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Author's Note: Hey, so I wrote Joey's side and then I thought, well, wouldn't we like to know what Pacey thinks? So, here it is. Enjoy!
"There's someone else. This girl. This amazingly beautiful, passionate, incredible girl. She's a goddess. I've even told her that. Hell, I've told her best friend that. She's untouchable. She's so…so…unique that there's no one who could possibly replace her. She's irreplaceable. The girls I've dated…they don't measure up to her. And I know it's a terrible thing to do, compare these girls to her, but it's inevitable. The fact of the matter is, they're not her. And ultimately, that's the problem.
"Her eyes. Her eyes are the most fixating eyes to ever grace a human complexion. I'm serious, too. Have you ever seen her? She's gorgeous, man. I never in my life got tired of seeing her or looking at her. It's simply impossible to get sick of looking at a face like that. God, I remember the first time I looked at her. I mean really looked at her. I think we were about fourteen and out on the dock. She was so…intriguing. So…innocent and untouched. And I remember thinking, for the first time in my life, 'My God is she beautiful.' She's the only girl, in my whole life, who could ever give me that butterfly feeling in the pit of my stomach, you know? And when she touches me, in whatever way, it just feels…right. Like when I'm with her, it's my purpose. My purpose in life is to be with this girl. It's the only thing in my whole life I've been sure about.
"My God, I remember the first time I kissed her. I never felt…so…charged. It was like…I can't even explain it. The way she makes me feel whenever I kiss her, it feels like the first time. It never gets tiring. Feeling the pressure of her lips against mine- nope. Never have I ever gotten tired of that feeling. She makes me feel like a whole new, better person. I don't even think she knows the impact she's had on my life. Maybe she thinks of herself as just another girlfriend. But that's not true. No, that's not true at all. Even before we got together, she's been there. She's been there the whole way. I mean, I spent half my life annoying the crap out of her and repulsing her, chasing her around and nagging at her, I guess in a way, it feels kind of…ironic? I mean, the best relationships start out that way, I think. Don't they? I don't even know anymore. I just know…she's the one. She's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.
"She's not here right now. And without her with me, I feel like I've lost something. Not just anything, though. Part of me. She was my other half. She is my other half. Man, I…I don't think I can live without her. I honestly don't. She's been a part of my life for so long…and it hurts. It hurts me so bad to think of how I hurt her, and it's not fair. It's not fair for me to keep doing this. I just wish I could…I wish I could see her again, you know? See how she's doing. I miss her. God, I miss her so much. She's done so much for me in my life and…she didn't even have to. She did it because she cared. She cared about me. She actually loved me. And I can't say anything less about her. I loved her more than I loved anything or anyone else in my life. And I still do. Even if we're not together anymore. I'll never stop loving her. It's a curse. I guess…I guess that's all I've got to say."
Pacey gave a weak smile and excused himself from the table, leaving a perplexed Doug behind.
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"Hello?…Joey?…"
