Disclaimer:I do not own Full Moon Wo Sagashite or any of Ryu's songs from Winter Ballad.

A/N:Well,I just got an idea of today's chapter and its going to be quite sad.Sorry if this isn't what you wanted so please don't flame me with the "WHAT!" because this is only the beginning of the story.

Chapter 4:This song only matches you

"Hey everyone!Today,we'll be interviewing someone very special!"

cried Miss.Shikaki.It was lunch time and I wanted to turn on the radio.Ooshige-san,Wakouji-sensei,and Izumi were also with me.We didn't much care about the radio until we heard the second part of who she was interviewing.

"And guess what!I will be interviewing Route-L's past singer,Kira Takuto!".

I felt my heart almost stopped.Everyone started staring at the radio with a shock face.I wanted to cry but I couldn't.I felt as though something was wrong but I couldn't get a straight solution.All I did was stare at the radio.

"Oi,baka,you don't have to make it so exciting.Also,I would like to let all my fans hear my singing before interviewing since I know they've been waiting for this"

said Takuto.I didn't respond at all but turned the volume louder.It was so great to hear your voice again Takuto but….I knew you weren't acting like a normal person because of me.I knew someone else was in your heart but I tried to not think about that.Soon,a soft tune picked up.

"When I met you for the first time…

You were a young lady…upon your hair was a violet flower

With a smile you said to me,

To far away…like a bird…you wished to fly

When I saw you again,you had matured greatly…

With sweat beads you smilingly said to me

Even the smallest thing can make you cry

When I saw you for the last time…

You were peaceful,looking beyond the window to far away

With a smile you said me"

"How was that everyone?That was Takuto's second album song,"Violet"!"

cried Shikaki.Violet…that was a nice name for the song.I loved the song so much,even though I just listened to it.Those feelings from before with Takuto started to come back to me…I love that feeling.I started to stare into space with all these feelings until Miss.Shikaki continued talking.

"So tell me Mr.Kira,why did you write that song?I know there must be a good relationship reason to write such a classical song"

said Shikaki.It took a few minutes for Takuto to answer.I wanted to burst out crying but not a tear came.I didn't want to cry….I didn't want people to get worried about me.

"I wrote that song…because it represented the person I love currently.She was always smiling,even when things were bad.Even though she knew she was weak,she never gave up.This song…….it represented Miya…"

replied Takuto.Everyone was shock.I felt as though my heart would shatter any second.Takuto,the second person I loved the most,the one I wanted to be with forever,the person….that I didn't want to leave me.I knew this was going to happen.I knew…Takuto would be gone from me.Gone from my life,gone from touch,gone from my heart.Takuto,if you did regain your memories,you would leave me,wouldn't you?Just like with Hikari,you broke up with her because now you loved me.But this time…its me that you will be breaking up with.Now,I felt our memories together was fake.Takuto,if this is really going to happen,then I don't want to remember about you.I don't want to have memories of you,I don't want to have thoughts about you,I don't…..I don't….I don't……!

"Eh!Mitsuki!Are you alright?Mitsuki-chan!"

(At the hospital)

"Eh….?"I looked around.Ooshige-san,Wakouji-sensei,and Izumi was right by my side.They all looked troubled but I didn't say anything.After a few minutes,Ooshige-san spoke first.

"Mitsuki-chan,are you alright?You scared us to death!You suddenly fainted right after Takuto's interview which made us so worried!"

cried Ooshige-san.I gave her a reassuring smile to show that I was okay.Suddenly,Wakouji-sensei grabbed hold of my hand,which got me quite startled.

"Mitsuki,if theres anything wrong,please tell us.We want to help you but if you keep this locked up in yourself,we cant do anything to help"

explained Wakouji-sensei.I nodded as tears came down my cheeks.Ooshige-san and Wakouji-sensei stared at me with worrying eyes.

"Ooshige-san,Wakouji-sensei,Izumi….this is so hard for me.I thought for sure Takuto would say his song was for me but he didn't.He didn't because he doesn't remember me.It hurts so much for him to not know me at all.And also,hes dating another girl.If he regained his memories,he would have still left me since hes living a new life as a human.I love him so much….I want him to love me back too….I don't want to move on when I know Takuto could have been with me……"

and I let all my tears come out.I couldn't stop,I didn't want to.I felt so weak now,since Takuto was not by my side anymore.Everytime when I need him,he wont come back.Everytime when I need lecturing,he wont be there to do it.Now,I would have to live a life without him watching over me.After a while,Wakouji-sensei stood up.

"Mitsuki,I know this is going hard for you but you have to try not to be weak.Remember that we all are your strength for not being alone.You cant always count on one person to be everything that makes you alive.I know you can do this Mitsuki"

and Wakouji-sensei left.Ooshige-san looked at her watch and suddenly got startled.

"Oh darn,I have to go now Mitsuki-chan.Stay in bed until you get better!Bye!"

and she rushed out through the door.I giggled a little just seeing Ooshige-san all panick-y.Izumi stared at where Ooshige-san left until she was gone.Afterwards,he stared at me,which made me feel all nervous inside.

"Well Mi-ki,I have to go back to the underworld for some important business.Stay where you are until I come back.I don't want to go losing you or boss will kill me"

and he flew away.I stared as he spread his angel wings out and flew out the window.It was sad,that only I could see shinigamis.It makes me feel lonely that only I could talk to them and see them instead of other people.Thinking about this,I took out the flute Takuto gave me.The flute he told me to blow when I needed him.I smiled a little when I saw there was still the ribbon on it,even if its been 2 years.

"Phooo…….."

End of Chapter 4

A/N:So,what do you think?I kind of rushed through this chapter so it didn't sound too sad but I hope you liked it.Yeah,I know,it sounds kind of bad that Takuto loves some other girl but hey,as I told you in the beginning of this chapter,this is only the beginning of the story so just wait until all these things happen.Now,you must be wondering why I named this chapter "This song only matches you".Well,if you read the lyrics of the song more clearly,doesn't it match Mitsuki?Of course,you don't know about Miya so you don't know if this song matches Miya but even so,the lyrics sound like its describing Mitsuki.Well,please review!