Memories consume
like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
you all assume
I'm safe here in my room
unless I try to start again
I remember when I was a little kid and just living in a house with my mum, dad and little brother I was happy then they just disappeared and left us at the orphanage. It hurt so much that I decided to just keep to myself and do nothing for no one but Moki and myself. I said emotions would just interfere but I hid mine I was crying and dieing inside to incredible depths.
A cruel man named Gozaboro Kaiba adopted us after I beat him in a game of chess and that was probably the first step to bringing me to my position. I try to stop myself from working and I try to spend my time with Moki, but I hide behind the power and money I have gained through it all and I feel I have only lost so much. I keep as many sharp objects out of my room because it keeps me safe from myself but I know I don't need them to do it. I try not to get into a depression they think I'm safe in my room with no sharp objects around.
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I
dueled as the overconfident world champion Seto Kaiba I only dueled the
best and I made people think I knew what I was going to be for the
remainder of my sad sorry life. They have much more direction then I,
for I can't ask for any actual help while they can call a counselor or
a friend to help them while I must remain strong or I will be hounded
night and day until I crack and I am just so lost in this big world I
just want it all to go away.
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Dueling seems so useless, so trivial now I have nothing to work for nothing to really defend my title has depleted and it only gets Mokuba in trouble I have to quit, quit saying things that hurt those I care about, quit being Kaiba, be Seto again, be me the little boy asleep in his mothers arms because the thunder scared him and I want to change back to the way I was before.
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I am feeling sick, I can't breathe I'm in incredible pain and cannot do this I can't go out there today. I can't face them I have to get out of here. The media, the public; my employees all of them are after me trying to deprive me of my life. I made a mistake and no one will ever be able to forgive me until I make it better and I have to be out there to fix it but I can't go I have no where to turn.
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I've fought the competition and once again proven myself to be a powerful man and I am baffled how I ever got this far I am dead afraid of failing but I don't want to succeed I want to stop myself and just fail for once I want to fail miserably and become a mortal.
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Why do I fight for power and money while it causes me nothing but pain and suffering, why is my heart screaming out for a person to get me back, back to the little kid playing in the park with his little brother, I don't want to live, I don't want to die and I don't want anyone to be angry at me again I am stopping this tonight.
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I have blood and I will use it I can't take this anymore, I'm sorry Mokuba and my blood is here for you so you don't need to share any of our wealth. I won't duel, I won't bid or play in the stock market, and it ends here.
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
This is all yours Mokuba I love you bro.
Yes this is at the bottom again but I am getting into that happened this songfic represents what Kaiba would sacrifice and what he goes through as CEO of a huge multi billion dollar company as one great and so poor duelist
The brotherly bond will live on
I DON'T OWN YUGIOH OR BREAKING THE HABIT. ONCE AGAIN THANKYOU TO REVIEWER JOEY WHEELER LOVER FOR SUBMITTING THIS IDEA SO KEEP ON READING.
