Chapter 11

Kira had been dreading the night she spent with John...She knew better then to let it continue after the kiss...She knew he was extremely wasted...and she was only buzzed. But he was to drunk to stop himself and she loved him too much to even attempt to stop him. She felt like a sewer rat...actually she felt like a ring rat...

Even though no one knew what had transpired in John's hotel room the night before he left...she felt lower then dirt. And now to top it all off...She was sitting in the bathroom, after having taken a shower with a towel wrapped around her body looking at the pregnancy test stick. It was positive...She was positive she was going to throw herself off the roof of the hotel.

Kira ran a shaky hand through her hair. She couldn't be pregnant. There was another test in the box and she went ahead and peed on that one too...even though she knew the first was right...Her period was 1 week late...and usually you could set a clock by it. She looked at the second test after getting dressed and oh yea, she was pregnant.

A month later

John was due back in the states for a week. He walked into the hotel and couldn't have been more excited to be back in all his life. He realized it was only a few days, but he needed it...He missed Kira like crazy. He just wanted to hug her so bad. He got checked into his room, and was walking down to Kira's room, when he ran into Randy Orton, one of his closest friends from the Raw brand and found out that Smackdown and Raw were having a show together.

John said, "Do you know if Kira's in her room?" Randy said, "Yea, she probably is, she's sick." John said, "Again? How bad is it?" Randy laughed and said, "About as bad as having morning sickness and being 2 months pregnant can be." John's face fell and said, "What did you just say?" Randy said, "She didn't tell you yet? Man, I'm sorry, she's about 2 months pregnant...It happened the night we had the going away drinking club party for you."

John closed his eyes and felt as though he'd been punched in the stomach. John nodded a silent bye to Randy as he continued to Kira's room. He stood looking at the door for 5 minutes and then raised his hand which he felt like it weighted a ton and finally knocked.

A few minutes Kira opened the door and smiled huge, John grabbed her and pulled her into his arms, and just held her while she held him back.

Kira finally pulled away and grabbed John and pulled him into her hotel...Kira was picking up around her hotel room and John pushed his hands into his front jean short pockets and said, "So Randy told me about the baby. What are you going to do?"

Kira looked at John and her bottom lip was shaking a little and said, "I don't know...Look I'll be honest with you John...I don't know who the father is..." John got this look on his face like he couldn't stand to look at her...She never felt so disgusted in all her life.

John said, "How's that?" Kira said, "Hell, everyone was drunk that night...I was no exception to the rule...I just didn't realize I'd gone to someone's hotel and gotten laid until I woke up the next morning naked. I didn't even have the guts to say anything to the guy or wake him up...I just hauled ass."

John said, "How could you put yourself through something like that? Don't you feel like a slut or a whore now?"

Kira's head popped up, as she felt tears in his eyes and said, "Well yea John, thank you for pointing out my faults as an adult, remind me to repay you some time." John said, "I was just asking, cause you don't look very ashamed." Kira said, "Get out." John said, "What?" Kira said, "I can't believe you...You're my best friend and you just blatantly said I don't looked ashamed for feeling like a slut or a whore...Get out of my hotel room now."

John said, "Listen, if you want to screw around that's your business, but I don't want to be associated with someone who doesn't even know her own babies father."

Kira blinked and tears slid down her cheeks and she said, "I sincerely hope you mean that John Cena, cause after the way you just treated me a friendship with you would be nothing but poison and hate...Because I hate you for what you've said...You're supposed to be my best friend...And you've ruined it...Just go back to Australia, finish your fuckin movie, come back win your stupid US title, keep living your pathetic life and stay out of mine."

John walked out the door and said, "No problem, but don't come crying to me cause you don't know who the father is." As he stalked down the hallway back to his room.

Kira slammed the door and leaned against it crying and said, "But I do know who he is...It's you."

John couldn't help but feel he'd made the biggest mistake...He'd reduced his best friend and the love of his life to tears not more then 2 seconds ago, and now he felt like someone removed his heart from his chest and was jumping on it.

The rest of the week flew by and John was gone back to Australia.

John hadn't even been back to Australia for 5 days, when his cell phone rang, while he was at his hotel, trying to talk himself into calling Kira and apologizing.

John looked down and it was Randy. John answered, "Hello." Randy said, "John?" John said, "Yea Randy what's up?"

Randy said, "Its Kira...She lost the baby and nearly died."