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A/N- Thank you all for reviewing and thank you for not taking my poems. And I will remind you since there are at least one poem in every chap:
DO NOT TAKE THE POEMS!...thank you.

Dedicated to Nicky. Nicky I love you with all my heart muah.


No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
(Give up, give in
Check the grin--you're in love)
This scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love
(You're doin' flips
Read our lips: you're in love)

You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
(Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love)

Oh
At least out loud
I won't say I'm in love

Song: I Won't Say (I'm in Love)

Artist: Disney's


Chapter 2

That night Ginny had dreams about telling Harry how she really felt about him. Every single one ended in a different way. Some concluded with she and Harry dating in a sort of a happily ever after ending, like in fairy tales. Then others were more nightmarish then dreamy, Harry and her friendship being destroyed and everything becoming awkward and embarrassing, which was exactly what Ginny was truly terrified of. It was just one severe consequence or perfect ending after another. Some endings were wonderful, ending with a long awaited kiss. But some outcomes were so terrible that she awoke hugging her pillow tightly as if it would vanish into nothing if she let go. This is when Ginny decided to get out her trusty poetry book and wand, as to not disturb her sleeping friends. "Lumos," she whispered, and then she started to write.

"Love is so awkward,
And love is so strange,
Love is so weird,
And full of pain.
But
Love can be happy,
And Love can be fun,
Love can be caring,
When he is the one."

"Nox, I wish he was the one," Ginny said to herself as she put her book and now unlit wand on her night table, and cuddled back into bed with her stuffed cat in a tight embrace. 'Well I just hope I can live with a broken heart because with my luck he does not like me that way and we will stop being friends,' Ginny admitted to herself as a tear slid down her cheek and she fell into another restless sleep.

The next morning Ginny woke up to the sound of scratching on the window. It was her golden owl, Moonglow, which her parents had got her for her 16th birthday, and she had a letter tied to her leg.

Ginny lazily got out of bed and went over to open the window. As she did that Moonglow flew right over her head and landed on Ginny's four poster bed.

"What is that you have there, Moony-girl?" Ginny asked, as she took the piece of parchment off of Moonglow's leg and read it.

Gin,

Hello! I am sorry if I woke you up. Just wanted to remind you that we have quidditch practice at noon. See you then.

Harry

"Fuck! Quidditch! I completely forgot!" Ginny said, looking at her alarm clock that now said 11:00. "Crud, I have only one hour to get ready and eat."

Ginny rushed around trying to get ready and to hide her poetry book so none of her other friends would find it, and see what she wrote. Then she rushed down to the Great Hall to grab a bite to eat before practice.


Ginny ran as fast as she could to the Quidditch pitch. She didn't mean to, but she had spent a while in the Great Hall talking with Sara, Becky, and Kenzi.

"Okay, we are going to learn a new play called…oh Ginny thank you for joining us," said Harry, who was now the new Gryffindor team captain.

"Sorry, I lost track of time," Ginny said, joining her friend, and fellow chaser,
Sam Francè, on the grass.

"Well now that we're all settled, today we are going to learn a new play called the Parkin's Pincer."

All through practice Ginny was distracted and could not concentrate on the game. All She was thinking about was Harry, and how she was going to have to tell him that she liked him.


After practice Ginny went to the lake to think.

'How am I going to tell him how I feel without making things awkward? I am so bad at this. Normally I would go to Sara, but I don't want anyone else to know. I guess I will just have to talk to Becky and Kenzi. Hopefully they can help.'


Ginny went to the dorm room to try to find Kenzi or Becky. To her luck, Kenzi was there sitting on her bed reading, but when Ginny came in she looked up from her book and saw the 'I need help' look that she normally had when she was fighting with people.

"What is it, is everything okay? Oh my God, you told him didn't you!" Kenzi cried.

"No, I need help with trying to tell him," Ginny admitted.

"You mean you are really going to tell him? You're not going to chicken out?" Kenzi asked, astounded.

"Yeah I guess, if I ever figure out how to tell him. I mean I don't want to tell him that I like him, and then find out he does not like me. Then we won't be as close, because everything will be awkward between us," Ginny admitted.

"That won't happen because you are going to tell him, and he will admit to liking you. Then, by the end of the day you two will be going out," Kenzi said very sure of herself.

"Yeah sure Kenzi, whatever you say," Ginny said sarcastically.

"Hey, you are the one who came to me remember?" Kenzi reminded her.

"Yeah, I know. So what should I tell him? How should I tell him? What should I do?"

"Whoa, hold up there! One step at a time. Well, for what you should tell him, you should tell him how you feel. Also tell him in person; don't write him a letter because he might think it's a joke. How…uh…I think you should be like, 'Harry I need to tell you something really important,' then tell him."

"I don't know if I can do that. I mean, I am not very good at telling people my feelings. You know that. That is originally why I started writing poems," Ginny admitted.

"I know, but you have to tell him sooner or later, or like Becky said, 'You are going to burst,'" Kenzi reminded her.

"I know, but I am just so nervous and…"

"Ginny, let's face the facts. You two are always hanging out, you make each other laugh, and let's not forget to mention, you guys have been friends for a long time," Kenzi said, refreshing Ginny's memory.

"Actually we were not really that close of friends till last year. I mean, we were friends, but we hardly hung out. He was always hanging with my brother and Hermione," Ginny informed her.

"Whatever Ginny, at least when you guys start going out you won't go through an awkward faze where you two have to get to know each other," Kenzi exclaimed.

"Well I guess…wait how are you so sure we going to go out?" Ginny asked, curiously.

"I have my ways," Kenzi joked. "How long have you liked him anyway?"

"Well I liked him when I first came to Hogwarts, but not really. I only really started to like him last year," Ginny admitted.

"So you are telling me that every time I asked you if you liked him you lied to me?" Kenzi asked, astounded.

Ginny looked away from Kenzi nervously nodding her head. "I was too nervous to tell anyone, because I did not want him to find out. That is why I just decided to deny it.

"Wait, so that is why you stood up for Helen when we joked that she liked him, because you did not want her to like him," Kenzi figured out.

Ginny nodded again still not looking at Kenzi.

"Aww that is so sweet," Kenzi said. "I can't believe you did not tell anyone till now."

"Well, I don't know we kind of got too close so I did not want to ruin our friendship over what I thought was a stupid little crush," Ginny said, finally looking at Kenzi again.

"Okay so let's get back to how you are going to tell him. Here is what you are going to do…"

A/N-My beta did not check it so all the mistakes are mine because I wanted to get this posted by the time I said I would. Thank you all for understanding how I could not post sooner. I promise the other 2 chaps (yeah I know 2 chaps left this is a short story but I am writing a sequel so it is all good.) and Happy Late Holidays! And for all those who reviewed again I give you a cookie (: :)-my poorly drawn cookie.

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