Koji: I constantly write poems everyday. My friend would say "You write poem too much," Heh, well this is Sakura's POV. This chapter is all about angst. There's not much romance in S/S I'm sorry but I'll make it up tomorrow
Weak in my heart
From the first day I see you,
My heart was weak
From day two
It's you I seek
"Meet Syaoran Li from China," I felt like know him but I push that aside. He sat behind Kina, my cousin, and started chatting with her. The next day, I bumped into him and he helped me up
"Thanks,"
"No problem, You're Sakura right?" I nodded slowly
"Kina told about you and she's right, you're really nice. Bye," My heart just jumped, I suddenly fell for him in two days but it felt much longer that that
It's weak in my heart
The day I saw you
Right from the start
And I knew...
Arg! My mind keeps shaking because of Syaoran. It's been two months I have felt this way but I already knew I fell in love with him
I want to keep this in my head
I couldn't stop this feeling but I never say
I love you should have been said
But I didn't want it that way
I came to Syaoran's house and I wanted to say how I felt but halfway there, I knew I shouldn't tell him that. He maybe single but it's only been two months, I know he'll reject me.
This secret is kept in here
Right in my heart
Rolling down my tear
I knew from the start
I was weak in my heart
The next day I saw my cousin kissing Syaoran's cheek. I sighed, I should've...The tears came down and I went to the washroom. I sighed deeply and said to myself
"I'll try....I'll keep this secret," But I know I'll just keep hurting myself
It should have been me
But I didn't care
He's happy
And I know right there
He's happy...
Five months has past and my cousin and Syaoran were still dating. It had been painful to see them together but I pull myself together and I kept the pain inside. He's happy and I shouldn't ruin that...Syaoran if you knew I was thinking then...I love you...
End
Koji: Lot's of drama and pain. Well I wrote this poem of a friend. He's gay and he fell in love with this guy who is straight. He talks to me about it everyday and I could feel the pain that he's going through. Anyways, RR
