This is my first time trying to write a one shot fic, inspired by a song, and also 1st time writing FujiRyo , please C &C any sorts of reviews are welcomed


It seems so long… so long since Valentine's day…so long since you confessed to me…so long since you left to pursue your dreams……and I still keep the necklace you gave to me…the one time you gave me a present …and a surprise…

You had never liked to repeat yourself…you would say things just once. It was even rare to see you smile. But on that day, you told me that you loved me…you smiled a smile I never thought you would have…you brought the sun into my life…

Like an angel , you flew into my life, inserting a meaning to my life. You made me feel myself…you made me know sides of myself I had never knew…you showed me you that were never shown and you told me words that never faded…

Then you had to leave…leave for your dreams…leave for what you wanted…leave to learn…leave to play and not to leave any regrets in life …..but what about Seigaku… what about me…what about us……
You said that it was something that you had always wanted…you said it was what you desire…you say you would die for the chance and since the chance came, you wanted to go…

At that time, I smiled at you…I knew you were like a bird…never to be kept in a cage…so I put up a front…smiling at you…I encouraged you to go…I did not do what my heart told me to do so...to keep you back…

You saw through my brave front…you knew I did not want you to go…you said things that I wanted to hear…that you would stay if it hurts me so…but I kept myself in control…I told you to go…to not let your own life lose its meaning…to do what you wanted to do…

You hugged me…your touch was soft and gentle, yet I could feel the gratitude you have in you towards me…I hugged you back…glad that I did not worry you with my doubts…with what I had wanted to say…after all, birds were meant to fly…soar up high in the skies …

You left…left for your dreams…left for the better…but you made a promise to me…you said you would be back…you said things between us would never change…you said you would come back for me…you gave me the necklace and told me we would never really be parted…
Days passed….weeks passed…it is getting unbearable without you…it is getting hard to breath without you…without you…the air seems different…the moment you got into my life…my life went unpredictable…now I need you back into my life to set it straight…

I told myself you would be back soon…you would come back, be near me soon…I told myself not to give up…I told myself not to make you worry…

Months passed…I am starting to get used to life without you…but I know it was never the same…somehow your necklace accompanied me…reminding me of your presence…reminding me that you were also somewhere out there…waiting to come back…

Finally…I have waited till today…today…the day you would come back…the day where our lives would would begin as a new chapter…where days which we spent under the sakura trees would be repeated…where we could feel each others touch…and see each other again…

I went to the airport…looking for your golden orbs which were also looking for me…I went towards you as you walked towards me…as we neared, I got ready to embrace you in my arms…but something was missing from your eyes…I realized it when you addressed me as Fuji-sempai…where was the syu-koi you had called me with before… where were the orbs of happiness you promised me that you would have…where were the promises that you made to me…

I was told that you had lost your memories…I was told you could not remember anything between us…I was told that you had only remembered the faces…I was told that you said you did not have anyone special…


YAY! I finished it! Please review.. yea I know it's a bit draggy…I might consider this as another fic to improvise one so you guys might be seeing the fic version of it ..as in a real long one…