Trying to Kill the Pain
A/N…Hey everyone! Just want to say thanks for reading my story and reviewing me! Ok this chapter may be just a BIT confusing in the beginning. You see, I'm going to be switching settings around a lot, but only in the beginning of the story, like I said. All of those reviews that have requested different subjects, I'll try to fit them in. Hey! Ya, you, reading this, if you reviewed, thanks for it! Sorry this author's note was so long! Here's the next chapter! Enjoy…
Chapter 3:Life Can't be Fair, Can it?
/ With Sonic/
Sonic, like Amy, was deep in dreams, perhaps nightmares. Memories were flashing in his head. It was almost as if he was in a time machine. In these memories, he was with different people. There was one where Tails was playing with Christmas bells on a door to some bar. In another he saw Shadow and Pepper relieved to be out of a collapsed wall. Then, he saw the one that made his stomach lurch. Amy was dancing with him. She was smiling and looked happy, just like Sonic. They looked into each other's eyes and kissed…
The hedgehog sat up so quickly that his neck practically snapped. "Ouch, damn it." He said quietly. He rubbed his neck before standing up and looking around. There were other furries in the park, taking glances at him as they walked around and played. He ran as fast as he could. He finally saw his house coming into view. He tore inside and sprinted to his bedroom.
/ With Amy/
Just like Sonic, Amy was seeing memories and good times. In one memory, she was with Cream, picking flowers. There was one that she remembered very clearly, seeing as how it had happened very recently. She was riding a roller coaster with Sonic at some random amusement park. She smiled faintly. They were having a very good time and laughing…
Amy awoke with a jerk, but as soon as she did, she wished she hadn't. She was cold and her stomach hurt. As she stood up, she groaned. The sensation of throwing up came to her, and she ran to the bathroom. Thirty minutes later she came out, not feeling much better.
"My God this sucks. What's happening to me?" she said, then realized what was happening to her…exactly what was happening. She missed Sonic. It was almost unbearable. Inside her was fear. Fear of being alone, without a shoulder to rest on, or not being able to go to the one you truly love.
"That's it, I can't take this anymore. It's ruining me piece by piece. I feel like I'm slowly dying." She said quietly. She carefully started walking to the pantry. When she got there, she opened a small drawer and pulled out a very small jackknife. She ran into her bedroom and sat on the floor. She held the blade to her wrist and slowly, carefully laid it where she was going to cut it. Before she went any further, she prayed.
"Dear God,
Please forgive me for what I am about to do. But it almost seems that a sin in itself is right. This hypothesis is most likely wrong, but it's what it feels like. Dear God forgive me…I love you."
She finished her prayer, and then she carefully made a small cut in her wrist. It started to bleed immediately. Amy cried with pain in her tears. She was scared, and felt lonely. "Life can't be fair, can it?" she quietly asked herself in a tear filled voice.
/ With Sonic/
Sonic, like Amy, had been puking his guts out in the bathroom. No one had seen him enter the house; therefore no one had knocked on his door or came in his bedroom. "What have I done? How could I have done this? That's it, I don't want to live like this anymore…I need Amy. I'm going to her house and apologizing right now…" he said and walked downstairs and out the door, on the way to Amy's house.
DUM DUM DUM! What will he find Amy's house? Keep reading and find out! Oh and sorry it was so short! I apologize with utmost honesty! Please review and no flames please!
