WARNING: lime-ish yaoi

…Kai's POV…

I open my eyes and glance out the window without even bothering to tilt my head; its night again… I must have fallen asleep. I shift so I can sit up and look around my room as I run a hand through my hair… how long have I been out for? Sighting my bedside table clock I realise I've been out for a good four or five hours… good enough time as any to find someone else to satisfy my needs. I stand up and stretch slightly before walking around and picking up my shirt I had discarded on the floor from the previous nights activities.

I look back at my bed envisioning, Mystel, the young blonde boy lying there amongst the sheets waiting for me. I smile sadly wondering if I'm ready to give myself to someone… to let someone love me again, I would have liked that someone to be Mystel but what's done is done. I open the door to my bedroom and walk out into the lounge room, a soft gasp escaping my lips as my eyes rest upon the blonde boy sitting on the couch staring contently at me. I sigh, feeling an odd wave of relief wash over me as he stands and walks over to me.

He stops a few paces away from me but I grab his arm and draw him into an embrace, nuzzling my face into his soft hair. A part of me is glad he has stayed, apart of me knows he is special and probably impossible to replace… a part of me, I think, actually loves him. I smile and shake my head slightly… no… all of me loves him… heart, mind, body, and soul.

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I allow you to lean against me, your head resting gently against my chest as we stand in silence, looking out the window at the moon, which illuminates the night sky. I wrap my arms protectively around you, before allowing my thoughts to drift. I'm free, free of Brooklyn's haunting memory and free to love again. I smile and look down at you, it's all thanks to you I'm allowed to experience what it truly means to love someone and to be loved by that someone in return.

You yawn and I lead you back to my bed and you bound softly onto it before lying down. I sit beside you, no yet close to being tired. You roll over, arms now wrapped loosely around my waist, your head resting on my thigh as I allow one of my hands to run through your hair, then along your neck, before resting on your back and proceeding to trace meaningless patterns on your nicely coloured skin.
"Do you want to… tonight?" you ask so innocently, one of your hands slipping below the waistline of my pants. The soft feel of your hands trailing smoothly over my skin is inviting but I shake my head, I want to let you know that sex is not all I've kept you for, even though my mind is taking to the idea.

"We don't have to…" I tell you, watching as you shift to sit in my lap, your rear rubbing suggestingly against my crotch, I wrap an arm around your waist, drawing you closer to me, the urge to sleep with you rising as you rub your body against mine. I thought I had more control than this but I can feel my arousal intensifying and I'm sure you'll soon feel it too with the way you've pressed yourself up against me. I guess having sex nights on end hasn't helped.
"What if I want you to?"

I look down at you, planting soft kisses along your neck as you look up at me.
"If it's what you want…" I whisper, nipping at your neck, feeling your body squirm against mine in response. I smile letting you fall back onto the bed as I proceed to strip you of the rest of your clothes and throw them off the bed before adding mine to the pile as well.

My eyes roam over your body, I'm glad you willingly allowed me to see you like this… even before I realised I loved you… I take my eyes off of your body allowing them to rest upon your face… your beautiful… I lean forward and kiss your forehead as your arms wrap around my waist drawing us closer, closing the space between our bodies until there is none.

Your head falls to one side, your face plastered with signs of pleasure as I leave a trail of kisses along your neck… one hand trailing down over your chest and lower torso and… you moan in delight at the touch, one of your legs running smoothly against the skin of my inner thigh…

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I slowly lower you onto the bed panting heavily in the process. Kneeling above you I bend my head and kiss away the stray tears that stain your cheeks only adding to the look of innocence that you surprisingly still hold. I run a hand gently under your chin tilting your face towards me, pleased to see you smiling up at me, your eyes showing great gratitude and love… though I'm the one who should be grateful…

I move and lie down on my back, allowing you to move to lie on top of me, your head resting on folded arms upon my chest. I wrap an arm around your waist, using my other one to draw the sheets up over our bodies and I sigh, content with everything that took place this evening. I'm thankful to have found someone so willing to be with me, to lie with me… to love me and accept my love in return.

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..The End!..
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