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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

I'm just a kid I am not supposed to do this work I'm only 11 years old and I am not who you want me to be I am not a Kaiba I am Seto.

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I don't want to be like Gozaboro, I don't want to be cruel, cold and lonely for the rest of my life. Your expectations are too high and you hurt me because I make mistakes with every moving step. You are getting me and my little brother caught in the wave of every failure and we will forever be paying for those mistakes.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I am growing smarter and I am growing stronger but I am unable to see Seto anymore I can only see Kaiba in my mirror. I can't find the time to sleep or be Seto or do what I want I want to have friends and I want to call Mokuba Moki again I can't live like this anymore I wont be able to live another year I am Seto not Kaiba I must promise myself this please mind, let me be Seto not Kaiba.

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

In the eye of the public you are a kind parent who smothers his adopted children with love but in actual fact he controlled me and Mokuba's every move. I am not what you expected; you have still tried to maintain control of me and my brother's lives. It's my life and you can't stop me from living it.

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you,
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
and every second I waste is more than I can take

This is getting harder the older I get the more pain you inflict on me and my little brother. We are still being subjected to horrible torments from your mistakes and I am wasting life I can't take any more.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I hate myself even more every day; I am becoming cold, sad and lonely. I hate myself I don't want you to be my reflection I am changing into what I hate most. I don't want Kaiba Corp. I want my little brother, my life and my identity back.

And I know
I may end up failing too
but I know;
you were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

If I must take over from you if I do as you say I will fail I will lose myself release me I am going to kill myself if I turn into you I have two people disappointed with me. you think I am a weak child who cannot run this as well as you when you die but I am disappointed because I am like you now I hate what I have and what I am becoming.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I have to hold on to myself if I let the Kaiba get stronger then the Seto I will fail I will not be a good brother anymore I need to keep my ideals clear I don't want this to be the company Gozaboro created it will become the one built by me. But if I am to do that I will have to destroy the old company building weapons causing so much pain. I am not sure I can do that I can't be responsible for the kind of pain that destroys lives. Mokuba soon we will be able to sleep at night without fearing a monster coming in; Moki I love you li'l bro.

Dedicated to Seto and Mokuba's strong bond which has lasted through so much pain and heartache.


Well what did you think it is another sadder one but I think that's easier to write about please post ideas for other songs for this fic thankyou.