Disclaimer: I do not own Harry potter and never will,All though I do own a rock and a string. I don't technically own the rock because I stole that. But oh well I own it now.
Harry rose his wand and started to say the hex "Avada-" a stern but familiar voice filled the room.
"expalomus! HARRY STOP THIS AT ONCE!"
Harry's wand flew out of his hand and across the floor then he slowly turned his head.
"Professor Lupin is that you?"
"Yes Harry it is me. What the do you think your doing?" Lupin asked with a stern voice.
"I was trying to kill Vernon here, until you burst in and knocked my wand out of my hand."
Lupin walked over to Harry's wand and picked it up.
"This will be going to Dumbldore and you will be coming with me back to Grimmauld place."
"Fine this place was getting me annoyed."
"Get out of my house!" Vernon yelled at the top of his lungs like he was holding all his anger in and finally letting it out. "Get out Now!."
"I am, you Jackass." Harry replied. Harry ran up to his room, threw open the door. Lupin followed. Harry threw his trunk on the bed and started to pack in silence. Lupin had noticed all his cloths were black, but said nothing. He knew it was hard for harry what happened in the past year. They said nothing to each other the whole ride. It was a awkward silence the whole time.
When they got to Grimmauld place, there was nobody their. Every once in a while people would come and go from the order, it was quiet. Even the paintings were silent. Harry went up to the room where Ron and him once slept. He walked in and shut the door behind him. There was still two beds in the room and Harry threw his trunk on one and fell onto the other. He was trying to control his anger but it didn't help much. Vernon yelling at him made him go berserk , then Lupin dis-sides to drop in. 'What the hell did Sirius tell him I would do something stupid if he ever died. Is there people still watching me? Why do I care, I will never know. Its all Dumbledors fault' Harry thought long and hard he was very confused, and annoyed. He was still angry as hell and could not take it. He got up from the bed and walked over to his trunk. He opened it wide and dug to the bottom to a secret pocket in the trunk. He took out a small silver razor blade and sat on the edge of his bed. He pulled up his sleeve revealing scars, some were new, some were old. Harry found a clear spot and presses down hard, the blood started to drip. All the Sudden Lupin came into the room.
"Harry what do you think your doing?" Lupin asked cautiously. Harry pulled the razor from his arm and threw it into his trunk like a basketball, and pulled his sleeve down over it. He looked at the floor and just spaced out.
"Well Harry I would like a answer." Lupin said in a stern voice this time.
"Fuck it, I cant hide it anymore, I am a bloody cutter."Harry said scared of what Lupin's reaction might be.
"But why Harry?" Lupin said stepping slowly towards him.
"I don't know, it just makes me feel better." Harry replied without any emotion in his voice. Lupin walked closer to him and kneeled in front of him. He grabbed Harry's arm hard. Harry tried to pull his arm away but couldn't. Lupin pushed up Harry's sleeve revealing 15 to 20 scars. Lupin gasped and backed away.
"Well you wanted to see them...Lupin..."
"Yes but I did not think there was that many."
"Lupin there scars from all the pain I go threw. This is what I do, because I do not know any other way to deal with it."
"Then you can talk to me Harry. I am here for you."
"You don't understand. No one dose. A MAD MAN WANTS TO KILL ME, THE CLOSEST FATHER PERSON I EVER HAD DIED, A BOY DIED RIGHT IN MY HANDS, AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF I HAVE TO SAVE THIS FUCKING WORLD FROM THE FUCKING MAD MAN THAT WANTS TO KILL ME AND ALREADY KILLED MY PARENTS." At this point Harry was standing up and yelling at the top of his lungs. He fell to his knees on the floor and began to cry uncontrollably.
A.N.
This next scene is not a gay scene. Lupin is just a touchy feel kind of guy.
Lupin walked over to Harry and kneeled on the floor next to him. He put Harry into his arms like a hug and rubbed his back. He said softly to Harry...
"Harry its ok, I am here for you. You can talk to me."
"You wont understand, just like the others."
"Oh but Harry I do. You might have lost your parents and your god father but I lost my friends. I loved them just as much as you did Harry. Maybe even more. Your mother was the nicest person ever to me and Sirius was like a brother and James he was my best friend, he was also like a brother to me. I loved them. When I was little I had people chasing after me, because I am a werewolf. I hated being me, I wished I was just a normal wizard but I wasn't, I was different. There were many times I wanted to give up but I couldn't."
"Why not?" asked Harry. The tears were starting to stop.
"If I gave up on them right then and there... I knew I would hurt the people I loved very much, and they loved me very much. They gave me the power to keep living because they were there for me." Lupin replied looking at Harry like he was the only reason he could live. The tears finally stopped and Harry was rubbing his face dry.
"But who is there for me? I have nobody..." Harry said surprising Lupin.
"Harry you have me, and the Weasley's, and Hermione, Harry we all love you and if something ever happens to you we would be devastated."
Harry and Lupin stood up. Harry gave Lupin a hug and said
"Professor Lupin, thank you."
"Thank you for what Harry? I didn't do anything"
"Yes you did, for just being there for me and listening to me and telling me you understand me. No one ever did that before."
"Oh Harry stop saying that stuff. What kind of friend do you think I would be to Lilly James and Sirius, if I abandoned you when you most needed me."
"I guess not a very good one" Harry pulled out of the hug and started to smile up at Lupin. Lupin looked dawn at Harry and said
"Harry I love you and whenever you need me I will always be there for you. Just you have to promise me one thing..."
"And what might that be Lupin?"
"You are never to cut again, for any reason at all. Do you promise me that?"
"Um-... Ok Professor Lupin I promise."
"Good Harry. Lets go out somewhere ok would you like that?"
"Very much professor."
"Can I ask you something Harry?"
"Yes."
"Why did you call me lupin before and professor now?"
"I do that to people sometimes when I am really pissed at them. Sorry for being so rude to you."
"No its ok Harry. I just wanted to know why the sudden change? You can call me Lupin if you prefer."
"No I like professor for a reminder of all the good times I had in your class."
Lupin smiled at harry and walked out of the room with Harry following close behind. They went to Hogsmade and had Butter beers, They laughed and talked about everything. The made jokes and spent quality time together. Harry forgot about everything bad that day and was laughing! He hadn't done that in a while, and it felt good. That night he had no bad Dreams at all and remembered all of the good times he had with Ron and Hermione. He was actually smiling...
A.N.
Hello everybody this is my second chapter of The Un-perfect Boy In The Un-perfect World. I really hope you like it. I have to give big thanks to my friend Jackie for correcting it. I Love you very much. The third chapter is going to be a bit long but it will get funny. Especially in the later chapters. Well R&R please i love you all thank you very much. .
