Hate

The hate I feel for you right now is hard in word to explain

Right now despite my fears I rather see you drowning in the rain

The mean things you do to me everyday is the reason for my hate

I only wish my heart would stop and no longer ache

The words I wish to say to you are not words you'll adore

But I guess those are words you were hoping for when you slammed my last bit of happiness through the door

I hate you in a way

But believe me when I say

I still love you everyday