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Chapter 5

Tenten had lost it..she took the vase of flowers and smashed it over Sakura's head..knocking her out instantly. Then Tenten turned on her heel and stormed out the door. Neji followed her out into the hallway of the hospital.

Stepping in front of her he asked...

"Uhh..you okay?"

"Yes..fine..just peachy!"

"Riight..want me to walk you home?"

"Whatever floats your boat.."

"Huh?"

"Nevermind.."

And with that they walked out of the hospital and into the dark...

Tenten and Neji stayed quiet for a long timeuntil Neji decided to break the silence and ask a question he never thought he wouldask Tenten... escpecially when she was in a mood like the one she was in.

Neji thought about his words carefully.. he didn't know how to ask Tenten this question without having her become alot more angry. When he finally figured out what to say he opended his mouth...but what came out was all wrong!

"Why areyou acting like a child!" said Neji ( I did not just say that ) he thought...

Tenten looked at Neji like she wanted to beat him to the ground..

( What does he know about the way I act..calling me a child..the nerve..I am not acting like a child..I'm..well..uhh..okay fine I'm acting like a child..but what am I supose to tell him..that I hate Sakura..that my parents are dead and I haven't gotten over it..or that I love him and never want him to look at any other girl! 00 I did not just think that...? )

As Tenten's thoughts clouded her mind all at once she totally forgot that Neji was standing right nexted to her until he put a hand on her shoulder and gently shook her out of her trance.

"Tenten..I didn't mean to say whatI just said..what I meant to say was..what has been bothering you lately?" Nejiasked Tenten.

Tenten looked at him then at a bench that was underneath a Sakura Tree..she grabbed his hand and pulled him to the bench..then motioned for him to sit down. Neji sat down and Tenten continued standing.

She paced back and forth trying to figure out exactly what she was going to tell Neji..the fact was that she loved him..hated Sakura and desperalty missed her parents. The cause of her actions have beenfrom her trying to cover upunwanted feelings of anger..lonleyness and even love. Tenten finllay figured out what to tell him..

"Neji listen your right about the fact that I have been acting like a child..you didn't even have to tell me that because I already new, but I think that you have the right too know why..so I am going to tell you...(silence)...When I was younger my parents died.. I believe you already knew that, but I never told you how or why..all I ever said was that they were kill..but did I evertell you that they were killed right in front of me.."

Tenten's voice started to shake along with her body. She crossed her arms over her chest andput her head down so her face was covered with a shadow. But he could just tell that she was hurting on the inside and was cryingso hedecided it would be best notto say anything until she was done..so he sat there on the bench and continued to listen..

"They were killed right in front of my eyes..their blood was on my skin..(whisper) their blood was on my skin..and I couldn't save them, I couldn't move I was so scared..It's not my fault they were killed..I know that, but there's this feeling in me saying that it was all my fault because I wasn't strong enough! (aww poor Tenten) I didn't even get to say..I love you too my mother before she was killed..I never even got to say goodbye. They were dead and cold after I finally got to hug them one last time..my mother and my father..I miss them so much." Tenten said all this sobbing and gasping for air. (lets just say that she was really upset)

"But Sakura that whore..continued Tenten in between sobs...She has soo much and she can't even see it, she's blinded by her own greed to realize it.. and I envy her for that. That is why I have been so hard on her.. ( well thats some of the reason.. ) but there is one other thing..one more reason that I wish to tell you..but I can't not now.."

Neji got up off the bench without a word and pulled Tenten into him.. he put his arms around her and hugged her tight then hesaid to her..

"I know the pain that comes after losing someone you love and deeply care about..I know how it feels to wake up in the morning and know that their happy faces aren't at your bed side (this started to make Tenten cry)..but I do know that when I wake up in the morning I have my friends happy faces to replace the ones I lost..I hope that someday my face..even though I don't always look happy could..in some weird way..replace one of those happy faces that you lost."

Tenten cryed silently into Neji's shoulder..she wanted to tell him that she loved him..but she didn't know how too..she didn't think she could do it..she was going to need help!

"Well its really late lets go home." Tenten said to Neji while brushing the tears away from her eyes.

"I agree." replied Neji

So Tenten and Neji walked through the dark back to the places that both gave them comfort..a place called "home"!


Ohh Yeah...5th Chapter!

In the nexted chapter I think I'm going to have some of the other characters come in and help Tenten tell Neji she loves him..tell me what you guys/girls think in your REVIEWS!

YAY..! okay well Enjoy and Review! be nice...