By: LandonLover
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Peyton battles her own demons.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything pertaining to One Tree Hill. If I did, James- aka Nathan -would be magically transported to my bed every time he's not working. ;)
Warning: Contains drug abuse and strong language.
Spiraling into the pit of despair.
Wipe your nose – no one can see.
Continue down the road to Hell.
Go on, you know you want to.
Everyone always leaves.
You think they want to be around you?
Your mom, your dad, Jake.
You don't deserve happiness.
You don't deserve love.
You just want to feel...normal.
Does it feel good, killing your body?
Go on, wipe your nose.
No one wants to see.
What will happen when you hit rock bottom?
Will you change?
Probably not – why would you?
No one's there; no one wants you.
Did you expect them to?
You drive people away.
They see you and want to run.
Go on, run the red light.
Maybe this time you'll get hit.
Do you think it will end your pain?
Why not try it and see.
Yes, take the hit.
It won't numb the pain.
It's a different pain.
Go on, take it.
Oh no, here he comes.
NO!
He wasn't supposed to come back.
SHIT! STUPID FUCKER! LEAVE! SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU!
I almost had her and YOU have to come back!
NO! Take the drugs! It's the only way you feel!
TAKE THEM!
