This is a songfic on the two songs 'easier to run' and 'run away' both by linkin park! WOO! Its from Jet Link's POV as he slowly slips into insanity. will the love of Albert Bering him back or will he turn into a reincarnation of Freddy Krueger? in-of-the-joy! I'm in a really depressed state of mind at the moment and I have no idea why? So I shelt take it out on the Cyborgs, HA! that will teach Jet too try and steel my CDs! (starts mumbling about how stupid Jet's music is.)
Easier to run.
Its easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
Its so much easier to go
then face all this pain here all alone...
I looked out the grimy window of my second story apartment, my heart sinking. Regret filled my mind as I remembered my old friends, their happy faces and their laughter, why do I have the feeling of sadness fill me when ever I'm away from them? I mean their happier now...aren't they? I know the 004 is, it was his idea that I leave, in the same words he used.
"Look 002 if you don't like what's going on you can just leave!"
And I did. I don't think he believed that I had left for the first few days, 009's letters told that he was really deep in depression often saying that if I died out here he'd never forgive himself but I don't care...I think.
Something has been taken
from deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
no one can ever see
wounds so deep the never show
they never go away
like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they've played...
It's been a week since I left, 009 still sends letters of his concern of mine and Albert's state of mind, he says we're just as bad as each other that we're both too stubborn for our good. I don't care any more, I've stopped writing back to him, I don't need to be told about how Albert's sad, I DON'T FUCKING NEED IT! Why does 009 think that I need to know this, does he think that putting all the guilt on me will bring me back? Does he think that it will get me to come back, well I wont! No... wait I will go back and see just how unhappy he will be after my return...
If I could change I would
take back all pain Would
retrace every wrong that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would...
(Jets crying) Okay, okay you can let me out now, its dark in here and I need out! (Jet screams) LET ME OUT! This room is tearing me apart, its silent walls, its hollow creaks and groans...
Sometimes I remember
the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories
i wish didn't have
sometimes i think of letting go
and never looking back
and never moving forward so
there would never be a past...
"I'M BACK!" I yelled down the hallway.
009's beady little eyes reached me, a smile on his lips. I smirked, oh how fun this will be.
"Hey 009."
"Jet y-you haven't called me that for ages, why have you called me that now?"
"Oh no resin, sweet."
009's eyes followed me gently as I walked into the lounge. 007 was reading a huge book, on the it said '1001 famous poems' oh how interesting, 003 was walking around with little 001 in her arms, she looked at me suddenly, I saw something in her eyes that made me jump.
"002, your back." She said breathlessly as she thrust 001 into 008's arms, he stabled slightly as she did so, 001 letting out a squeak as he looked at me. (Note: 001 had read his thoughts and saw the black abyss of insanity in there.)
she raced towards me, she hugged me tightly, what on god's death ridden earth was she doing? Did she like me or something? (Note: yes she did, his absence had created a dark hole in her heart and she felt deep longing for him.)
Just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending I don't feel misplaced
is so much easier than change
Its easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
Its so much easier to go
then face all this pain here all alone
Well what did you think? R&R!
