A/N: Sorry I didn't update yesterday but I was busy. I think the title for this chapter really works well b/c there are a lot of questions asked in here. Hope this chapter isn't too confusing. Anyways I want to say thank you to the following reviewers:

Amy: My first reviewer! Thank you!

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Oh an a reminder italics are thoughts and /words/ are memories/ flashbacks (is that the same thing?)

Chapter 2: Questions

Harry blinked into the light, knowing almost immediately that he was in the hospital wing. But why?

/"I'll show them safe" Harry said as he pulled his knife out from under his pillow. /

"Oh shit, I gotta get out of here before Hermione finds out. She'll kill me…Funny, that's what I was doing." Harry thought with a weird smirk/frown.

Before Harry could do so much as get his glasses on, Ron and Hermione ran through the door to the hospital wing. Hermione looked a mix of extremely worried as well as being angry, Ron just looked shocked and confused.

"Damn." Harry thought.

"Harry James Potter! Why? How long? What is wrong with you?" Hermione yelled at Harry as she came to a stop at his bed. Harry sighed in defeat, there was no way he was going to get out of this.

"Why what?" Harry asked in an emotionless tone.

"Why did you do it?"

Why would you care?"

Ron sat on a nearby chair watching all of this in a state of shock and disbelief. "Why did Harry do it? What would drive him to do something like that to himself? And why hadn't he talked to me or Hermione about it?" Ron thought.

" Harry why would you think that? You know I care." Hermione huffed indignantly.

"Just leave me alone!"

"Fine. Ron lets go." Ron wordlessly followed her out the door, still shocked.

"Why can't they just leave me alone? Why won't they just let me die? It's not like I have any reason to live. Except for Severus…wait. What did I just say…think? What is wrong with me? I don't like him…yes I do…no I don't…do I?"

Just as Harry was thinking, none other than Severus Snape walked into the hospital wing with his usual unreadable expression. He sat down in a chair next to Harry's bed.

"Shit. Act normal Harry. Well…act like yourself please?" Harry thought.

"Harry looks good without his glasses on…wait what am I thinking? This is Potter! And I just called him Harry. Those Occlumency lessons are doing something to my head."

"I'm sorry I snapped at you Professor." Harry mumbled loud enough so that only Snape could hear him.

Harry put on his glasses as he sat up in the bed. He hadn't noticed how tired Snape looked. He had also failed to notice that it was now mid afternoon on a Friday instead of Wednesday.

"Why did you do it Potter?" Snape asked, breaking the deafening silence.

"Wait…its Thursday? I was here all night?" Harry said, just noticing the difference.

" Actually Potter its Friday. You…" Snape paused.

" I what? What about me? What happened?"

"You…you…you died. It took them nearly two hours to bring you back." Snape whispered.

"Is he…?Is he about to cry?" Harry wondered, noticing the sudden build up of water in his teacher's eyes. "Wait…I died?" Harry comprehended, suddenly angry.

"What! Why did you bring me back? I wanted to die!" Harry yelled with tears glimmering in his eyes, procrastinating, then finally falling gracefully down his pale cheeks.

"What? He…wanted…to die? Why? Wait…am…am I crying? For Harry? I mean…Potter? Why would my Harry want…I mean why would Potter want to die?"

"Harry. Why would you want to die?"

" Why wouldn't I? I don't have a good reason to live. I don't have any family left, or anyone that even cares about my personal health. I mean, yeah sure people used to care if I lived. But now that i've killed Voldemort? No one cares. They don't have any use for me so why should they? I don't even have someone to love me for me, not for The-boy-who-lived." Harry glared at the name.

"I love you." Snape whispered, his eyes going wide as soon as the words left his mouth.

"Shit! I was thinking that! Why did I say it? I was thinking that? What is wrong with me? I don't love Harry…I mean Potter! Damn it! Shit! I do love him…NO! I don't! I hope I don't… How the hell did this happen? "

"You what?" Harry gasped.

"You are such a selfish little…!"

Harry interrupted him by crawling out of the bed and wiping a fallen tear from his cheek. Both men examined the other with wide, shocked eyes.

"I-I-I- I'm s-sorry professor." Harry stuttered, pulling his hand away quickly, then his eyes went wide again. "Wait. Today's Friday? Today's the last day of school! We're going home tomorrow! I don't want to go back to the Dursley's! Damn it!"

"Harry…Harry! Harry listen to me!" Snape said, grabbing Harry's arm to get his attention.

"Ouch! Damn it, it still hurts!" Harry yelled, glaring at Snape.

" Sorry Harry. Are you alright?"

"I'm fine. What were you saying?"

"Well I was saying that you aren't going back to the Dursley's anymore. After I saw your memories. Them torturing you…I told Dumbledore. He was outraged. He said you are not to go back there and you will remain at Hogwarts until he can find you a better suited place."

"Okay but…where am I going to stay? I can't stay at Hogwarts, none of the dormitories are supposed to be used …"

" That's a good question. Madam Pomfrey is supposed to have let you out but I think she's at lunch. Would you like to go see Dumbledore? Or maybe you should eat first."

"No I'm not hungry. I want to see the Headmaster."

Harry arrived at the gargoyles and Snape said the password (lemon drops) before leaving to go to the dungeons. Harry didn't even have to knock on the door before he heard a soft, "Come in." and walked into the big office.

"What can I do for you Harry?" Dumbledore asked with the usual twinkle in his eyes.

"I was wondering where I'm going to stay this summer."

"Ah yes. I am going to have to put you somewhere where you will be watched. So we don't have another incident like this one." Dumbledore said with a stern look, "Now. Would you care to tell me why poor Dobby found you unconscious in your dormitory?"

"No." Harry added as an after thought, " Is Dobby okay?"

" You gave him a scare, Harry. You gave all of us a scare. But he is fine."

"Good. Could you tell me when and where I'll be going when you find out?" Harry asked as an owl swooped through a window and dropped a letter on Dumbledore's desk.

" I already know where you will be staying Harry." Dumbledore said as he finished reading the letter that had just arrived.

" Where?" Harry asked with anxiety and excitement building up.

A little smile appeared on Dumbledore's face as he said, "You will be staying with Hagrid. He could use your help for various causes."

Harry let out a sigh of relief. At least Hagrid wouldn't be breathing down his neck the whole time.

" Now, Professors Flitwick and Snape will be staying here over the summer holidays so you can go to them with any questions concerning homework ect."

" Thank you Headmaster." Harry said before leaving to tell Hagrid the good news.

Chapter 3:From Hagrid's to whose?- What will it be like living with Hagrid? And what "causes" were Dumbledore talking about? Find out that and much more in chapter 3!