Should I tell him?

Disclaimer: I own nothing, only the plot for the story, but I wish I owned Jesse… sigh

Chapter 2

Oh, I feel so much better the bubble bath and Advil really helped (thank god) actually no, I'm not going to thank god because he's the one who made me a mediator and that's how I met Jesse, If I wasn't a mediator I would've never met Jesse therefore I wouldn't have fallen in love with him. I would actually be able to be a normal girl… omg I'm rambling again anyway back to the story…

So I changed into some comfy clothes, A pair of long black baggy pajama pants and a turquoise shirt that has Happy Bunny on it and says "It's cute how stupid you are." and even though my hair was still dripping wet from my bath I brushed it out. I thought about it and I still wasn't sure if I was going to tell Jesse how I felt about him, at least not yet. When I walked out of the bathroom I took in a sharp intake of breath… for I saw two ghosts a boy who looked about 18 and a girl who looked about my age making out on my bed. I stood there for about three minutes, when they STILL didn't notice I was there I yelled "Get the hell out of my room!" they finally broke apart gasping for air "Oh shit," said the boy whose name I found out was Darrin because next his girlfriend (at least I hope it was his girlfriend) said "sorry we didn't know anyone was here, we better go Darrin." Then they finally dematerialized . After that I grabbed the latest issue of Cosmo Girl and layed on my bed, while listening to Avril Lavigne, When all of a sudden Spike jumped through the window and started to purr, which only meant one thing Jesse was here… My heart skipped a dozen beats and started beating ten times faster than its normal pace, I thought it was going to explode! But I tried really hard to ignore. Then I saw Jesse, now him I simply could not ignore I mean how could anyone ignore a guy as hot as Jesse! Anyway after he stroked Spike's back a couple of times he came and sat over with me on my bed… me and Jesse were on a bed together! As soon as he sat down I must've let out a pretty loud sigh because then Jesse asked "Are you okay Querida?"

"yeah, just a little tried is all," but what I really wanted to say was

"No, I don't think I'm alright Jesse, because I'm so in love with you Jesse it's not funny, and how is it possible for a girl and a hot Latin ghost to love each other?" but of course I didn't say that he probably would've thought I was crazy. "Well you should go to sleep Querida, it's getting late, I'll see you tomorrow sweet dreams." then he did the totally unexpected... he kissed me on the cheek… no really I'm serious. But before he could see me blush I hid under the covers and when I finally gained the courage to look again… he was gone. The next morning as soon as I opened my eyes I saw Jesse looking right at me he jumped back surprised. I sat up in my bed and immediately put my hands to my cheeks there were tears on them, it must've been from the horrible dream I had last night. What happened was that in my dream I tried "calling" Jesse (you know mentally) because I felt ready to tell him how I felt about him I tired calling him so many times and he never came. All of a sudden Paul was there and he said that he had exorcised Jesse, and I started to cry really hard because Jesse was gone and I never got to tell him how I really felt about him. Then that's when I woke up with tears on my face and when I saw Jesse staring into my eyes (which were now open) and he was wiping away my tears. "Querida are you alright? You called me and when I came you were here sleeping with tears rolling down your cheeks."

"I called you Jesse?" I said. "Yes you did Susannah, are you okay." Now I could tell he was getting serious when he didn't call my Querida. Anyway, was it possible that I could call Jesse in my dreams too? Ok that was just a little weird. "are you okay Susannah?" he asked again. "Yea, just a bad dream is all."

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked grabbing hold of my hand which sent fluttering butterflies into my stomach. "No, at least not right now. I think I'm going to take a shower, you know maybe it'll help wake me up a little bit." Jesse dropped my hand and said "okay Querida, call me if you need me." he said.

"Don't worry I will." I replied while grabbing a change of clothes from my closet.

I had a lot to think about. Maybe I should tell Jesse, what if I never get a chance to tell him? Just like what happened in my dream… I had to tell him how I felt, I decided that after I got out of the shower and got dressed that I was going to call Jesse and tell him how I really felt.

I'm seriously not sure if this story is good or not, I'm still not sure if Suze is going to tell Jesse how she really feels