There he was.. James. I cant dodge him forever,but what was I going to
say? "Hi James! Guess what your going to be a daddy!". How will I tell him?
How would he react? What if the whole school finds out? These questions
have circled my head for weeks. I was confused and very scared. "Shit! He
saw me"I mumbled when James caught a glimce of me while talking to his best
friend Sirus. James excused himself and started walking towards me. My
heart raced,and it felt as if everything around me froze and happened in
slow motion.
"Hey Lily!" said James with a kiss. "H..Hi'' I stuttered. "I havent seen you in awhile where have you been? I've been starting to think you were avoiding me."said James in a pretend hurt voice while staring straight into my eyes. I felt my body start to shake and it felt as if my legs were going to give out on me any minute,my throat felt as if a dozen tissues were stuffed in it,I had to tell him. I looked back into his eyes,but I could'nt I felt dirty and embaressed. I started to talk,but nothing came out except a cry. Tears were starting to burn my eyes like acid. I stared at the ground and opened my mouth once again,but this time the words came out. "Jam...James...I...I th..think..i'm...pre.." I stuttered I could'nt even get the word out. James looked at me,I knew he knew what that last word was suppose to be. He looked nervous and scared like she was. Then Sirius came over. "Hey guys! Not to inturrupt or anything,but we're at least five minutes late for class." said Sirus in his usual joyful voice. It felt as if I had just woke up and I noticed we were the only people in the corridor. "Bye!"I said quickly and walked away. I turned around and saw James walking the other way with Sirius,he looked back and I quickly turned around.
Instead of going straight to class I went to the bathroom,the one Moaning Myrtle haunts because I knew no one would be in there. I cryed hard and loud,infact the last time I cried like this was when her and James broke up for a short period of time,but this wase'nt going to be a short period of time this was going to be eternity. Then I heard a familiar warm voice,"Lily! Is that you?". It was James. I wiped my face and walked out of the stall. "I think we need to talk,come on"he said. Like a dog I obeyed and walked with him.
Every step was pain. He said nothing to me and I said nothing to him,which made it easier and more awkward at the same time. I looked at his handsome face and back to the ground. We finally stopped at the picture of the Fat Lady,and he replied the password. We walked in and sat down near the fireplace,which wasent lit for the fact it was a very hot day. Then every emotion that was concealed in me burst out,and I cried on his shoulder. He tried to confort me,but nothing helped.
"James..What are we going to do!?.. We're to young to be parents.. What will our parents think!? James,I am scared and confused..."I said in a shakey voice. I looked at him and saw he was in a dead stare. Then he pulled a box from his pocket and helped me up and walked me to the chair. Then he got on his knees in front of me and opened the box. I was shocked and excited at the same time,but then I thought,"What if he's only doing this because i'm pregnant? What if he really dose'nt love me and I just trapped him by getting pregnant?",then my face went to looking upset and he saw it. "Lily,dont you want to get married? Dont you love me?" He said. I nodded and then replied,"Dont marry me because i'm pregnant. Marry me because you love me and you want to live the rest of your life with me." I said crying. "Do you think I carry around five thousand gallion rings on me in case I get someone pregnant? No,I bought this a month ago and I was going to give it to you the last day of term,but I cant wait,and you being pregnant has nothing to do with this...I love you Lily."He said in a serious way. "Well then...will you?" he asked. I sat there parylized with happiness,"Yes" I said,"Yes" I repeated and we once again embraced and every fear I had seemed to dissolve.
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Disclaimer: All characters belong to J.K Rowling and of coarse the plot belongs to me!
~*AngelFire*~
"Hey Lily!" said James with a kiss. "H..Hi'' I stuttered. "I havent seen you in awhile where have you been? I've been starting to think you were avoiding me."said James in a pretend hurt voice while staring straight into my eyes. I felt my body start to shake and it felt as if my legs were going to give out on me any minute,my throat felt as if a dozen tissues were stuffed in it,I had to tell him. I looked back into his eyes,but I could'nt I felt dirty and embaressed. I started to talk,but nothing came out except a cry. Tears were starting to burn my eyes like acid. I stared at the ground and opened my mouth once again,but this time the words came out. "Jam...James...I...I th..think..i'm...pre.." I stuttered I could'nt even get the word out. James looked at me,I knew he knew what that last word was suppose to be. He looked nervous and scared like she was. Then Sirius came over. "Hey guys! Not to inturrupt or anything,but we're at least five minutes late for class." said Sirus in his usual joyful voice. It felt as if I had just woke up and I noticed we were the only people in the corridor. "Bye!"I said quickly and walked away. I turned around and saw James walking the other way with Sirius,he looked back and I quickly turned around.
Instead of going straight to class I went to the bathroom,the one Moaning Myrtle haunts because I knew no one would be in there. I cryed hard and loud,infact the last time I cried like this was when her and James broke up for a short period of time,but this wase'nt going to be a short period of time this was going to be eternity. Then I heard a familiar warm voice,"Lily! Is that you?". It was James. I wiped my face and walked out of the stall. "I think we need to talk,come on"he said. Like a dog I obeyed and walked with him.
Every step was pain. He said nothing to me and I said nothing to him,which made it easier and more awkward at the same time. I looked at his handsome face and back to the ground. We finally stopped at the picture of the Fat Lady,and he replied the password. We walked in and sat down near the fireplace,which wasent lit for the fact it was a very hot day. Then every emotion that was concealed in me burst out,and I cried on his shoulder. He tried to confort me,but nothing helped.
"James..What are we going to do!?.. We're to young to be parents.. What will our parents think!? James,I am scared and confused..."I said in a shakey voice. I looked at him and saw he was in a dead stare. Then he pulled a box from his pocket and helped me up and walked me to the chair. Then he got on his knees in front of me and opened the box. I was shocked and excited at the same time,but then I thought,"What if he's only doing this because i'm pregnant? What if he really dose'nt love me and I just trapped him by getting pregnant?",then my face went to looking upset and he saw it. "Lily,dont you want to get married? Dont you love me?" He said. I nodded and then replied,"Dont marry me because i'm pregnant. Marry me because you love me and you want to live the rest of your life with me." I said crying. "Do you think I carry around five thousand gallion rings on me in case I get someone pregnant? No,I bought this a month ago and I was going to give it to you the last day of term,but I cant wait,and you being pregnant has nothing to do with this...I love you Lily."He said in a serious way. "Well then...will you?" he asked. I sat there parylized with happiness,"Yes" I said,"Yes" I repeated and we once again embraced and every fear I had seemed to dissolve.
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Disclaimer: All characters belong to J.K Rowling and of coarse the plot belongs to me!
~*AngelFire*~
