Helga had left Arnold's house feeling a little bit better after her earlier suicidal mission. She got back into her car and lit up another cigarette, all the while thinking to herself I need to quit smoking or something, this shit is gonna kill me faster than the streets will! She drove down the block and turned into a little ally where her and some of her friends had used to hang out at. She got out of the car and went over and sat down on top of the dumpster, "Thank GOD Miriam had some of her heroin stashed away," Helga said with a little smirk on her face. "I hope this shit is gonna be better than last time!". She took the needle out of her purse and pushed the needle into her arm while giving out a small grunt of pain. She threw the needle down the ally and leaned back against the dumpster.

She began to think what went wrong with her and Arnold the first time around. Arnold and Helga had begun to date back in middle school but had began to drift apart when she had gotten involved with a local Hispanic gang "The Kings". Helga had quickly been drawn into it. She had been deeply attracted to one of the top boys in the gang. His name was Javier Ortega, he was the finest and tallest Mexican she had ever seen. There was something about him that attracted her to him, maybe she could see a sensitive romantic type in him behind his dangerous appearance.

When Javier had noticed that she had been showing interest in the "The Kings" he had given her two choices to join; 1: to beaten up by the group or 2: To be gang raped by Javier, Jose, and Luis. She had chosen the second of the two evils. Flash Back I looked around the ally waiting for them to iniate me into the their lifestyle. I had begun to wander if they were gonna show at all. I had begun to walk back towards the entrance when the three of them blocked my way. I saw Javier look me up and down, I was wearing my hair up in a clip, a tank top, and some tight jeans; I had always blamed my genetics on my ass.

I knew what was coming, I was scared shitless because I was still a virgin and to imagine all three of them taking it made me shudder inside. Javier looked at me again and threw his cigarette down and walked over to me. He put his hand on the side of my face and lifted me up against the wall. I started to cry and he looked into my eyes "What's wrong chica?" taking his hand and wiping away my tears. I didn't have to tell him nothing; he put me back down and walked over to Jose and Luis. He said something to them and they got pissed and just walked away.

He was wearing a white wife beater and baggy blue jeans. You could see the dark black out line of the tattoo he had on his chest, damn he looked sexy. I had reached down to get a cigarette and when I had stood back up he had me pinned up against the wall, again. He had asked me if I wanted this and I said yes! He pulled my jeans and underwear down while he was kissing me and somehow he had managed to get his dick out. With one thrust he penetrated me. I screamed, but I quickly put my hand over my mouth. It had hurt like shit, but I knew I was never going to cry in front of him again, never show my weakness. He sped up while our hips rocked back in forth in motion, I felt pleasure I had never felt before, I thought I was going to explode!

He had his hands all over my neck and chest caressing every point of me while he was inside of me, I leaned in and began kissing his neck and holding on to him as tight as I could while he sped up. He could hear my moans of ecstasy as I was beginning to climax, he would speed up and slow down and then do one deep thrust that would make my eyes slide back into my head. Next thing I knew we both climaxed together. He put me down so I could touch the floor and put my clothes back on. I walked back to my house and up to my room. I went to sleep.

The next day, I was Javier's girl no one messed with me or you got fucked up. I had gotten my first tattoo the same one Javier had across his stomach "The Kings"! I was a gang member and I lived my life everyday like that. From the drugs, the fights, and the awesome sex. It all ended that day when a blonde hair, blue eyed, skinny bitch walked into our lives. She had given me a look and blinked next thing I knew I was flung to the street. Still a member of "The kings" I had to move on, or fear the whiplash of Javier's new bitch! Next thing I knew, I was drunk and high lying on Arnold's bed recovering from an orgasm.

End of flashback

I could feel the heroin kicking in and damn it was the best feeling! I can't believe we didn't use protection and shit I forgot to take my pill this morning! Oh well I will just go to the health center and get a morning after pill, that will get rid of all my problems. By the time I had made it back into my room it was about midnight, and I had a note lying on my bed.

"Helga,

Hola chica! Listen, meet me outside your house, 1 am. We need to talk!

JAVIER "

I looked outside my window an hour later and there he was in all of his glory! I was excited to see him. He was my first love; we were together for years on and off. I would have taken him back for anything. I ran down the stairs, he picked me up and kissed me so hard I thought it could have left a bruise. Than the next thing I noticed was Arnold standing next to him. What the fuck was he doing here?

To be continued…………

Disclaimer: I do not own Hey Arnold. I only own my story plots.