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I missed breakfast today. Oh, big surprise there. Didn't see that one coming. Anyway, I just went out and stared at the wonderful lake of Hogwarts. Don't get me wrong, but did I tell you I'm environmental friendly?

I really do wonder what it looks like down the lake. Some even said that you would see the contents of a toilet there. Big yuck! Today is the first day of classes, and do I intend to go? Of course I do! Lessons in Hogwarts brightens my day.

It's only 7:30 so I have thirty minutes to spare before Charms. Ah! My favorite class. I really excel in that class, even if I can't speak. I really, really admire my powers. I can even do wandless magic. But of course, no one knew. They never paid any attention to ugly ol' me.

I guess I'll just wait for a few minutes before I head to Charms. I stayed beside the lake, admiring the perfect scenario around me. Suddenly, I heard someone walking towards me. Oh, hide me! I don't want them to see.

Okay, so maybe I didn't tell you yet, but I could be invisible. I don't know why, but I think it's part of my powers. I could be invisible whenever I wanted to, just like an invisibility cloak. Pretty cool, huh?

Anyway, I saw a brown and raven haired girl nearing me, so I immediately became invisible. Hey! These girls are my dorm mates!
Hmm, I think I will name them Belle and Lisha. No matter, I don't need to know. I heard them talking as I stayed in my spot under the tree, being extremely quiet.

"Hey! I just saw that girl here. I wonder where she went." exclaimed the brown haired girl who I refer to as Lisha. Is she talking about me?

The raven-haired girl who I named Belle scratched her head.

"Heck, if she keeps disappearing like this, how would we be able to help her?" she asked at Lisha, who was looking at the exact spot I was in a while ago.

I almost gasped but stopped myself. These girls wanted to help me. Maybe the actually could! But, what if it was just a joke? I would never let that happen. I'd have to know them better secretly. Maybe help has finally came.

NARRATOR'S POV

Alice kept staring at a certain spot under the tree. Arabella pulled her hand a little roughly.

"Come on, let's go look for her later." said Bella and they went off, Alice still looking at her back occasionally. When Lily was extremely sure that the two girls were out of sight, she appeared under her spot and looked awkwardly at the backs of the two girls.

Yep, she has made up her mind. She would investigate.

Lily walked quietly to their charms classroom, carrying her books. She passed the marauders who were laughing at something Lily did not want to know.

Unfortunately, James Potter saw Lily and he smiled brightly at her. Lily did not even look up. She just went on walking, ignoring the boys. This shocked Sirius.

"You know Prongsie, I think you're loosing your touch." he said and James smacked him upside the head.

"Shut up Padfoot. Something's really weird about that red-headed girl. Does any of you know her name?" he asked as the four of them followed the direction of Lily towards their charms classroom too.

Remus opened a little notebook and scanned the pages carefully.

"I think her name is Lily Evans." he said as they entered the charms classroom. James looked at him and took the notebook from Remus. He began reading a few facts about Lily.

Peter went to a seat and saved three others. He was always like the servant of the marauders. While Sirius went to his girlfriend, Jessica, and began kissing her.

Lily, seating a few seats from Jessica, frowned slightly.

LILY'S POV

Talk about yuck! Those two had better get a room. I mean, public showing of affections? As if!

I turned my head to another direction, not being able to stand the disgusting show, and saw James Potter reading something what looked like a book.

How come I keep on seeing other things. I'm supposed to be investigating on Belle and Lisha. Oh I hate this! Those two are sitting in front of me, but of course, I managed to be extremely quiet.

I resumed my work and began taking notes about them. You know, at this time, I would have been thinking about my mother or charms. But when I heard those two talk about me, I think a little hope built up inside me. Well, that's good, right?

Okay, so far I found out that the name of the brown haired girl was Alicia (Alice for short), and the raven haired girl was Arabella (Bella for short). I don't know why, but why does my nicknames for them sound so close to their real name.

Of course, I'll still stick to Lisha and Belle. I actually got used to that. The name Alicia kept on lingering in my mind. I remembered that my dad told me he actually considered naming me Alicia, but my mother stopped him. I thank my mom for that.

Argh! Lily, stop thinking about your mom for once. Remember, she wants to see you happy. Well mommy, right now, I think I still have hope!

Anyway, I found out from their conversation a while ago that Lisha has a little crush on a certain Frank Longbottom. That's a good sign.

Why? Because Frank always helps me getting books from the library. Which means he's a nice guy. Which also means Lisha likes nice guys because she's also, um...nice!

Okay, that was confusing. But still, I think I can trust these two. I also found out that Belle likes cats. As in, obsessed with them. That means she's an animal lover, so she has a heart.

Oh! I think I could trust them, but I still need a bit of investigation. Oh great! Professor Flitwick just entered, I'll continue investigating later.

"Good morning class. Please settle down! Mr. Black, please get back to your chair and stop stripping." Said our teacher.

Lucky thing I stopped my head from turning around to see Black without his clothes. That's just gross.

"Okay everyone, I am going to teach you the disillusionment charm.

My mind drifted off to somewhere else. I mean, do I really need that charm when I can become invisible by myself?

I looked out the window and saw the lake. It's really pretty you know. I could see blue, green, yellow, gray, red...Wait a minute! That's red hair!

Little by little, the person turned around and stared directly at me. It was my mother! Oh my gosh! How could she be here?

I stood up, without realizing the whole class was staring at me.

"Miss Evans, may I please ask why you are standing up?" asked Professor Flitwick.

I looked outside and didn't see my mother. It was just an illusion. How foolish of me to think my mother was still alive. Instead of sitting down, I ran out of the classroom, not wanting them to see me cry.

I didn't know where to go, but I know one place where I could find sanctuary.

It was a hidden room behind an ugly portrait. I found it when I was still in my first year. Long story, so don't ask. I reached the portrait and I looked up to see the messed up painting that was my only friend in Hogwarts.

"Lils, I was really worried when you didn't come to visit. Here, come in." said the painting and it opened. I stepped inside and sat myself on a couch.

I cried my tears away. When I saw my mother, I couldn't describe how I felt.

It's really weird. I mean, some of you may say that I should have gotten over my mother's death by now. But you know, I can't.

It was my fault why she died. I could have saved her if I didn't get that book. I'll ask you, what would you feel if your mother died because of you!

I'm becoming cranky. Leave me along for a while. I need my space...

NARRATOR'S POV

LUNCH

"It was really weird when that girl ran. I don't know why, but when we saw her in the common room this morning, I really wanted to help her." Said Alice as they entered the great hall.

Arabella nodded and they sat themselves.

"I think she really has a big problem."

Not far from these girls, three boys were talking about the same thing.

"I don't get why that girl ran out of the classroom. I mean, whoa!" exclaimed Sirius.

James was reading Lily's profile in Remus' notebook. It was like a puzzle that he wanted to solve.

Lily's Profile:

Full Name: Lily Rose Evans

Bloodline: Muggle

House: Gryffindor

Father's Name: George Evans

Mother's Name:

Sister's Name: Petunia Evans

Hobby: Reading, stargazing, spending time near the lake

Greatest Dream:

I get too tired of my drunk master,

I hate spending time with a horse faced, Vernon lover,

I miss my tender, loving savior,

Who died cause of a child with no neighbor,

Someone pick me up from this misery

Someone who would hear my melody

My dream is to see someone good enough to care

But would not suffer with the sickness I bear

James was trying to solve it. Hopefully, he would. He would in no time...

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