Hey guys!
Maybe Jess would never do that, 'cause he's too cool, but I thought this would be an idea for writing a fanfic. Actually this is not a real fanfic. It's a letter. From Jess to Rory some months after 4.21 .
So, I hope you like it! Enjoy reading!
And please give me reviews! 'Cause reviews make happy:-)
Dear Rory,
you know I'm not that good at talking to other people. I always mess things up when I try to talk to them. Just as I did that evening at your dorm in Yale. So I thought I should try writing.
I just wanted to tell you that I am really really sorry. I know I jumbled your life. And I didn't meant to.
The first time I saw you I was overwhelmed. You are such a gorgeous girl. Clever, cute, crazy ...just everything I ever wanted.
Yes, you are the person I ever wanted. You taught me that there are people who care for others. Who account for someone. Who stand behind someone. And you've been that person for me.
And I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you. It's hard for me to explain what went through my mind that day. But I can't make it undone. And I'm sorry for that.
I know I did everything wrong. I broke your heart. And that evening at Yale you broke mine.
So, here we are. Two heartbroken, who love each other. Or actually there is one loving the other one but is not being re-loved.
So, I hope all of your dreams will come true. And you'll be a great journalist, I bet!
I don't know if you ever read this letter. I don't even know if I'm going to mail that letter. And maybe you'll throw it away when you see that there is a letter from me. For you. But I have to risk it. I have to try it.
So, I guess that's it.
I think I have to bid farewell now.
So,... Farewell, Rory.
In love,
Jess
