Chapter 15

Randy was sitting in the passenger seat while David cruised along the streets trying to get back to the hotel...Randy told David what had happened between him and Linda...He hadn't meant to be such a dickhead...he was actually surprised and shocked when she showed up cause she was concerned about him.

David said, "Maybe you should just go talk to her man...You both know a talk is long over due...Especially if you still have feelings for one another...It would be different if neither one of you gave a damn...but that's not the case...And you both know it."

Randy leaned his head against the cool pain of glass of the window and groaned and said, "I know...I was a dick...I shouldn't have said what I did to her...I knew I'd fucked up as soon as I said it."

David said, "Then why did you say it man?"

Randy said, "I don't know...I guess I was just trying to hurt her as much as she hurt me...When she handed me the marriage certificate and it said annulled on it...I broke down literally...I have never cried or felt emotion like that a day in my life...I haven't felt anything like that since that day either...I lost my wife because of my stupidity. I realize we were both young and stupid...but fuck man...she was still my wife."

David said, "She wasn't much of a wife to you, if you couldn't stop screwing around...Look this thing called marriage it isn't easy by any means...you fight, you argue, you love, and you even cry...Hell I'm not ashamed to admit I've cried three times in my life as a married man...Which would be hard to believe...The first time I cried was at my wedding...When Angie walked down the isle, there was no one in that church more beautiful then her...She could have been wearing a garbage bag, and she would have still been the most beautiful creature on the planet...The second and third times I cried...Was when Emily and Grace were born..."

David could feel his heart fluttering at the thought and continued, "You know nothing in my life is more important to me then those three ladies...if Angie came to me right now and said she wanted me to quit wrestling...I wouldn't even ask her why...I would just do it...I love all of them more and more every day...Angie still amazes me at the support she shows me...I'm surprised she hasn't filed for a divorce a long damn time ago...But she stuck by me when the chips were down...But hey that's marriage...it's for better AND worse. The sooner you learn that, the sooner you'll be able to figure out why you didn't love Linda enough not to cheat on her."

Randy pinched the bridge of his nose...He could feel the concussion headache starting...Randy said, "Yea, you're right...I have a lot of shit I need to figure out on my own...I don't know...Maybe I'll take sometime off."

David said, "I'd recommend it...If you keep going like this with her, you're going to end up with a hell of a lot more concussions like the one you got tonight...and I wouldn't be a bit surprised if Linda gave you a couple herself."

Randy scoffed and said, "After what I said to her tonight...I'm surprised she didn't give me a double one."

Randy got to his hotel room and called in a favor from Stephanie and had him put on emergency medical leave for 2 weeks...Randy decided he'd go home and see his parents...Nothing helped him more then talking to his mom and dad...

Besides he figured it was about time he came clean on a few things he'd never mentioned to them...you know the small things...Screwing so many girls he lost the love of his life...and what else being married at 17 and losing his wife from stupidity.