Disclaimer:I do not own Full Moon Wo Sagashite or any of Ryu's songs from Winter Ballad.

A/N:Hey everyone!Yes,its me again,writing again,the next chapter of this story!I know,im quickly updating this story daily but this is because my idea is flowing in my head a lot so I want to type it out before I forget.Now,enjoy today's chapter!

Chapter 5:Come back,im lost…

I don't get it….why am I upset like this?I knew this was going to happen but…why?Why do I feel so lost now?I stared at the window as rain started coming down from the sky.I never felt this way since I started to think about Eichi-kun's death.Do I really ache for your return Takuto?Am I always going to be miserable like this if you don't come back to me?Even though just recently I heard your voice,im already starting to miss it so much.Why cant you come and visit me at least?Im so weak now without you,please come back….

"I wont cry for you,I wont do that kind of thing now

Please don't do that,I cant be soothed…"

No,I wont cry for you Takuto,I wont.I don't want to look like a weak girl who needs everyone to worry and care.Even when I feel like crying,I wont.I don't want you to just come back to me because you saw me crying.I want you to come back to me when you really want to.But I know this wont ever happen,since you don't even recognize me.Please,don't come back to me just because you don't want me to cry.This wont make me happy at all,because then I would know you only wanted to be with me for my own happiness but I care for you too Takuto.I don't just care about myself,I want you to be happy too.I want you to smile and say "I love you" as if you care for me.

"The truth is I want to forget it all

When I couldn't see you I realized you were my everything

When I want to smile,will you look at me and cry?

Which is my one hope that you can't do it at all

When I want you to look at me,will I fall apart?

No matter how you try to forget,can you forget?"

Takuto…the truth is,I really want to forget about you.Even if my heart says no,I have to.You don't belong to me anymore.But,when I couldn't see you,I realized you really were everything to me.When you come back,I would smile,but I would hope you would look at me and cry and say "Im sorry" but you cant do that at all.Now that you are with someone else,will I fall apart when I want you to look at me?No matter how hard you try to forget my lonely face,can you forget it?

"To love only one person is tough

But I honestly didn't know that"

Its hard,loving one person for a long time.Its even harder to forget about that person.But I didn't know that until now.I had this feeling when Eichi-kun left me but it wasn't this hard.Eichi-kun before,even if hes gone,he still loved me,which made me slightly happy.But Takuto…he doesn't remember me.He doesn't love me anymore.I felt a few tears flowed down my cheeks.

"The truth is I want to forget it all

When I couldn't see you I realized you were my everything

When I want to smile,will you look at me and cry?

Which is my one hope that you can't do it at all

When I want you to look at me,will I fall apart?

No matter how you try to forget,can you forget?"

Even though im crying like this,I really want to forget all the memories we had together.It hurts that I cant see you anymore,just when I realized you were everything to me.I hope for you to cry when I smile but now I know you cant do that.I will break down if I see you look at me so don't.No matter how I want to forget,I can never,even if I really want to so much.If you were going to hurt me like this,then I would have never fallen for you.


"Takuto-kun!What was with that interview with Missy Shikaki?"

asked Miya when Takuto came home.Miya was currently making lunch,which shes doing horribly.Takuto tried to act as though he liked the smell of the lunch.

"Oh,you heard it?Well,you've always been with me and helped me after I came to America so you could at least say I like you"

replied Takuto with a childish face.Miya sighed.

"Takuto-kun,I told you,I don't like you.I already have a boyfriend.Please stop saying those embarrassing things on the radio or I will really hate you…"

said Miya.Takuto nodded but he still had his care-free face.After making lunch,Miya turned on the T.V and began watching the news while eating a bag of chips.Takuto started to eat his good lunch that Miya made.As soon as the the news was talking about recent stories,Miya almost dropped her bag of chips.Takuto noticed Miya's face was in shock so he watched the news to see what it was talking about.

"Top story today is that the popular singer Mitsuki Kouyama recently today fainted right after Kira Takuto's interview.People say that Mitsuki was Kira's fan and fainted from shock of Kira's song that he wrote for Miya Rikyou.Mitsuki was takened to the hospital but it wasn't serious.We asked Mr.Wakouji and Masami Ooshige if they could tell us the real reason why Mitsuki fainted but they wont answer.We will try to get her answer as soon as she comes out of the hospital so please stay tune for the answer!"

Miya almost fainted hearing about me in such a state that she grabbed hold of Takuto.Takuto looked shock but he didn't say anything.

"C'mon,Mero!We have to visit Mitsuki Mero!"

cried Miya as she started to shake Takuto.Takuto had a questioning look on his face which made Miya stop.

"Why are you saying "Mero"…?"

asked Takuto.Miya didn't answer for a few seconds.

"It doesn't matter Mero!Lets go!"

and Miya rushed out the door to the hospital while grabbing hold of Takuto.

"Wait for me Mitsuki…!"

End of Chapter 5

A/N:So,what do you think?Liked it?Yeah,I kind of rushed the ending part but in the beginning,I made it good.Now,I wonder why Miya said Mero….?Haha,you must be knowing who she is now,right (there was another hint about it in the news but I wont tell you where)?If you still don't know who Miya is,then that's also okay.If you do know,then don't go spoiling it to people or saying it in the reviews,okay?Just keep it to yourself and if you do,I might write chapter 6….