's father was not there, Kohaku was the person to give her away.

Turning my head back to the front I saw Miroku's foster father in priest clothing. He held a concealed bottle of what appeared to be liquor and taking huge swigs of alcohol when he suspected no one was watching him. Miroku in his purple tux had seen his foster father's booze when he took a hold of the alcohol giving him a glare.

I suppressed a laugh that wanted to come out, until my eyes switched to the best man. Inuyasha's eyes were glued to me. I felt embarrassed from the way he was watching me, I wished that I could have the ground swallow me up at that moment. I noticed the tint of red on his cheeks as it made me feel better as I proudly approached the stand.

I tried to focus my eyes on the alter, but it was difficult when the hanyou's piercing gaze was on me.

Once the music had silenced as Miroku and Sango were standing by each other, hand in hand, I took my place on the side.

"Dearliy beloved, we gather hair today to celebrat my son's weddring with the bootyful Sango--" The priest stopped when saw the gruesome look his adopted son was giving him. Everyone in the seats were trying hard not to laugh at the unusual wedding that was taking place. Sure they may have seen many wedding of different traditions, though, I doubt never had any of them had witnessed the priest drunk at the alter.

Once Miroku's foster father sobered down enough to proceed, my eyes had once again averted back to the hanyou in the tux. He wore a black tuxedo that fit him just right and also to have made his golden pools of eyes stand out. His hair was neatly combed through and looked silky to the naked eye.

I could tell that my face was reddening when he stared right back at me. He looked great, that it was hard not to notice it. As the priest continued, my mind opened up as my imagination ran wild. It held visions of wedding bells, and a choir singing, as a couple made their way out of the church to a new life ahead of them. The couple was smiling with glee when rice was thrown at them. The bouquet was thrown at a bunch of crazy women who desperately teared at each other to take hold of it, when they rode away in a limo with the words "Just Married" on the mirror. Cans connected to string were clanging and clattering at the tail end of the car as it rode away into the sunlight.

My thoughts vanished in front of my eyes, like a snap of a camera I had to blink a few times to clear my vision. When reality came alive once more, a heavy sorrow was weighted on my shoulders at the sad faith that came for me.

Miroku lifted the vial and gave Sango deepened kiss as applause arose. Envy was buried in my heart when I watched them kiss. I wanted to have that special moment, that special kiss with Inuyasha, the person I would give my life for, though; I knew that it would never happen. The half demon had his eyes for Kikyo and only the priestess. He wouldn't want to be with the cheap imitation, Inuyasha would want the real deal, and I most certainly wasn't.

One tear fell to the ground as more came soon after. Soon a whole river of tears flowed down my face.

I watched when Shippo handed Miroku the rings as they made their vows and placed the rings on. When Sango turned to me to hand her the bouquet she had a surprise look on her face. She let go of Miroku's hand to comfort me.

"Kagome, why are crying? Are you alright?" Her worried expression, felt like a knife through my heart. I felt horrible to be so envious and so selfish about my needs, that I have forgotten where I was at.

"Sango I am alright. You don't have to worry about me." I forced a smile on my tear streaked face, to hopefully make the now wife non curious of my sorrow. She smiled at me, when she went back to her husband's side nearing Kirara.

However, what came next stricken when with even more grief. The bouquet was tossed behind Sango's shoulder as everyone went to grab for it. The elegant flowers seemed to be heading my way as if to hit the target, when they were caught and its plans were ruined. Inuyasha was the one who caught the beautiful flowers. The pain that remained in my heart had vapored my very soul. The hanyou looked in my direction with a bewildered expression before I made my way away from the happy people to get ready for my leave. From up far I watched as Miroku and Sango rode away into the horizon on Kirara to the honeymoon.

A part of me would have laughed knowing what laid in store for Sango, but somehow that person was seemed to be dead now. I believe my heart died that day when Inuyasha and me visited Kikyo's grave a week ago.

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Inuyasha stood over Kikyo's grave in silence. A sad look could be seen in his eyes, which were now a pinkish color. He had been crying for the last few weeks and hadn't stopped since. The normally aggressive Inuyasha I knew, no longer picked on the little kitsushe.

Watching Inuyasha look so sad and hollow made me feel his pain and grief as well. I wanted to wrap my arms around him and tell him it was okay, but I held back. It wouldn't be right. I knew that it wasn't going to be alright, I mean the person he loved died again right in front of him. What could I possibly do to cheer him up?

Beautiful orhicks were laid on Kikyo's grave as Inuyasha jumped onto the sacred tree and sighed. He looked so peaceful just resting there; I didn't want to disturb him.

As I was about ready to head back to Kaede's I heard Inuyasha softly call my name. It was faint, but I could still hear it.

Jumping out of the tree, he asked about my plans now that the jewel was complete.

The question startled me. I haven't heard anyone that yet asked me what I wanted to do just yet. "Wha--I was planning to give you the shards so you could become a full fledge demon, isn't that what you wanted?" I laughed nervously to hopefully keep from suspicion as I turned my eyes to the ground. I was afraid of his expression. Afraid of seeing his lustful eyes on me just like that time when Kikyo arose from the dead. I didn't want to disappoint him, anymore than I have.

Silence was his response to my question. I guessed that he would have at least have said something, cocky or something, but the Inuyasha that I knew, seemed to have vanish along with old memories of Kikyo.

Assuming he needed alone time, I turned around to the direction of the entrance of the village when he pulled my body against him and embraced me. I had no idea what should or shouldn't do. I slowly wrapped my arms around him when I felt his shoulders relax. It made me smile to at least have him happy, his body warmth was soothing, I found it hard not to fall asleep. My hands moved to his face when I felt something wet.

'Tears? Inuyasha never cried never!' It pained me to have him this way. Gently I pulled out of his embrace to kiss his forehead. A shocked expression and a blush was all that I needed when I took his hand and lead him back to the village.

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The wild blew the trees in a vengeful manner as everyone ran inside for cover of the upcoming storm ahead. I looked up at the sky. The clouds were turning a smoky grey and pretty soon, the rain would beat down upon all this.

A lonely smile appeared on my face, when I went inside to grab my stuff and out. Before I left the hut, I left behind a note with the sacred jewel shard. I sensed no one following me when I ran. Drops of water hit my face one after the other, until a whole flood poured over me. It was difficult to run in the dress, but it hadn't mattered to me, as long as I made it to my destination.

It saddens me to leave my friends behind, but there was nothing here to come back for. Everyone had something and I was left with nothing. Inuyasha would be happy once he became a full demon and not a half breed. However, I loved him as a half breed. In fact, I would always love him, no matter what he became, as long as he was alive and happy, that was my true bliss.

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"Grr, damn it Miroku when is this thing going to end?" I said to the dressed monk as I yanked at the thing Kagome called a "tyi."

The monk laughed at my battle with the tyi. "Ha, ha, ha, Inuyasha, don't worry this will be all over before you know it, and besides wouldn't you want to see Kagome in a modern day dress?"

I could feel the heat in my cheeks from the monk's question. Of course I was planning to stay if I saw her in a dress. Okay, maybe it wasn't that big of deal since I saw her in her skhool uniform, however, I wanted my eyes to venture more and more on different varieties of clothing that my Kagome would look good in.

'Nani? What am I thinking such thoughts; maybe I am hanging around the monk too long.' I shook my head to rid of those ideas and feelings, when Miroku's foster father ushered us to join the head of the alter. It was time for the ceremony to begin.

Gulping, the huge lump in my throat, I follow Miroku to the front as all eyes were upon us. My palms sweated and so did my forehead, I felt like a nervous wreak. Somehow, I wanted to laugh if I saw what my outside appearance might look like. Never before had I ever been nervous, so anixeious about anything. I was never this way when a crowd would gather to watch our battles or that time in Kagome's era when she acted in front of people. I was not scared there, so why was I now?

However, my answers were soon put to rest when the music began to play and there stood Kagome with a cherry face, walking across the same aisle that I had momentarily walked across. With each step she made towards the alter, my heart would pound louder. I silently prayed no demons were around to hear, or that anyone would have an increase in their sense of hearing.

My eyes couldn't turn away from the beauty walking towards me. She was enticing, hypnotic, so beautiful in that gown she wore. The pink of the dress made her hair and face stand out like the center of a flower.

At that second, my demon side wanted to take control of my body and actions. It wanted; no it craved for Kagome Higurishi. It took every scene and self control not to take as my mate. It felt like she was taunting me with the way her smiles were, and how she moved her gaze from me back and forth. 'Kagome, what are you doing to me?' I wanted to shout to her for an answer, but I didn't want to put more pressure upon myself and her.

My human and demon senses were going haywire. It was hard to keep still. I felt like a bee waiting for the right second, right moment, to attack the flower sucking out all the honey and nectar out of the innocent beauty. I shook my head violently at those thoughts and desires. 'Maybe I do hang around the monk too much.'

Kagome's face brightens as she hands the flowers to Sango as she looks anywhere but my face. It was cute how she acted; it made me relax a little.

"Dearliy beloved, we gather hair today to celebrat my son's weddring with the bootyful Sango--" The priest stopped when saw the gruesome look his adopted son was giving him. Everyone in the seats were trying hard not to laugh at the unusual wedding that was taking place. Sure they may have seen many wedding of different traditions, though, I doubt never had any of them had witnessed the priest drunk at the alter as have I.

I however, probably was the only one that chuckled at the drunken priest.

I leaned over to Miroku to whisper in his ear. "You still think your dad was the right man for this job?" I raised one eyebrow at the monk, as Miroku sweat dropped.

The wedding started once again as the once drunk priest sobered up just a little.

My mind wandered into fantasy, as it envisioned two people, smiling as everyone cheered for them. The woman wore a white dress with a vial as man wore a tux. It seemed dumb for me to image something like this, when I take a closer look at the couple. The woman had brown hair that went to mid of her back, with brown eyes, while the man had black hair and violent eyes.

I knew them. They were Kagome and me. Was this a vision from the future? Was this a sign that I would be with Kagome? This puzzled me, until my head grew with enormous headaches that threatened to wreak my head. Though, what really surprised me was the way I looked in the dream. 'Why was I a human? I don't get it.'

Thoughts came to a halt when the priest said you may kiss the bride. When Miroku lifted the vial, I saw Kagome in Sango's place and mine in Miroku's. I closed my eyes and could feel the kiss upon my lips. Kagome's small tender lips were soft to the touch. They were like lightening, that one shock had my body numb to the very core. The only warmth in my body I felt was in my lips and hers.

Applause was heard as noise in volume grew to a maximum. I had to literally cover my ears from the noise. Out of the corner of my eye, I spot Kagome's tear streaked face. My heart froze. I didn't want to ever witness her crying. I reached my hand out to comfort her when the bride bet me to it.

Gloominess shadowed around my body. I wanted to be the one to comfort my Kagome, the only one. Something inside me felt awkward. I may have felt real dense if I said this, but for the first time I realized how jealous I was when it came to Kagome. I recalled times when I had with Kikyo and not once was I jealous when other men tried to woo her. Was there a meaning to this? Did I truly love Kikyo as I thought? Was it was it only lust or a crush?

Suddenly I felt an object land into my arms. Once again I was dragged away from my dreams and thoughts, forcing me back into reality. My eyes scan the object to realize what the object was.

The bouquet that Sango was holding was now in my hands. Heat formed on my cheeks as I recalled what Kagome had told me about the bouquet and catching it. 'Maybe my dreams were a vision.' I turned to the happy couple as I spotted the wink that they both gave to me, before they rode off into the sky onto Kirara's back.

My eyes went back to the innocent plant that lay in my fingers. Tossing them and catching them, I made up my decision on what I wanted to wish for. I turned towards Kagome's direction. I wanted to tell her about what I the wish was for the Shikon Jewel, when I catch a glimpse of sorrow in her brown eyes. Something was troubling her and I wanted to know just what. However, before I could reach her, she vanished into the crowd.

The sky that was blue moments ago quickly turned a smoky gray. I bad omen was in the air, and I didn't want to chance it. Following after her scent I rush into Kaede's hut, only to find the jewel attached with a note. After reading it, I cursed. Crumbling it up, I head to the one place I knew she was heading to. I was just afraid she was planning on leaving and never returning just like the last time. I prayed to Kami that wasn't the answer when I ran to Bone Eatter's Well.

Rain pelted my clothing when I ran after her. Her scent in the air was already melting away from the rain.

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Today I wanted no company. I wanted to be left alone. In fact ever since they reburied her, I removed myself from the group. I couldn't eat nor sleep, my only thoughts were of the guilt of loosing the woman I use to love long ago, Kikyo.

Along the walk over, I found a field of flowers and picked a few orhicks to put on her grave. Purple orhicks were Kikyo's favorite kind of flower; she told me they meant peace and tranquility. Though, I never believed in that sort of thing, I did give my respect in offering her flowers to keep her spirit in peace.

It felt awkward standing near her grave once more. Jumping to the sacred tree, I hear footsteps approaching. I groan, not wanting any company, until I catch a whiff of the scent. Jumping out of the tree I stared into her eyes and with a serious voice I wanted to ask her about the jewel.

"Kagome, what are your plans now that the jewel is whole?"

I was terrified when I lost one woman, I didn't want to lose another.

"Wha--I was planning to give you the shards so you could become a full fledge demon, isn't that what you wanted?"

I couldn't speak. No words would come out. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and tell her I don't want that anymore and want her and only her forever. I wanted to tell her in person how much I care for her, and how much it would pain me if she walked out of my life.

She turned around intending on leaving my body took over my mind. Unconsciously, I reached out and grabbed her and pulled her into my arms. Fear rose inside, like it never had before. Her body was tense when it relaxed in my arms, as her arms wrapped around me. I was so afraid of the thought of losing her when tears spilled from my eyes.

I've never cried about over anyone before not even after Kikyo's death. But when Kagome was close to dying or every time she leaves to do some test I was always afraid of losing her, and even now I still felt that paranoia.

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There is one last chapter left called the hearts decision and the wish

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