A/N:Do I look like J.K. Rowling to you?No?Didn't think so.I do not own any of the characters except the ones i made up. (ahem) emma and kayla (ahem)

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FLASH BACK

"Come on Kayla before we miss the train,"I said rushing to platform nine and three quarters.

"Slow down Emma I can't run that fast," Kayla yelled to me.

Kayla was adopted by my parents. She had golden blonde hair, until she dyed it black.Her hair was naturally straight.She also had green eyes that shined behind her oval glasses.

I on the other hand had natural black hair that was also naturally staight.It went about three inches past her shoulders and was very thick. She also had natural brown eyes but her contacts turned them a greenish color.

Kayla was five months older than me and was going into her seventh year.We had attended Madam Lousing's School of Witchcraft and Wizardry in the United States.We grew up in a small town in Texas where everyone knew each other.

We ran onto the train panting with our stuff in hand and running to the nearest window to wave good-bye to our parents.

Present Time

I had had a feeling something would happen that day to change me forever. Now I wish I had missed that train. If I had,what happened wouldn't had happened.

People wonder why I'm like I am.I don't really open up to people and i don't cry because i can't cry. I don't have very many friends. Even my own sister has become my enemy. It's all because of him. He is the reason why I'm like this.

My boyfriend Draco.Him. I do love him. He's the only one I love.He turned me into a Death Eater even though deep down i hate my master.He killed my parents.He is the reason i turned out like this.Deep down I hate him but I'm a Death Eater I'm suppose to worship him.

I sit and think that what would have happened if I hadn't told my sister to hurry. We would have missed the train is what i think. We would have had to go back to our new house. I also think what if my parents hadn't got transferred to the Ministry here. They would have been alive is what I say.

I live with Draco now. It's not too bad,but every once in a while I see how bad it really is. His father rapes me but I can't say anything to him. His dad told me he would kill me if I told. He said I would die a painful death but before I died I would suffer by watching him kill Draco. So I keep that to myself.

"Emma,"Draco said bringing me back to the world.

"Huh,"I asked not looking at him but instead looking at the ground.

"Is everything ok with you? You have been acting strange ever since you came to live with me," he asked her.

"I'm fine Draco. I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself," I said laying down on the couch in the Malfoy Manor's living room.

Luscuis Malfoy walked down the stairs and stared at me. I stared at the ground waiting for him to leave.

Hate. One word described my feelings for him. I hated him. He hated me.

I looked up seeing he was gone.Draco could see the hate in my eyes. He could also see the sadness from loosing my parents to Lord Voldemort.

I loved my parents. They loved me.I'm not sure if they would love me now or not. They could hate me just like my sister does for telling her to hurry up before we missed the train.She says we should have just walked and not ran so we could have had a chance to save my parents.

No one sees how much I hate myself for it. It's bad when your own sibling hates you, but it's even worse when you hate yourself.

"Emma I know something is wrong with you,"Draco said sitting by me pulling me into a tight hug.

"Draco," I let out a sigh, "It's nothing ok.Now please just leave me alone for a little while."

I got up and walked to my room,by Luscius and Narcissa's room, and layed down on my bed.

Luscius came walking in the room with a smerk on his face and said, "Get dressed we have a Death Eater meeting." With that said he left the room.

I shut my door and changed into my black robes.

All I wear is black. Look in my closet and what color do you find? Black. I also only wear black nail polish. I hate sun light. Draco accepts me for who i am but Pansy goes around saying, "You're not worthy of him." and lots of other crap.

I finished getting dressed and walked out of my room and down the stairs in search of Draco. He wasn't downstairs so I went to his room and knocked.

"Come in," he said after i knocked on the door.

I walked into his room finding him sitting on his bed putting his shoes on.

"Has anyone told you that you look beutiful," he asked getting up and pulling me into a kiss.

"Yea.You're the only one," I said putting on a fake smile.

Everyone saw me as I saw myself. I piece of garbage in the trash can at a park.