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Wanted Loneliness
: Chapter 4
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The lady shook the girl in her back seat trying to wake her up; she opened her eyes tiredly. "Hello," The middle-aged woman greeted, "What's your name?"
The girl looked through the lady, "It doesn't matter." She croaked.
"Of course it does."
The girl shook her head.
"But I want to help you." The lady said kindly.
The girl snapped angrily, "NO! I don't need your help! I don't need anyone!" Tears started to form and her voice toned down, "I don't even need myself," she held her hands over her face in a sign that she was crying, "I just want to be alone!" The girl sobbed. The lady smiled, "I'm here." Tear-filled eyes looked up at the smiling lady who spoke again, "I'm Ossara, what's your name?"
'The last time I trusted someone they sold me out. It doesn't matter now…' The girl half-heartedly spoke, "Sango."
"Okay Sango, we're at my home. Come let's go, we'll get you all fixed up."
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"Ma'am?" A man clad in a butler's uniform called, "Yes?" She replied.
"I have just finished speaking with the doctor and she has informed me that the young girl that you brought home is in bad shape. She has countless wounds everywhere assorting from cuts to bruises to three broken rib bones and a sprained wrist. She also has not eaten for at least three days."
Ossara looked out the window with concern, "Her injuries?"
"They aren't serious ma'am, they'll probably heal over a month's time."
"Was she cleaned?"
"Yes ma'am."
"Where is she?"
"She is being fed at the moment, if you wish to see her she is in the main dining room." The man bowed and held out his palm towards the dining room. Ossara looked towards the door less and vast room to see a broken young girl in bandages refusing to eat. The sigh was heartbreaking, 'She's so young… What happened?' She nodded, "Yes I will be on my way."
Just then a guy walked through the main entrance, walked to the lady, and gave her a hug, "Hey mom, I heard you're cooking tonight. I'll be back in a couple of hours- wouldn't want to miss you almost burn down the kitchen." He chuckled, "It's fucking hilarious." Ossara kept quiet; maybe her son didn't know that it wasn't the time to make jokes. He didn't get a comment back so he followed her gaze to the dining room. He smirked at the sight of a girl, "Wow, you bought me a gift?"
He pushed it too far, "How dare you?!!" He frowned noticing that his mother was angry, "Women are not for sale!"
"Some of them are." He answered back.
She glared at him, "Okay! Okay! I was just kidding! Come on mom don't be such a hag!" He grinned, "I have to get going! See you dinner!" He dashed out of her sight before she could say anything else.
Ossara walked into the dining room and sat on a chair next to Sango, "Why do you not to eat?" Her eyes remained tedious, "Because I do not deserve your food. You kindness is already too much… Filth such as me shouldn't be treated this well."
"Don't forget," She stood up, "you only think that, it isn't true. Now eat." Sango looked up at her, she sounded like a mother, she sounded like her mother- her dead mother. Sango inwardly- only very slightly, smiled. She lifted the chopsticks and started eating. Ossara smiled, "There, that wasn't so hard. When you're finished I want you to go to bed and we'll sort everything out tomorrow in the morning- or when you wake up, I wouldn't want to bother you." The woman made he way to the exit but stopped halfway, "Oh and Sango?"
"Yes?"
"How old are you?"
"Fifteen."
"Oh no…" Ossara looked at her and a few of the maids that were there giggled, "Is there something wrong?" Sango asked as the lady thought differently. "No, no, everything's fine."
"Ma'am?"
"Yes?"
Sango closed her eyes and let tears fall, "Thank you." The lady smiled, "No problem."
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"Oh really? Okay. I'll take care of everything." The police officer put down the phone and turned back to the two ladies that sat on different seats, he frowned, "Sango…" He paused, "We have to take you."
"What?" The older lady asked. "Ma'am, she ran away from her guardian. She isn't of legal age to be without one, meaning we have to take her back." Ossara looked at the younger girl, there had to be a way why such a behaved girl would do something like that, "Is he correct?" The lady asked.
Sango chocked and said softly, "She'll kill me…"
Ossara obviously heard what she said, "WHAT?!" Shock ran through her veins.
The officer looked at the two, "What's going on?"
"Sango! You need to tell us what happened!" Sango didn't want to, she was scared, but there was so much pressure. "Please."
Sango opened her mouth, "My parents died and I had to live with my aunt. But she hated me and abused me everyday. One early evening she chased me around the house with a knife. I ran away and rode the train to Tokyo to find my aunt for help. I had money and I was off to a good start when everything turned around and and…" She couldn't keep it in any longer, all the memories racing in her mind. She cried, Ossara walked over to her and hugged her, "It's okay…"
"Well if this is true, we'll just need evidence and you'll be able to transfer guardians." The officer said.
"Evidence?! Look at her!"
"Then I'll see what I can do ma'am."
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Sango sat on the grass by Ossara's large pool; she had now only seen how enormous the mansion really was. As soon as she had stepped out she had practically stood gawking. She sighed; though she was finally getting the help she needed- there would always be the mark that scarred her for the rest of her life.
Her had shakily touched her thigh; she didn't even want to count how many different men have been in her. But no matter how much she didn't want to- it haunted her. She wanted to lose her innocence to someone that cared for her- a man that loved her. She shut her eyes tight. No! No longer will there be a prince charming for her! No longer will she be able to dream! No longer will she be happy…
She opened her watery eyes and looked at one of her bandaged covered hands. Taking off the white materials she looked at the first marks that her own blood left her. With her other hand she ran a finger lightly through it- Zandrine left her with physical pain. When she left- she experienced more than she had gotten to begin with. It was official, the world hated her- she even hated herself.
Death, abuse, insults, burns, cuts, bruises, exploitation, rape, larceny, unclean, starvation- she was Cruelty's toy…
Filth- that was what she was. She didn't deserve anything, nothing! She didn't even deserve death- her whole world closed down. There no longer was a Sango, just a filthy girl too broken to be fixed.
"Umm… May I help you?" A voice interrupted her thoughts. She didn't turn around and not one word came out of her mouth. "Okay…" She heard footstep walking away.
The person whom owned the voice walked up to a maid, "Who's the girl in the back?"
"Oh that's miss Sango."
"Huh?"
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A knock came form the door, "Sango? Can I come in?" Ossara asked knocking at Sango's opened bedroom door. Sango nodded and the older lady walked in, "Feeling better?" Sango didn't reply and Osara continued, "Well… The police said that they'll check with your previous guardian tomorrow. But I wanted to talk to you about your other aunt. You said that she lives in Tokyo- here, and I'd like to help you." Sango turned to face her.
The lady smiled, "Well so far all I know is that she's a lawyer… Do you know her name?" Sango nodded, but Ossara didn't want to make her talk if she didn't feel like it so she'd just have to guess. "Okay, well I do know a lawyer that really looks like you- same face structure, same eye color, and same hair. She has two sisters and two brothers- and she is an aunt." It was all sounded too familiar to the younger girl; Ossara just had to say her name so Sango could find out if it was her aunt or not.
"Zana… Do you know her?"
Sango nodded.
Ossara's grin grew broader, "She's a very good friend of mine, she's one of my son's godmothers, and she's also my lawyer." Sango couldn't believe it- she didn't technically find her aunt herself, she was helped. Sango faintly smiled.
"And…" The lady wasn't just finished, "She lives around here…" Ossara sighed, "But I doubt she's home right now, I'll schedule something." She stood up, "Come Sango, dinner's waiting."
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After a few minutes of quiet eating for Sango, with Ossara too busy with phone calls to even look at her food. According to the lady she had said that her husband has been gone for a few days and will not be back for another two months due to business, leaving her with her just her two sons and the maids and butlers- they too were part of her family even though they aren't connected in blood.
"Fuck! I'm fucking hungry! And!" A male voice called out from the living room, he walked into the dining room and looked at Sango, it was the same girl he saw by the pool earlier, "I'm suspended for two days." He toned down, "Jeez… Just because you skip detention they'll be freakin' attacking you. Stupid fuckers…" He plopped down on a chair, "So what's for dinner?"
"Good night to you too." Ossara hung up the phone and glared at the guy, "Well, it's not my fault you're a completely dumb- you obviously didn't get it from me. Sometimes I wonder if I adopted you and then hit my head and forgot. But dear, don't start taking your anger out on people who don't even know what's going on- do you understand?"
The guy frowned, "I was just joking, mom- you don't have to be so mean." Ossara glared at her son. "What did I do?"
"Ahem." She cleared her throat, "Do I have to remind you of your manners?"
"Oh yeah, opps! And you just did." He turned to Sango, "Hey! I'm Kohaku, sup?" Sango just nodded and he whistled, "Okay… Ignored again…"
"Sango." She choked.
He nodded, but was still confused. "Yeah." He said before silence rose in the dining room. Ossara broke the silence, "Kohaku, where is your brother?" He shrugged, "I don't know. Fucking? Someone? Somewhere? He's clearly isn't here so I don't know."
"I see…" she trailed, "Whatever…"
"Or maybe he's just with the guys."
Ossara scoffed, "I said I don't care."
"Oww, that hurt- nah. Besides I didn't even ask if you cared." Said another male voice from the entrance of the dining room. He looked at his brother and nodded once before looking at his mother smiled at her with a mocking smile and then to Sango who kept her gaze down to her food.
Just for the kicks of making his mother angry he tilted his head towards Sango with a smirk, causing his brother and mother to look at the raven-haired girl, "My present?"
Ossara fumed as both her sons chuckled- they both knew that there was going to be a lecture.
Anyways, yeah… Sorry if that was boring. But yeah…
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