Ok guys well here is my latest story. I'm not going to tell you the characters which are in this for now because It will ruin the prologue. I will only tell you that this is a love story and it's being written with all my heart and soul. I hope you enjoy it.
Lots of Love and Brightest Blessings – Arien
XxX
My Heartfelt Tale
Chapter 1: Prologue
From the beginning I have always watched him, from tiny glances when he is likely to notice, to long gazes when he is occupied with something else, sometimes I have even met his eyes, and smiled in a friendly way to avoid suspicion. From the beginning I have always loved him, at least, as far as I can remember that is how it was. Most importantly from the beginning I have always needed him, always longed for him, so much that it fells like sometimes my heart is breaking.
Everything about him is so beautiful, the way he laughs, the way he makes me laugh, his hair and the feel of it through my fingers when I braid it when he asks me to. He always said I braided far more beautifully then Eanaendil did. But what did it matter if Eana could not braid like I can. It did not mean his love for her is any less.
Yet he confuses me so. His loving gestures towards Eana always seem so perfect and so true, but then the way he touches me and talks to me, just tiny things – They almost make me believe that he loves me back as much as I love him. I do not think he has any idea how much I care about him, but then why would he, I have never given him any reason to believe that I care for him any more then a good friend would.
The truth is – I am a coward, too afraid to tell him my true feelings. I should have told him in the beginning, when I first knew, and that has been my greatest mistake, my greatest downfall. Because of that I really do think I have ruined my chances of ever being happy. Truly happy anyway. Anthandol does make me happy. He makes me laugh, and smile when I'm with him. Yet as soon as I'm away from him I feel this burning ache in my heart when I think about Glory. Like it is so empty that it's closing in on itself. God I don't think I'll ever be happy again.
Ok well here is chapter 1, only the prologue so quite short. Hope you liked it and please review and keep reading. I will have another chapter up tomorrow. Lots of Love and Brightest Blessings
Arien XxX
(P.s I do not own any of Tolkien's characters although I really do with Glory would pop up in my bedroom sometime ;-)
