Dear Diary,
I'm giving up on Jack and all hope that we will ever be together like I wish we could. About a month ago I was trapped on Prometheus and I realized that I wasn't happy. I mean I love what I do for my job but I was only content in my love life because I was waiting for Jack. Now, I see that I probably won't ever be with Jack because of the stupid regs and have to move on.
That would be why I'm seeing someone now. His name is Pete Shannahan and he's a really nice guy, whose a cop. So there's something we have in common, we both fight bad guys although the bad guys that I fight take hosts, have glowing eyes and try to take over the galaxy.
About a week ago Daniel's ex-girlfriend or what ever she was to him, Sara, who was possessed by Osiris, came to earth. To be more specific she came to Daniel's house and while he was asleep she probed his dreams because she wanted him to translate a tablet that told of where the lost city was. In the end Daniel figured it out and didn't tell her anything but we, Sg-1, got into a fire fight with Osiris.
Earlier that day Pete and I got into a fight and come to find out he had been following me all day. He ended up at the fire fight with Osiris and got shot by something, I'm not sure what. It could have been pieces of the truck that blew up but anyway I promised him that if he made it I would tell him everything. So now he knows about the Stargate program and that my bad guys either try to take over the galaxy by taking hosts or try to take over the galaxy by eating every thing and adapting to our defenses.
I just hope that nothing happens to him now that he knows what I do. I know I sound like a super hero who's afraid that her boyfriend will be killed by the bad guys and well that's how I feel. I mean every other man that has known about the Stargate and has loved me has died. Although the man I love isn't dead, he's just out of reach so he may as well be dead where this matter is concerned. I just don't want anything to happen to Pete because I think I love him.
Major Samantha Carter
A/N: It may seem like I'm just retelling the eps that are in these chapters and in a way I am but I have to in order to get Sam's feelings out. I mean that's how I'd write a diary if I had one. Anyway tell me what you think. I know I'm blazing threw 6&7 but I really want to get to 8 so that's why I'm going so fast. I may stop with 8 and not carry on to sesaon 9. I'm not sure as of yet. So R&R
