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Wanted Loneliness
: Chapter 8
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"So? So? So? What happened? What happened? What happened?" Kohaku questioned repeatedly and practically begged to know.
Sango could care less about what happened, but she didn't want anybody getting mad at anybody.
"So what'd you guys talk about?" Kohaku smiled, but then frowned, "Did he say something bad?"
"No, he was just asking what my name was again." She fibbed. She might have felt like dirt but she seriously didn't like lying.
Kohaku raised an eyebrow, "That's it?" He watched as Sango nodded before continuing, "Shit, you really must have had a stale time. I'll figure out a way to make it up to you."
Sango wondered if he was just being nice to her out of pity or if he was just normally nice.
Kohaku noticed Sango's expression. She was more depressed than she usually was. "What's wrong?"
"I was just thinking…"
He sighed, "About what?" When he realized what he just asked he quickly stated, "But you don't have to answer that if you don't want to."
"My aunt. I really wouldn't have mind living with her if she didn't hate me. I just want to know why."
Kohaku smirked, "Well Aunt Zana is supposed to be the one that's going to tell you this but who cares? I'm going to tell you first."
"How do you know?"
"I know things." He looked up at the sky, "If you would've stayed longer at the table they would've told you too."
"Okay… Can you tell me?"
He nodded, "Well you do know that the three of them went to the same college where your mom and dad met right? Here's what happened. At the moment, your two aunts had boyfriends and your mom was single. Well Aunt Zana being Aunt Zana found a boyfriend for your mom, but they hooked up before Aunt Zana found out that your other aunt was only going out with her current boyfriend to make your dad jealous. See your other aunt liked your dad but he told her that he liked someone else. So your mom and other aunt were in an argument. Your other aunt was mad at your mom, but they forgave each other in the next hour. But your aunt still kindda liked your dad. Then bam! Your mom got pregnant with you."
"That's it?"
"No I'm not done." Kohaku looked down, "This morning when we went to school Aunt Zana went to go visit your other aunt to get her arrested—your grandma was there too. Aunt Zana said that she couldn't understand why her sister did something so violent. She said that nobody in the family knew that she hated you except you but they didn't listen because they thought it was just in your head. Because out of the three your aunt was the sweetest, the one all over you when you were a baby, the one easiest to manipulate."
Sango was confused, "What?"
"Aunt Zana told us that your aunt didn't always hate you, it only happened when she did drugs. When she kept doing drugs she told Aunt Zana and your grandma that she remembered how your mom betrayed her but she blamed everything on you. And she said something messed that I'm not going to say, the police came and arrested her. Then Aunt Zana saw a picture on the table, it was a picture of your aunt and her last boyfriend. Aunt Zana called him and at that point your grandmother was crying so hard that she couldn't ask him any questions. Your aunt's boyfriends said that he only broke up with her a week ago because she was too addicted to drugs. After that Aunt Zana said that she'll be sending your aunt into rehab. Your grandma, Aunt Zana, and your aunt's boyfriend all agree that she wasn't the same person they knew and that hopefully you'll see it that way."
Sango gave a small smile.
Kohaku noticed this and practically jumped, "Sango you're smiling!" He grinned, "A real smile!"
Sango nodded, "Kohaku I've been through a lot and with that small turn-around I have to be at least a little happy.
"Zana! Sara! Come out here and look!" Kohaku boomed.
Zana and Ossara rushed outside thinking something was wrong, "What happened?"
"Sango's happy."
The two of them eyed Kohaku suspiciously, "What did you do?'
Kohaku pouted, "Why am I always the bad guy? But that's not my point. Okay, I told Sango what happened today Aunt Zana and I think she likes the idea."
The two of them looked at Sango, "Do you?" They watched as she nodded and the two of them smiled.
"Don't worry about anything; I'll take care of it." Zana assured, "But are you still mad at her?"
Sango sighed, "She's still family. I already lost two, why would I want to lose another?"
…
Sango looked around the cafeteria holding her tray of food. All the tables were occupied and she knew nobody that she could sit with. She thought that maybe there would be less people at the tables outside. As soon as she walked out the door she knew that she was so wrong. There were even more people outside. Everyone was socializing and enjoying themselves. If she was her old self and she was in another school she would've marched right up to anybody and introduced herself. But she was a brand new Sango, and nothing near improvement.
But she was standing there too long. She could hear Kohaku's voice calling her, "Hey Sango! Come kick back with us."
She looked at him and saw him coming. She remembered what Miroku had told her earlier and quickly turned around, opened the door, and walked back inside the cafeteria. She knew that he'd come in and get her so she looked around. She had no where to go. Just then she noticed the boxed trashcan with a part of the front that swings in and out like they have in fast food restaurants. She walked to the other side of it and sat down holding her food close so that he couldn't see it. Just then she heard the door open and as she thought so, Kohaku came in.
He looked around but it was no use. "Man Sango, where'd you go?" He mumbled to himself. After a while he gave up and walked back outside.
Once Sango heard him walk out she stood up. There was seriously no place for her to sit. She looked around again before finally deciding that she would go sit out in the hallway.
The raven-haired girl walked out the cafeteria and into the empty hallway. She walked away from the door and sat down on the floor with her back leaning on the cold wall. She picked up her spoon and started to eat.
She wouldn't have left Kohaku but Miroku was right. He had gone up to her in the morning…
"Hey, Sango you wouldn't mind if you keep what happened between you and me at Kouga's house just between you and me? Right?" He coaxed her.
Sango nodded.
"Good. You have to excuse me because I was really drunk and besides it would just be weird if people found out that I was with you. I mean I barely even know you. So are we cool?"
Sango nodded. He could make up as much excuses as he wants; she knew that he wanted her to stay away so that a 'freak' wouldn't ruin his reputation.
Sango thought back, Kohaku was too nice she didn't want his rep. to get ruined.
She sighed and looked at her watch, two more minutes until the bell rings. She got up and walked back into the cafeteria to get rid of the rest of her food and to put away her tray.
After she was done, she walked back to the hallway, by then the bell rang. She walked to her next class but nobody was there yet—no teacher, no students. She looked forward and saw the stairs. She walked up the stairs one floor and walked around for a while, after a few minutes she walked back to her class. She stopped at the floor and noticed Kohaku waiting outside her class talking to somebody.
She stood there waiting for him to leave but the halls were getting clearer and soon he would be able to see her. She moved to the side and hid behind the lockers. Just then the late bell rang and class officially started, but Kohaku still stood there.
Kohaku looked around and looked through the small window on the door. Sango wasn't inside and he didn't see her pass by. He pulled out his cell phone and scanned through, once he found Sango's schedule he looked at the number on the door it definitely was her class.
Sango watched as Kohaku's face expression changed before he stomped off. That wasn't good. Kohaku was mad, or at least annoyed. She felt bad for what happened but it was for his own good.
…
"Good afternoon ma'am." The maid greeted as Sango walked in her Aunt's house.
"Good afternoon to you too."
The older lady spoke again, "Oh, Madam Zana will not be coming home today because of work and Madam Ossara stated that you stay at her house for the night."
Sango nodded, "Okay. But I thought my aunt is just a big time lawyer, why is she so busy?"
"Well she is a very busy lawyer and she runs her own businesses."
"Oh… But if she's getting all this money, what is she doing with it? She doesn't have kids."
"That's what I tell her and she just laughs and tells me that she's too busy for kids. But let's just hope that she doesn't mean that. Madam Ossara knows that as well too, and her children. Such lovely children, Master Kohaku and Master Miroku, they have gotten Madam Zana into many dates but she just can't seem to stay to one." The older lady changed the subject, "But ma'am, we should get going, Madam Ossara is waiting for you. Come, come, I'll drive you there."
Sango shook her head, "It's alright, and I feel like walking."
"Are you sure?"
Sango nodded, left her bag with the lady and walked out the door. She was greeted with a nice breeze and she started walking.
It would be a pretty long walk. The whole place was like a subdivision for like rich people. A very large patch of land subdivided into many large estates. Sango still had to walk through her aunt's gate, which was pretty far from her house and then walk to Aunt Sara's gate then up to her house.
Her so called trip took her about twenty minutes and she was greeted by the maids in the garden.
Sango walked into the house and gasped, "Oh! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to! I'm sorry." She apologized looking down.
Kohaku got up, "Sango! Don't mind that." He picked up his girlfriend's shirt off the floor and tossed it to her as she caught it with one arm and covered herself with her other.
Sango refused to look up and started for the door again, but Kohaku wasn't going to go for it again. He quickly got in front of her and blocked her from exiting. "I'll go around." She said trying to get around him.
"No, Sango what's up?" He said getting worried about her.
She shook her head refusing to say anything and it was getting on someone's nerves.
"Kohaku." Kanna called out.
He looked at his girlfriend, "Yeah?"
"Should I leave?"
Kohaku bit his lip, "Kanna, don't. We shouldn't have been making out like that on the couch where anyone can see us anyways. I just have to talk to my cousin."
Kanna scoffed, "Well I'll just excuse myself." She said not liking that fact that they were disturbed, "When you two are done 'cousining', you can call me."
"Kanna can you just for a little while?"
"Don't go." Sango finally spoke up. "I'll leave, you two continue what you were doing, I won't bother you guys anymore."
Kanna rolled her eyes, "Okay then why are you still here?"
Kohaku looked at her, "Kanna…" He trailed wondering why she was so snappy.
Sango felt even worse, she was giving Kohaku and his girlfriend problems. She turned around and trying to find the shortest way to another exit. She began to walk when Kohaku grabbed her elbow, "Sango, stay, I still need to talk to you."
"Urgh!" Kanna moaned, "That's it! I'm gone!"
"What's wrong?" Kohaku asked, trying to keep up with the two.
"Listen Kohaku, you cancelled my date with you just so that you can hang out with your cousin—I was okay with that. But then when she bails on you, you come to me, and now that she's here you bail on me. What the fuck do I look like! A fucking back up plan! I'm your damn girlfriend!" She pulled her keys out of her bag and walked out the door, slamming it behind her. The main entrance was pretty big and Kohaku couldn't block both of them.
Kohaku opened the door again and watched as his girlfriend angrily storm into her car and quickly drove off, "Kanna…" He slowly closed the door and turned to Sango.
She was still looking down. Kohaku put his hand under her chin and brought her head up so that he could see her. She was crying, "I'm sorry Kohaku. I shouldn't have come."
"She's gone already; the least you could do is tell me why you've been avoiding me." He tried not to get angry, "What did I do?"
Sango nodded—she felt like so bad about what happened, "I'm bad for your reputation so I stayed away."
Kohaku sighed, "Sango, don't listen to them…" He wrapped his arms around her and gave her a long comforting hug, allowing her to cry on his bare chest.
As soon as she stopped crying he slowly pulled her away and looked down at her, "Better?"
"Not really, how about your girlfriend?"
He grinned, "Nah, I think she was just sexually frustrated. I mean I just have to get her a bunch of flowers tomorrow and everything's going to be okay." He frowned and changed the subject, "Who told you about the reputation thing?"
"Why?"
"Because it's dumb."
Sango looked around.
Well yeah that's chapter 8. Hopefully you guys still remember the story, but it's only been three months. I mean sometimes people don't update until like a year.
But yeah I'm really sorry because I do get busy and when I update I do it in a circle. Which ever fic is on the bottom at my profile will the next to update. But one of then is on hiatus so ignore the last one. But maybe if I update two more fics I might finally update that one.
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