"I can go back in time and change history," I let that soak in for a sec. "Jesse I can make it so you weren't murdered and you could live a full life."

"But I don't care about my old life anymore, all I care about is you," I started to cry because I know Jesse loves me, but I also know he wants to be able to live. "Susannah we are soul mates," he said in a softy voice.

"Jesse I know but....I don't want to hold you..." Jesse didn't let me finish he kissed me so passionately, that it made me forget. It made me forget my troubles, it made me forget that he was a ghost, it made me forget about Paul and most of all that nothing could ever happen.

"I love you Querida. I love more than anything or anyone. I want to be with you, but I know might never be able too. But I will find a way to make you happy," when he said this I new Jesse and I were meant to be together.

"Jesse the only way I'm ever going to be happy is if you are alive and with me," I said as I cried into his arm. He lifted up my chin with his hand and looked deep into my eyes and I into his deep brown eyes. I leaned into him and kissed him deeply. All I wanted was to be with Jesse intimately, but I wasn't even sure if ghosts are able to do this.

I had to go talk to Father D about this I had to. "Jesse I have to go talk to fath...umm...somebody I'll be back in an hour," I said as I jumped up from my bed.

"Father D I need your help!" I said as I burst through his office.

"What is it Susannah?"

"We have to find a way!" I almost to tears.

"Way for what?"

"A way for us to be together," I heard a familiar voice behind me.

"Jesse?" I said as I turned around.

"I don't know what we can do," Father D started to explain. " I wish I could, but I can't its not with in my powers."

"Never mind!" I ran out of the room. He doesn't want to help that why he can't. He didn't end up with true love, so now he doesn't want me to. When I got home I ran straight to my room. I jumped face first into my bed. Crying and not stopping tell I heard a deep voice. The voice I love more than anything.

"Querida? Everything will work out fine I promise," Jesse walked over to me and sat on my bed next to me. I jumped into his arms and started kissing his neck.

"Jesse I love you and I don't know how much longer I can wait," I looked up at him. I think he knew what I was talking about.

"Querida I love you as well but we are not married. I can not take it away from you," he said a little nervous which made him so cute.

"Jesse you wont be taking it you will be giving me a gift," I said then began kissing his neck. He moaned a little I think he was giving in.

'Querida..." he started to say more but I pushed my lips on his. Pushing him back a little I don't what was coming over me.

"Please Jesse..." he pulled my head back toward him and I took that as a yes. It was my first and I wish he could be my last but I'm not sure if that will happen. We made loved and we know that even if we wouldn't be able to grow old together, we at least had that.

We were laying next each other Jesse was kissing my neck and say Spanish between kisses I understood some of it like "Bonita" and "Yo te amo" which I think means I love you.

But then are moment was ruined Jesse began to have trouble breathing and I could see red marks on his throat which looked like hand prints. "Jesse what's wrong? what's going on?" Jesse began to fade away. "Jesse where are you going? Jesse don't leave me! I love you! Jesse!"

"I love you Querida" was the last thing he said before he was finally gone. Then my world began to spin literally and I fell to the ground.

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