"Boulevard of Broken Dreams"… (WeirdPerson is now my best friend…thanks for the reviews)
I walk a lonely road
A lost soul wandering in the darkness while parts of his heart is being pieced together slowly and I that lonely soul is forever alone.
The
only one that I have ever known
Although I attempt to change my path I find it increasingly difficult because there is no other way I can go I walk forever lonely and that is the fact of it all is that I don't think I can change this pathway even if it is one of self destruction.
Don't
know where it goes
I am not able to see my position or where my life will lead except to an untimely end which was plagued with destruction and chaos.
But
it's home to me and I walk alone
But I have been on it since I was a child and once I made that turn there was no going back into that place I once was.
I
walk this empty street
Why am I the only one here am I the only one who sacrificed it all, alone I am and that it what is always going to be what will describe this time in this street broken down and closed.
On
the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Yeah broken down and closed like all my dreams I see ashes of what once was I know what it symbolically would represent.
Where the city sleeps
I've worked too hard and yet it is not enough I work too much to achieve my goals and if I stop I will lose all progress in achieving my goals like a trap which I can't escape from this broken Ashfield has all dreams floating by and yet they do not burn like mine.
And
I'm the only one and I walk alone
They say I fear sleeping they are right I just can't do it I am incapable because every time I close my eyes these images play in my mind and not only those of what my step father inflicted upon me but what I have done to myself and those who I surround myself with.
I
walk alone
In my office I sit lonely knowing I will only be contacted for emergencies never because anyone cares for me or wants to make sure I am alright I sit lonely in a quiet room with nothing but cold heartless computers.
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
Yeah I have all the support of these executives but they are just scared of my power and Mokuba is the one who walks alongside me actually caring for my well being.
My
shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
I haven't fallen in love it feels as if I am incapable of the emotion and I cruelly call that kid a mutt I can only see and only feel things which are visible from the outside without any kind of touch.
Sometimes
I wish someone out there will find me
So lost I want anyone to come along and show me the way out or accompany my on this difficult journey in which I pray will end soon going on is painful.
'Til
then I walk alone
No one will come…
I'm walking down the line
Somewhere there will be a fork and I know I'll just sit there until I know which way to go and find someone I'm looking for.
That
divides me somewhere in my mind
I've begun to see my two sides what Mokuba sees and what the public views everyday then again in my mind I don't see either one of them in me.
On
the border line
I haven't changed much since Yugi shattered the other being of mine and I feel like breaking down everyday but I hold on for Mokuba's sake.
Of
the edge and where I walk alone
I've past my limits and can feel the ground breaking beneath me and I can't take it anymore life is going to destroy me.
Read
between the lines
I look calm and cool but I wish someone would just see how much pain I am in the things I go through daily isn't fair I just want to get out of this spiral of hiding and then expecting to be picked up by someone who I was never ever nice to.
What's
fked up and everything's alright
This is the worst life possible to live I have been over worked so no problems with that work I am just going to have to work to find a balance so no one will take my only family away from me.
Check
my vital signs
Heart beating loudly I see a bright light I open my eyes and see my defeat my loss as I fall to my knees I know I am a weakling.
To
know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I was defeated and I do not comprehend how alone I am until I am ultimately defeated an empty feeling fills my stomach and now I think Mokuba thinks I am the biggest loser on this planet I have to get up and swallow my pride.
I
walk alone
I am weak…
I
walk alone
I am a sad and poor little kid…
My
shadow's the only one that walks beside me
Mokuba won't even want to be my brother anymore I am a big failure only a flat shadow skimming the objects it passes by. Shadows Remind me of shareholders who leave once it is dark they are gone but stick around when it is all bright and good.
My
shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
I insulted every one about anything to do with their looks and while I was crying inside I was shouting outside and fighting anyone who came close to me.
Sometimes
I wish someone out there will find me
I wish just someone would just sit and be with me or kill me and take me away from this hell hole called reality, then I wouldn't be lonely again I know it's nothing but an illusion which may never become a reality in this world.
'Til
then I walk alone
I'm always going to be a loner walking along this pathway of ultimate destruction and chaotic pathways are the only ways out choosing to acknowledge my past, present and my future.
I
walk alone
But I won't learn will I, maybe I should just stop trying.
I
walk this empty street
Still empty after all this time I'll never find any trace of a species in which could possibly give me any kind of feeling except annoyance and hate I guess I tend to yearn human contact and yet I repel it.
On
the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
This place which should be filled with people has only one solitary individual looking into windows of what once could have been mine…happiness, friendship, love and dreams it seems as if there will never be anything for me to have as my own.
Where
the city sleeps
I am supposed to be a genius an intelligent individual but most people know much more about many things than I, the joy of living was never or never will never be known to my own self or even the joy of playing to the snow when your supposed to be doing something serious or going to a school dance I know I sound stupid but that's what I am.
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
I am absolutely aware that these things may seem but a simple thing to any one of you but I haven't experienced these simple joys in life, I didn't even get embarrassed by either my mom or my dad at my sixteenth birthday or get grounded because I drank some alcohol and did something stupid everything you don't want I do need.
My
shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My past and my fears shadow me and I wish they were traded for something or someone who I could share my emotions with and who may be able to understand what I have been through I really just want my little brother to come back and be my friend again I don't need to ask but he doesn't want to be around me anymore.
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes
I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
Please I want some one to help me escape this world…help me!
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