Thank you all for you kind reviews…I've decided that I'm happy…wanna know how? Lol..well this might come to a shock so fasten your seatbelts peoples…

I came out of the closet the other day…that's right peoples.. I have decided that I am a lesbian…lol The proof stands right here:

All of my prior boyfriend's with the exception of 2 ((one who is an ass..and the other was way too naïve for my taste)) have turned out either gay or bisexual…

Whenever the girls hang on me at school I tend to get giddy and start acting like Miroku… ((not joke…I get slapped a lot…o.0;; ))

I love hanging out with guys and I am a flirt ((there is no denying that ;.;)) but whenever a guy tried to do anything remotely sexual to me ((with the exception of the occasional groping…I don't really mind that when they are just being perverts…I can't really blame them..I do it too )) I get freaked out and find excuses to run away… In other words…if I guy asks me out I'll say I think about it then ignore them for the next month until they discontinue stalking me… o.0;

The only male that I can think about sexually is Jeff…who has long hair (( as long as mine..about halfway down the back)), looks sorta like me ((people always asked if we were siblings o.0;; ew..)), and was pretty much just a girl with a penis.. ((emotional, stressed out, sang opera…)) and had an unhealthy obsession with Freddy Mercury and The Rocky Horror Picture Show.. ((then again I have an unhealthy obsession with the latter as well hehe…I showed that too him! ))

And I just plain like girls…so there.. I'm a lesbian…I am now on the path of healing..

I hope you all enjoyed that little insight there hehe I enjoyed it quite a lot!

Disclaimer: I do not own Fruits Basket or any of it's characters.

Chapter 5: Forget

Yuki's eyes closed. He let Akito's hands touch him. He remained unflinching. No fear resided in him. Only emptiness. Everything around him was like a void…an unbending void that could never be lifted. His heart sagged dangerously in his chest. He could feel it beating in an uneven way; the steady thumps filled his ears and that was all that he heard. His heart…was beating. It was the only sound…the only feeling that he had. His heart…it was the only thing keeping him here in this miserable existence. He clutched at his chest, no longer seeing, hearing, or even feeling the world around him. Akito was no longer there. Hatori…no one… They were all gone. Figments of his imagination.

Then he remembered. He remembered the times that he spent with Tohru. The smiles, the laughs…she always knew the right thing to say. He could suddenly feel a warm breeze against his ear…"She doesn't really care about you…" Yuki nodded his head…It was true, she didn't really care about him. She had known…she must have known how he felt about her. She did it on purpose. "She was using you to get to Kyo…" He was becoming angry…It really was true. That must be it. How could she not have seen how much he loves her? She was using me! "She may not love you…but I know someone who does…someone who has always loved you…watching you from the shadows…whispering in your ear…someone loves you…but you never heard…It hurts doesn't it? You love someone…and you want them…need them…but they don't see you…they just see another person…another person that exists on the planet…they could never love you back…so they just ignore you…they find someone else…Doesn't it hurt? Can't you feel the pain?" Yuki shook his head…"No…I…I can't feel it…I can't feel anything…nothing exists…there is nothing anymore…I can't remember any feeling……" He tried to remember…but he was unable to…Why couldn't he remember..

The warm whispering continued…seductively entering his thoughts…weaving with his own. Making the whispers part of him. They were no longer just a passing wind…but his conscience…

He didn't know himself anymore but he felt oddly cold…"Why am I so cold?" He whispered to the void…"Why does it feel so cold…it is the only feeling that I remember…?" But now he wasn't cold…there was someone with him. Akito? He felt warm…there was someone who loved him. Was it Akito? He reached out a hand…Akito was there with him. Holding him in a warm embrace. It was so warm…he didn't feel the cold anymore…It was gone…now he was freezing...the warmth was gone again. "Akito.." He whispered. The warmth didn't return. "Akito…" He spoke a bit louder. "AKITO!" Now he was shouting. He was becoming desperate for the warmth.

Akito returned to him. Holding Yuki as he so needed. For an hour Akito held him, until Yuki woke from his hellish trance. Yuki opened his eyes tiredly. They remained half-lidded…he was exhausted…but he felt somewhat relieved. He tightened his embrace with Akito. Akito cared for him…he had just failed to see it. And now, he had someone who cared for him. Yuki failed to remember the treatment that Akito had given him as a child. He didn't remember his fear. That was all gone now. Wiped from his memory like chalk from a blackboard. Akito was there for him now. He felt contented.

Yuki sighed into Akito's chest and started to drift off to sleep.

TO BE CONTINUED…

Yea…btw…I told my mom I was a lesbian…

Me: Mom…I think I'm a lesbian…

Mom: That's fine. I don't think you are but if so…I still love you and support your decision. Hands me her keys

Here's the car.

Me: o.o …