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Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you
Always
telling me that I need to do this and finish that which you have
already done more than enough to satisfy many but they are always
wanting more.
Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still
Before I can accomplish my goals they limit me down and I cannot explore my imaginative boundaries for they have no creative beginning so they do not understand my yearn to create this great world in which I share my dreams.
The
bolt is thrown, the cage is locked
Locked up in a grey little office surrounded by numbskulls who don't want to have this dream, this ideal of mine realised and they threw me into traps of which I work my heart out just to be thrown into another.
You
saw this, don't you lie
When you tried taking my brother away from me that was the last straw we got rid of you but you came back for more with help from one stronger you attacked and even then tried cheating but ended up facing the dyer consequences.
At
first you cry and then you hate those people stole your will...
When it was over I cried in my heart my tears so easily turn into hate and spite for crushing my hopes you shan't be given any mercy from me.
Do
as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
I followed orders so my brother would have a future I wanted to escape but life wouldn't let me so I continued on hating every moment I lived.
You
might be dead and cold; you might be full of doubt
If not living why does it feel so bad, why am I alone with no friend taking no chances my doubt you gave me ceases my chances at happiness and joy with love and companions.
Don't
try to escape cuz you don't have anywhere to go
In a tunnel which shall never end there is no escape route, it only will appear when I have somewhere I belong so I shall be forever stuck in here.
Do
you call my name?
You dared to call me Seto when you are only a cause of my pain which has made me a miserable monster.
Do
you stain my brain?
You infected me with these horrible things like revenge and I can't get around it.
My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
My
own wishes are unclear to me anymore and I do not know which reality
is a
Fantasy and which fantasy is a reality.
Do
you breed my pain?
My pain increases every time I see you and fear consumes me and I hurt ever more, I never wished to see you or any of your colleagues again.
My
heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore
Each day my broken heart grows heavier and heavier I'm nearly over the edge duel monsters and just being with my little brother are my only momentary escapes from the pain and the reality of my situation.
So
you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality
I duel because I want an escape, I run like a coward wanting to stay in the constant position of ultimate freedom.
Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity
I kept myself distanced from those who wanted to befriend me all because of my fear of being subjected to more pain I was drawn into a place which felt terrible to be in.
But
nothing ventured, nothing gained
I've slowly tried but fallen on my face before I cannot stand it it's the worst feeling in existence.
You
see... your fear's your cage
The cage I was sealed in made these fears inside truly exist and don't know how to get rid of the fears, the bars on the cage.
You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage
I always seem angry and that kept me from the humans who could help me escape from the tunnels, the cages and the fears.
Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out
I did what you said now let me out I don't deserve this punishment.
You
might be dead and cold; you might be full of doubt
I hesitated too much and it cost me too much I think I'm scaring my brother off I cant' stand this.
Don't try to escape cuz you don't have anywhere to go
I'll just sit curled up putting things together in this darkness this tunnel until fate which I have heard so much about comes as my saviour.
If
nothing is your fate... there's no scenario
(it's me.... I see,
please... let me out I'm petrified)
I've seen what's holding me back now I can see what I am scared of; it's me my own self.
Do you call my name?
My name is Seto and I have destroyed my life which will be concluding soon.
Do you stain my brain?
The world which I live in was never innocent it corrupts us.
My
eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore
My former self was uniquely innocent and filled with dreams which have perished that entity has disappeared along with my will to go on.
Do you call my name?
I can't hear your words I can't see your face anymore.
Do
you breed my pain?
I cause and multiply not only my own but others pain as well.
My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore
Tell Mokuba I'll miss him.
"Mr Kaiba what was the purpose of writing this note why did you write this and leave it on your desk you had so much to live for," a psychologist asks me and I have only one answer… "The key words are I had so much to live for."
Thankyou for reading this chapter I have meant to start it for ages I knew this would be one song-fic which is in Seto's point of view at one point I was beginning to think Mokuba could be writing it so please read and review I need Ideas for a new fic and more songfics and I am thinking of taking up a reviewers idea of Sunday mornings as a songfics pleases tell me what you all think of this idea.
Thankyou.
