Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. The only profit I'm getting out of this is a fantasy world in which I like to delve into to pester the characters…did that make any sense? The poem is not mine, either. It is 'Topsy-Turvy World' by Mark R. Fairall.

-I'm Just A Kid-

He's not dead. He can't be. He said he'd let me live with him when the war was over. Sirius doesn't break his promises.

Don't pity me. Don't! I'm not some delicate figurine to be put on a shelf and ogled at but not touched.

black is white and light is dark

It's all backwards. Sirius shouldn't be dead. Bellatrix should, the horrible bint.

Don't humor me. You know it's true. Those who live should die, and those that have died should've lived.

happiness is sad and pain is fun

How can anyone be happy? People are dropping like flies and the Dark Lord's back. Don't think good things. It's too wrong, too terrible during these horrendous times. Too surreal.

Pain is real. It's the only reality I know, the only reality you should believe in. Why does no one understand? Happiness is fake. Fakefakefake. Pain is as real as it gets, folks. Can't you see?

time has stopped and the past is now

If you relive everything bad, you'll get stronger. Right?

All I see is Sirius falling, falling, dead. Time hasn't progressed for me at all. Not one bit.

living is bad and dying is good

No one affiliated with the Death Eaters should live. They don't deserve life for what they've done, the filthy scum. Death is good. Too good for those bastards. None of them should hold onto their tainted lives.

Why? Because they deserve it. Because they killed Sirius.

…because I said so.

it is a topsy-turvy world and insanity rules