Why do you keep loving me?"

Disclaimer: J.K Rowling wrote the books not me. I don't own anything. Except the characters I made up.

Authors Note: This chapter has sex in it, just a warning don't read if you don't want to it.

Chapter Thirteen: Their Love

She couldn't just lie there she got up and crept into the boys dorm'. They were all asleep so Lily quietly crept into bed with James. He woke up though and saw Lily.

"Hey." He said smiling. "Mmmm I really love waking up and seeing you. "

"Thanks. Listen James I heard about what you did when I fainted and I just wanted to give you this." She kissed him. She really loved him and she was scared of what might happen but excited at the same time. James was clearly enjoying the kiss as he started to put his hand up her top. He rested one hand on her stomach and the other was playing with the straps on her top.

He so badly wanted her and lily didn't have the will power to stop him. He lifted the top over her head and she smiled at him he was grinning too and he started kissing her again. She felt so bad but she loved every minute, screw marriage. Lily began to lift James top up when he stopped for a second.

"Lily are you sure?"

"I'm sure but I just think it's weird because I mean your best friends are like a metre away from here."

"Yeah I know. Do you want to go somewhere else?" he asked timidly.

"Yeah come on." She put her top back on and James took her hand and led her through the castle. He took her to the corridor on the second floor and stood by a picture of a lake. He whispered, "Lily pond," into it and it turned into a door.

"This is the only place not on our map. It's only for marauders." He led her inside and inside was an entire common room. It led to a bedroom and a study and bathroom.

"It's amazing James." She took his hand then. She knew what was about to happen and she wanted it so bad. She led him to the bedroom and took off his shirt this time. She stared up at him and he lay a sweet kiss on her lips. James pulled off her top and bra and brought him over to the bed. She kissed him passionately and licked her tongue along his bottom lip he opened his mouth giving him entrance. He was on top on her and he was undoing her trousers he stroked her tummy for a second

"You're sure?"

"I'm sure James."

She reached down and undid his trousers feeling his erection already underneath his boxers. He kicked his trousers off and then unbuttoned her jeans. She felt nervous but carried on knowing she wanted this. She pulled her trousers down and let him slide her knickers down before she kicked them off her feet. He then gently pulled his boxers down. She gasped when she saw him fully naked. This was the first time she'd ever seen a naked man and her cheeks blushed red. He tilted her head up and kissed her softly teasing his tongue into her mouth. She let him and kissed him back. She tried not to jump when he rubbed his hand against her breast. She shuddered but she liked it so she carried on kissing him using her own hands to run them through his hair. He groaned obviously liking it and she smiled and ran her hands up his back. He gently moved his hands from her chest down to her butt. He was breathing heavily.

"Lily I want you so bad." Lily looked into his eyes and saw his lust for her.

"I want you too." She said and to show this she moved her hand down and gently grabbed him to show him how much. His breath got a lot faster and even though Lily was inexperienced he was still obviously enjoying what she was doing. Slowly he got up and rested his weight on his elbows he kissed her on the lips.

"Lils this being your first time it will hurt a bit okay?"

"Yeah I know," she replied. He parted her legs and leant down until the tip was resting just above her. He then pushed in and entered her. She gasped. It did hurt but as he stroked in and out the pain turned the pleasure. He carried on doing it until Lily gasping for breathe came around him. The feeling of her orgasm made James come and he pulled out collapsing on the bed next to her. They both lay there breathing lightly in each others arms until they feel asleep.