Welcome to another of my song fic's this one is to Avril Lavigne's song Nobody's Home I changed she's to he's so it would fit the persona of Seto Kaiba.
"Nobody's Home"
I
couldn't tell you why he felt that way,
he felt it everyday.
One of the richest teenagers in the world, lived in a big house had almost anything he desired and his little brother was in great shape. However, he was almost never smiling, he was very sad. You never see him cry he did it all in bed; his heart was heavy and could not cope with the stress of Kaiba corp. for much longer he longed to just let it all go and be a normal 18 year old boy. However, he could never do that; he could never ask for help, never ask for it all to be gone; he was the soon to be president of a powerful company he could not show any kind of weakness whatsoever.
And
I couldn't help him,
I just watched him make the same mistakes
again.
He rejected emotion and refused to ever cry out while he was a little kid he just pretended the pain was never there. It began to destroy him emotionally and he kept the pain buried within his heart which grew heavier day by day, he may have released some emotion to some but it only came out as anger and he could not do anything very sociable or make friends who did not truly know him. Seto became isolated and gave up trying to do anything which could be considered social intercourse and devoted his life to 'projects' and duel monsters it was good until he was defeated.
What's
wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Once he was defeated, he found it hard to do anything functional and began to come back to reality that he was in a hellhole and he needed to rebuild his life. Gozaboro Kaiba was an obstacle and he had been taught that all obstacles must be eliminated to get you want. Seto and Mokuba confronted their stepfather he refused to release the company from his grip so he took Mokuba hostage and this was too much for the older Kaiba brother and he lost it; it seemed as if his world was collapsing so he pushed the now former president of the corporation out of the glass window onto the balcony and Gozaboro only managed to escape when Seto checked on his little brother to be assured of his safety. Soon enough Duellist kingdom would snatch Mokuba from Seto's arms.
Do
not know where he belongs, where he belongs.
He wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
When Seto tried to save Mokuba from the clutches of Pegasus, he just ended getting himself caught in a dark world where he felt his memories suffocating him and his beliefs that he had a meaning or some kind of purpose had been shattered as he looked back and in the darkness cried and cried he wanted to get out of the shadow realm however he had no idea where he would go. He did not belong as president of Kaiba corp.; He lacked any real home or family in which he could be with at all and he felt so lost in his own mind yearning for guidance or even just a small amount of help to allow him to find his way out of this pit of despair and darkness.
It
is where he lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to
go to dry his eyes.
Broken inside.
Even when he could feel that this darkness surrounding him was fading he feared what was on the outside creeping but he couldn't just hide in the darkness he must live on if Mokuba was alright because now he knew he had to find a higher meaning in life then when he reached the outside of the darkness he found himself in front of the large doors and when they opened out came Mokuba with Yugi and his cheerleading squad. For that time, he felt relaxed and calm just knowing his only friend was safe for now and he continued to live on hiding his loneliness often wandering the streets thinking about his future and he began to work on a project named battle city where he could concentrate on defeating his nemesis Yugi Moto, he didn't count on Malik to show up.
Open
your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been
rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Malik Ishtar came for the 'pharaoh's power' he only encountered Malik and his bandits when he was with Yugi he wasn't even good enough to be a target he only was ever involved because the sister of the same psycho who caused the problems gave him Obelisk and even then he was given very little credit at all. Isis anticipated his actual loss a lot earlier than it was in reality and he would have been completely uninvolved if he never possessed, Obelisk which made him feel even more inadequate and useless he was about to go jump off the blimp until his Step brother took control of it and kidnapped the passengers.
Be
strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know
where he belongs, where he belongs.
Seto went through the virtual world and fought his stepbrother and looked through his past trying to convince Mokuba that things weren't better back then and saved Mokuba from falling to his death in that world. Then Noah stole Mokuba from him and somehow convinced him that Seto did not care for Mokuba and turned the brothers against each other and Seto fought Noah for his brother and then used Mokuba was used as a shield when Seto was about to claim victory. However, when Mokuba snapped out of it due to a breakthrough of emotion by Seto, Seto was thrown into darkness until he was saved again by Yugi and met with Gozaboro again. Gozaboro planned to take back the company Seto had given up so much to receive and once he defeated him Seto attempted to return directly to the process of banishing his past forever.
He
wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where he lies, broken
inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry his
eyes.
Broken inside.
As the tournament proceeded, Seto faced Yugi and at the point where the god cards clashed they were thrown into the past where they saw a fight with two beings that seemed to be Yugi and Seto; This was confusing just when Seto was about to extinguish his fiery and painful past from his mind a whole past seemed to be rearing its ugly head. He needed to go home and think about it but his god card had been destroyed and now that he had seen this he refused to believe it and if he lost this battle now there would be nothing to go on with in life he only had Mokuba who could go anytime. he then saw his loss in front of his own eyes and now he couldn't forget and bury the past; he lost he couldn't face the world he had lived in he needed to get out of there but that mutt was still standing in his way and when he fought him he was nearly defeated he got off that island and destroyed it and decided he needed to think himself over somewhere else America sounded pretty good at the time.
His
feelings he hides.
His dreams he can't find.
He is losing his
mind.
He's fallen behind.
He can't find his place.
He's
losing his faith.
He's
fallen from grace.
He's all over the place.
Locked in his room Seto attempted to remember his childhood hopes and dreams which were innocent and untouched by Gozaboro. However, in his search he found nothing but insanity and the work piling up was overwhelming and he became detached from reality once again and his company began to fall apart and he began to slowly break down into small pieces and was an emotional wreck and soon he would just forget things and one day he just collapsed because he forgot to sleep and eat so he lacked energy to maintain himself.
He wants to go home, but
nobody's home.
It's where He lies, broken inside.
With no place
to go, no place to go to dry his eyes.
Broken inside,
Now sitting on this hospital bed I am just so ashamed of myself I can't go back to my little brother and I can't go home , I have no where to go. I don't think I can last this lifestyle for much longer. I just want to be with my mom and brother like it was before they disappeared. Yugi talks about destiny so much, maybe I never had one maybe I just was a big mistake and I shouldn't be here at all I don't need life support I've already fallen and broken.
Very sad I hope you enjoyed it please read my favourite authors fic's and MOKUBAisMINE HAS SOME BRILLIANT FIC'S PLEASE READ THEM.
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