Chapter 15
In the morning, Kira woke up and John was missing from the couch. She looked over and his bags were sitting by the door. She slowly sat up and looked over and John was sitting in the chair across the room his head was back against the chair as he was sleeping.
Kira got up and moved around a little and went to take a shower. She got out and dressed...John was awake by then and moving around the room. Kira walked over and said, "Hi." John just looked at her and she walked over to hug him, and for the first time in his life, John grabbed Kira's arms and stopped her from hugging him.
Kira gave him a funny look as he said, "I think we should talk." John sat down as Kira watched him as he ran his hands over his face and sighed heavy. Kira said, "What the hell is going on John?"
About that time, Kira's cell phone start ringing...she picked it up and it was Stephanie. She said the travel person for Raw had retired and she was needed on Raw more then Smackdown...and that she'd be traveling with Raw permanently. Kira just said ok as she hung up the phone and looked at John who wouldn't look at her.
Kira dropped her phone and said, "You did this didn't you?" John wouldn't answer her as she said, "DIDN'T YOU?"
John stood up and said, "What did you expect...you fuckin lied to me Kira...You lied about the baby about fucking me...about a bunch of bullshit. All you would have had to do was tell me the truth and I wouldn't feel like I had to get away from you! Yes I did it. I don't want to see your face anymore."
Kira never thought in a million years John would ever say that.
The truth was John just needed some time away from Kira, and with them on the same roster payroll it would be hard to move on with her right down the hall. John was dying inside...He was sure after the make out session they had the night before that everything was being put behind them, and they could move on to a great future...but John couldn't get past the lies...
True, he knew she had valid points...and it nearly broke his heart when she said she didn't want to ruin his life...He felt like she was lying to him again...so he called Stephanie and told her the situation...the other travel guy wasn't retiring, he was transferred to Smackdown and Kira was going to Raw...He knew he was a real asshole for fucking up her life like that...but he needed his space, before he could even look at her again and let his feelings for her continue.
Kira was pushing her stuff into her bag as huge tears slid down her cheeks...John felt like such an asshole...But he couldn't think of another way...This was the best thing for him...Even if it wasn't the best thing for her. John felt like a coward, like he was running away from her...even though she was the one leaving...John felt like he was running.
John watch as Kira hefted her bag over her shoulder and John said, "I'm really sorry Kira...I just think..." Before he could finish, Kira looked at him and said, "I get it John...You're the star of Smackdown...Why would you leave? If were finished I have to go, I have a flight home to catch...Thanks a lot Mr. Cena...It's been a little slice of Heaven...Good luck at WrestleMania." Kira turned and left.
John wasn't sure what hurt more, the fact that the love of his life just walked out of his life for probably good...or the fact that she said he was the star of Smackdown and called him Mr. Cena. John stood by the window and watched as Kira got in a taxi and drove off.
Kira walked into the arena...She'd talked to Lisa that morning, who had recently broken up with Randy, because they couldn't stop fighting and had started dating Tyson Tomko out of the blue...She called him goat boy...but said he was great in bed. She was excited that Kira had been transferred to Raw again, but not for the reasons behind it.
Out of everyone in her life Lisa knew exactly how much it broke Kira's heart to hear John said he never wanted to see her again...Especially the day after she confessed her love for him...She said they had a big make out session like he was getting in something free before he pushed her out of his life forever.
Lisa was at the entrance to meet Kira. They hugged for the longest time. Lisa tried to help Kira settle in. But she could tell the life was missing from her big violet eyes...She'd never be the same.
And every one knew it.
Randy had heard about Kira being transferred, but not why...He walked down and found her make shift office and knocked. He heard a some what come in...so he walked in. Randy looked at Kira's expressionless face and knew something bad had gone down.
Randy closed the door and sat down on the couch in her office and said, "Kira...C'mere." Kira pushed herself back and walked over and sat next to Randy and he said, "Tell me." Kira said, "Tell you what?" Randy said, "Tell me why you look like you're half dead." Kira blinked and tears immediately slid down her cheeks. Randy wrapped his arm around her and pulled her to him and held her while she cried...She didn't even cry this hard when she lost the baby.
Randy got her calmed down and she finally told him the whole story. Randy couldn't believe John had done that. He could only think of John as the biggest asshole friend in his life.
