Ray shook his head and chuckled. Patting Robbie on the shoulder he said, "Don't worry Robbie, Im' not going to confess my undying love for her or anything. I just want to see her, you know that I know how she feels about me.
BACK DOWNSTAIRS IN THE RFR STUDIO
Lily looks at the slightly stressed Travis and her cheeks grow warm, she hides it by turning her head down. "Travis, we need to talk."
Travis held up his hand to stop her, "Don't say another word." Lily gave him a confused look. Figuring that he was out of his mind, she let him continue she would tell him what she needed to tell him. Lily looks up so she can look him in the eye and he says " Buddha says you must lose your way to find your way. Personally I think we both just lost our way. About what happened between us the other night, it is not who we are or who we are meant to be."
"well that's good then, I am glad it is all behind us now." she replied when he was finished
Lily and Travis hug in relief
"we're just friends that's all." Lily said very sure of herself
They break apart and just stare at each other for a second,
Travis looking somewhat uncertain,"are you sure?"
Lily looking just as uncertain "I ... I don't know" she is almost whispering as they lean in to kiss. Just as the station door slowly to starts to open, their lips touch and Ray walks in...
"WHATS GOING ON HERE? I THOUGHT YOU GUYS SETTLED THIS ALL OUT. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING TRAVIS, YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? he asks yelling at the top of his lungs
Before they could respond Ray turns around shoots back outside to where Robbie is completely stunned and by rays quick and sudden departure. He goes into the station to find out what is going on...
"I... I got to go" replies Lily now very unsure of herself and wanting to get home as soon as possible to avoid any further confrontation. "Lily wait" Travis calls after her. "no, I can't do this right now" she replies back close to tears
She turns and runs out of the station towards home as quick as she could with tears streaming down her face.
"Nice going Travis" Robbie said
"why don't you just butt out? It's your big mouth that made this whole mess stressful in the first place. You had no right to tell ray about what lily and I were talking about in a PRIVATE conversation" Travis replied angrily.
"you should have told him right away" Robbie retorted
"how if we were both confused and trying to settle it ourselves first? I mean do you get how stressful this is? First we had to deal with Audrey and whether or not to tell her which doesn't make a difference now cause she knows and she probably would have broken up with me if I didn't tell her anyways, but now we have to deal with you and ray butting in, so why not let lily and I deal with it and when we are ready to tell you guys about it and maybe get advice about what to do then we will." replied back
"ok I'm sorry, its just you knew he liked her for a long time" robbie said apologetically.
"yes I did know that, not that it matters but he should have made his move instead of stalling all the time when he had so many perfect chance, besides why are you putting all the blame on me?" replied travis
"I'm not trying to, I know Lily was there too, and she obviously did not refuse to what was going on." robbie said defensively "no, she didn't, so please just let us settle this without all the stress from you and ray." pleaded travis
A few minutes later Travis walked out of the station heading towards Lily's house hoping that she would talk to him. He rang the doorbell and a moment later Lily opened the door very little, just enough to see who it was. She was somewhat surprised to see it was Travis.
"what are you doing here?" asked Lily still upset from what happend not long before.
"I want to talk about what happened back there and what has been happening the past few days, so can we please talk? replied travis pleadingly
Lily reluctantly opened the door the rest of the way "All right, but why? I mean neither of us knows how we feel, or what is going to happen with all this."
"But I do know how I feel and I think you feel the same way but your scared of what could happen." admits Travis
" I really don't know, I mean when I think about it I think of how I had feelings for Ray for so long, Then you came along and just appealed to this side of me I never even knew I had and I don't know what to do about it." Lily confesses
" I know I said that you and I dating is not who we are or who we are meant to be, but I mean look at us, we screwed up my relationship and your friendship with Audrey, Then we swear it was a mistake and that we are just friends, next thing you know we kissed again. It seems like some kind of sign to me. All I'm really trying to say is I like you a lot and I think it would be great if we gave dating a try." pleads Travis
Lily just looks at him completely stunned
"I'm going to go now. I haven't meditated in awhile, and with all that's going on, I think I need to clear my mind." Travis replies yet again very uncertainly
He goes outside and leans up against the house letting out a sigh of relief and he became unsure of her feelings toward him.
Lily walks out of her bedroom onto her balcony and she begins to sing unaware that Travis is standing right below the balcony still.
"This song will find you wherever you are
you can go high and low or near and far
From the Plains of Alberta to the port of Zensen bar(unsure of the word
zensen)
when you feel but a distant star,
this song will find you, it will sneak up behind you,
just to remind you
how special you are"
"You sang that to me on my birthday" Travis says as he comes out from under the balcony
"OH MY GOD you scared me, I thought you left." Lily shrieks
" I was about to when you started singing, but when I realized what song it was I just had to listen. I'm sorry if I scared you just now or if I surprised you about what I said before, it's just I really care about you, and I think we would be great together." Travis confesses, "I understand that, I feel the same way about you, its just there are so many what ifs involved." Lily replies.
"There are always what ifs with every relationship, it's just how these things work, I mean when you think about it there's what ifs in everything you do, you can't go on living life if you don't take the risks involved and you are never going to be happy unless you do." Travis responds.
" I know that and it's a good point but what if your parents decide to move back to the other side of the world or somewhere else that is far away?" asks Lily very unhappy of the thought of travis moving away.
"We could still be together, you could come visit me and I could come visit you. There's still the phone and email as well you know" Promises Travis. "Can we talk again tomorrow? I want to think this all through and I will tell you how I feel about everything tomorrow. Ok? Asks Lily very stressed out from the situation
"fair enough, I guess I will see you tomorrow then. Hopefully it will be a happy day." Travis reluctantly replies " Yup see you tomorrow, I'm sure it will be a fantastic day." Lily responds somewhat cheerfully.
Travis finally leaves for home to meditate. Lily went back inside the house t think about what had just happened and what had been happening over the past few days, just as she was about to turn off her phone ringer and listen to some music, the phone rang and she could see on her caller id that it was Ray.........
BACK DOWNSTAIRS IN THE RFR STUDIO
Lily looks at the slightly stressed Travis and her cheeks grow warm, she hides it by turning her head down. "Travis, we need to talk."
Travis held up his hand to stop her, "Don't say another word." Lily gave him a confused look. Figuring that he was out of his mind, she let him continue she would tell him what she needed to tell him. Lily looks up so she can look him in the eye and he says " Buddha says you must lose your way to find your way. Personally I think we both just lost our way. About what happened between us the other night, it is not who we are or who we are meant to be."
"well that's good then, I am glad it is all behind us now." she replied when he was finished
Lily and Travis hug in relief
"we're just friends that's all." Lily said very sure of herself
They break apart and just stare at each other for a second,
Travis looking somewhat uncertain,"are you sure?"
Lily looking just as uncertain "I ... I don't know" she is almost whispering as they lean in to kiss. Just as the station door slowly to starts to open, their lips touch and Ray walks in...
"WHATS GOING ON HERE? I THOUGHT YOU GUYS SETTLED THIS ALL OUT. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING TRAVIS, YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? he asks yelling at the top of his lungs
Before they could respond Ray turns around shoots back outside to where Robbie is completely stunned and by rays quick and sudden departure. He goes into the station to find out what is going on...
"I... I got to go" replies Lily now very unsure of herself and wanting to get home as soon as possible to avoid any further confrontation. "Lily wait" Travis calls after her. "no, I can't do this right now" she replies back close to tears
She turns and runs out of the station towards home as quick as she could with tears streaming down her face.
"Nice going Travis" Robbie said
"why don't you just butt out? It's your big mouth that made this whole mess stressful in the first place. You had no right to tell ray about what lily and I were talking about in a PRIVATE conversation" Travis replied angrily.
"you should have told him right away" Robbie retorted
"how if we were both confused and trying to settle it ourselves first? I mean do you get how stressful this is? First we had to deal with Audrey and whether or not to tell her which doesn't make a difference now cause she knows and she probably would have broken up with me if I didn't tell her anyways, but now we have to deal with you and ray butting in, so why not let lily and I deal with it and when we are ready to tell you guys about it and maybe get advice about what to do then we will." replied back
"ok I'm sorry, its just you knew he liked her for a long time" robbie said apologetically.
"yes I did know that, not that it matters but he should have made his move instead of stalling all the time when he had so many perfect chance, besides why are you putting all the blame on me?" replied travis
"I'm not trying to, I know Lily was there too, and she obviously did not refuse to what was going on." robbie said defensively "no, she didn't, so please just let us settle this without all the stress from you and ray." pleaded travis
A few minutes later Travis walked out of the station heading towards Lily's house hoping that she would talk to him. He rang the doorbell and a moment later Lily opened the door very little, just enough to see who it was. She was somewhat surprised to see it was Travis.
"what are you doing here?" asked Lily still upset from what happend not long before.
"I want to talk about what happened back there and what has been happening the past few days, so can we please talk? replied travis pleadingly
Lily reluctantly opened the door the rest of the way "All right, but why? I mean neither of us knows how we feel, or what is going to happen with all this."
"But I do know how I feel and I think you feel the same way but your scared of what could happen." admits Travis
" I really don't know, I mean when I think about it I think of how I had feelings for Ray for so long, Then you came along and just appealed to this side of me I never even knew I had and I don't know what to do about it." Lily confesses
" I know I said that you and I dating is not who we are or who we are meant to be, but I mean look at us, we screwed up my relationship and your friendship with Audrey, Then we swear it was a mistake and that we are just friends, next thing you know we kissed again. It seems like some kind of sign to me. All I'm really trying to say is I like you a lot and I think it would be great if we gave dating a try." pleads Travis
Lily just looks at him completely stunned
"I'm going to go now. I haven't meditated in awhile, and with all that's going on, I think I need to clear my mind." Travis replies yet again very uncertainly
He goes outside and leans up against the house letting out a sigh of relief and he became unsure of her feelings toward him.
Lily walks out of her bedroom onto her balcony and she begins to sing unaware that Travis is standing right below the balcony still.
"This song will find you wherever you are
you can go high and low or near and far
From the Plains of Alberta to the port of Zensen bar(unsure of the word
zensen)
when you feel but a distant star,
this song will find you, it will sneak up behind you,
just to remind you
how special you are"
"You sang that to me on my birthday" Travis says as he comes out from under the balcony
"OH MY GOD you scared me, I thought you left." Lily shrieks
" I was about to when you started singing, but when I realized what song it was I just had to listen. I'm sorry if I scared you just now or if I surprised you about what I said before, it's just I really care about you, and I think we would be great together." Travis confesses, "I understand that, I feel the same way about you, its just there are so many what ifs involved." Lily replies.
"There are always what ifs with every relationship, it's just how these things work, I mean when you think about it there's what ifs in everything you do, you can't go on living life if you don't take the risks involved and you are never going to be happy unless you do." Travis responds.
" I know that and it's a good point but what if your parents decide to move back to the other side of the world or somewhere else that is far away?" asks Lily very unhappy of the thought of travis moving away.
"We could still be together, you could come visit me and I could come visit you. There's still the phone and email as well you know" Promises Travis. "Can we talk again tomorrow? I want to think this all through and I will tell you how I feel about everything tomorrow. Ok? Asks Lily very stressed out from the situation
"fair enough, I guess I will see you tomorrow then. Hopefully it will be a happy day." Travis reluctantly replies " Yup see you tomorrow, I'm sure it will be a fantastic day." Lily responds somewhat cheerfully.
Travis finally leaves for home to meditate. Lily went back inside the house t think about what had just happened and what had been happening over the past few days, just as she was about to turn off her phone ringer and listen to some music, the phone rang and she could see on her caller id that it was Ray.........
