Chapter 9 - Ruminations Pt. 2
A/N - Let's keep this simple. It's four AM in the morning of Saturday 13. My computer has been having some trouble, so don't expect the whole thing to be fixed unless you're reading this, which of course you are. This chapter is going to be short and simple. Diary format - Shinobu, Su, then Sara.
Shinobu
I can't believe that sempai is gone, no I can't say that, not when I haven't gotten the chance to say I'm sorry. I have to believe in him. He wouldn't want me to give up hope. I remember all the good times we had before. Before I turned into such a meanie. I don't even know why. No I do know why. It was his smile. He kept putting on that smile, even all the times he got slammed around. It was so annoying, so fake. I couldn't get over it, how phony he was. Another thing I guess was his crush on Naru. I never saw what he saw in her. To me, she seemed liked a stuck up brat, that was too ignorant to realize it. I think better of her now, but she could at least be more friendly and take out her frustration elsewhere. I mean, Keitaro should be dead, no, not that way. He survived a lot, and any other person would be dead or have left, but not him. He always tried to help and stick for someone who was being pushed around. I hope we can all move on, I would really like to say I'm sorry.
Su
I thought I was god for a while. I just wanted Motoko to play with me. I guess I went too far. I could have killed Keitaro with any of my other projects, but he somehow survived, so made them worse. God I miss home, I wish I could go back and forget about all this trouble. I hope we all survive and move past this. I miss big brother so much. I remember when I came to Hinata Sou. I had run away from home and needed a place to stay. I ran into Hina on a trolley. She said that she had started an all girls dorm. I was the first one there. Then came Kitsune and then Naru and so forth. Those days were okay, but never that fun. Until Keitaro came along and started things up again. There, I see it, an opening. I run towards Mecha Tamas back and pray that I can stop it.
Sara
I hope that Keitaro survives. I may call him a dork for no reason. He's nice in his own way. I really actually want to say I'm sorry. I treated him like crap the first time I came to Hinata Sou. Then there were the other girls as well. It must have been hell, but he stuck with it and look at him. He exploded. I respect him for being able to hold it in all that time. I really hope that I can say I'm sorry.
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A/N - Let's keep this simple. It's four AM in the morning of Saturday 13. My computer has been having some trouble, so don't expect the whole thing to be fixed unless you're reading this, which of course you are. This chapter is going to be short and simple. Diary format - Shinobu, Su, then Sara.
Shinobu
I can't believe that sempai is gone, no I can't say that, not when I haven't gotten the chance to say I'm sorry. I have to believe in him. He wouldn't want me to give up hope. I remember all the good times we had before. Before I turned into such a meanie. I don't even know why. No I do know why. It was his smile. He kept putting on that smile, even all the times he got slammed around. It was so annoying, so fake. I couldn't get over it, how phony he was. Another thing I guess was his crush on Naru. I never saw what he saw in her. To me, she seemed liked a stuck up brat, that was too ignorant to realize it. I think better of her now, but she could at least be more friendly and take out her frustration elsewhere. I mean, Keitaro should be dead, no, not that way. He survived a lot, and any other person would be dead or have left, but not him. He always tried to help and stick for someone who was being pushed around. I hope we can all move on, I would really like to say I'm sorry.
Su
I thought I was god for a while. I just wanted Motoko to play with me. I guess I went too far. I could have killed Keitaro with any of my other projects, but he somehow survived, so made them worse. God I miss home, I wish I could go back and forget about all this trouble. I hope we all survive and move past this. I miss big brother so much. I remember when I came to Hinata Sou. I had run away from home and needed a place to stay. I ran into Hina on a trolley. She said that she had started an all girls dorm. I was the first one there. Then came Kitsune and then Naru and so forth. Those days were okay, but never that fun. Until Keitaro came along and started things up again. There, I see it, an opening. I run towards Mecha Tamas back and pray that I can stop it.
Sara
I hope that Keitaro survives. I may call him a dork for no reason. He's nice in his own way. I really actually want to say I'm sorry. I treated him like crap the first time I came to Hinata Sou. Then there were the other girls as well. It must have been hell, but he stuck with it and look at him. He exploded. I respect him for being able to hold it in all that time. I really hope that I can say I'm sorry.
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