Love Never Dies

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Chapter 8

"Going away…but I know your face"

Shuichi sighed and lay back on the bed. This was one of his first days off since….well actually he couldn't remember.

Taking in another deep breath he just laid there relaxed, staring at the ceiling with lazy eyes, so bored….

Hiro was out for the day with Ayaka, those two were so happy together…Shuichi smiled. He loved seeing his best friend the happiest person in the world but he also wished he was happy too. Somewhere inside of him…something was missing and it gave him a headache that he couldn't remember, it was no use.

To a point it would make him sick from the stress and he threw up blood once…. He didn't want to tell Hiro and besides throwing up blood is normal for stress….at least that's what he thought. It only happened once and he promised himself if it happened again he would tell Hiro.

Snapping out of his thoughts, Shuichi sat up instantly as if he was frightened and turned his head towards the TV. He gazed at what on top of it. The black video tape.

Quietly, he scooted out of the bed and walked over to the TV and reached for the tape and put it in the tape player.

He manually turned on the TV and sat on the floor, watching the blue screen till a picture came on the TV. He saw himself in a really nice apartment, looking around the living area. Suddenly, the violet orbs on the TV met his own.

Tape:

"Hi I'm Shuichi Shindo and this is my home movie!" Shuichi cheered and danced around to some Nittle Grasper music in the background.

Just then a man entered the room, looking at the idiotic boy dancing. He wore black pants, a long sleeve purple shirt that wasn't tucked in, reading glasses and he had golden eyes with sun kissed blonde hair.

"Brat, what are you doing?" the guy asked and Shuichi's eyes lit up and the presence of the man in the room, "Recording us and our every moment together on my new video camera!" Shuichi smiled while Yuki turned his attention to the camera across the room.

The man flinched a bit and glared back at the boy, "Turn it off now!"

Shuichi smiled, "No!" and laughed while Yuki smiled evilly and walked towards the boy who was now blushing a little bit.

"Fine…have it your way…" The man whispered seductively as his face was inches away from Shuichi's.

"Yuki, what are you doing-" Shuichi was cut off by the blonde's lips on his. Shuichi's knees weakened but Yuki held him up and broke the kiss, "Then I guess your tape is going to turn into a porno one…"

Shuichi chuckled, "No! This video is a PG-"Shuichi was cut off again by another passionate kiss when-

Shuichi clicked off the TV and sat there wide eyed. His mouth hung open, and he couldn't believe it. Was that really him in the video? So Hiro was right………he was gay- NO! If he did love that guy he would remember him, why can't he remember anything!?

Shuichi held his head and fell back and sat in the chair, feeling so dizzy at the moment, "What am I going to do?" Shuichi whispered and pondered the thought.

Yuki closed his suitcase, taking another good look around making sure he wasn't forgetting anything when he felt his back pocket vibrate. His cell phone was ringing.

"Now who?" Yuki said angrily and the caller ID read "Seguchi"

Yuki knew if he didn't answer, his phone would never stop ringing, "Hello?" Yuki said with a bit of an angry tone.

"Eiri, how have you been doing?" Tohma asked in a gentle yet concerned tone. Yuki rolled his eyes, "I'm going to New York for awhile, don't know if or when I'm coming back." Yuki faded and heard a gasp from Tohma, "When are you leaving?!" Tohma asked in a shocked tone.

Yuki closed his eyes and sat on the couch, "Not until tomorrow, I couldn't schedule a flight for today."

"What time do you leave tomorrow?"

"One o'clock."

Tohma nodded his head and there was a long awkward silence before someone spoke.

"Well if that's all Seguchi, I best be going." Before Tohma could say another word, all he heard was the dial tone on his cell phone.

Tohma hung up his phone and glared out his office window, "Damn you Shindo!"

Shuichi lost his train of thought when he heard his cell phone ring. He just watched it ring from across the room, way too lazy and sick to go and answer.

"Fine then, I guess this is good bye." Yuki whispered after he left a voicemail for Shuichi.

"You've got one new voicemail." Shuichi's phone said and the screen lit up. Shuichi sighed, "Whatever, I'll check it later."

Shuichi closed his eyes when his phone rang again and he growled. What the hell? Whoever was calling was sure bugging the hell out of him, not to mention giving him a headache!

Shuichi marched over to his phone and picked it up, "Hello?" he tried to say in a civilized tone.

"Well hello there Mr. Shindo." Tohma said as if taunting Shuichi.

"Oh, uh hey Mr. Seguchi, what is it?" Shuichi panicked

"Oh, it's just that it's your entire fault….again."

"Huh? My fault? For what?" Shuichi was totally confused.

"Eiri is leaving again because of you, and it's your entire fault." Seguchi said and hung up the phone, leaving a speechless and totally confused Shuichi on the other line.

"Wow…that was weird." Shuichi thought and hung up his phone.

"You've got one new voicemail." His phone said again and he just stared at his phone, "Ok ok, I'll check it now, you happy?!"

Shuichi typed in his password and listened to the message.

It was from that….Yuki guy.

"Hey Shuichi, um I know I shouldn't be calling but I just wanted to tell you something to get it out of my system before I leave for New York tomorrow…There's one in this world for everyone, one heart, one soul to walk beside you, one in this life to share your love, one touch, to touch the heart inside you. You're the one in this world for me. I hope someday you come to realize this…till then, this is goodbye.

Shuichi's mouth dropped and his phone fell to the floor.

"Wow…hmm…" Shuichi grabbed his coat and a piece of paper off the table, "I better get out somewhere and work on my lyrics, I have such a headache in here, and I need fresh air." He struggled to get his coat on, still in shock from the voicemail but forced himself to forget it.

Shuichi walked out the door, not knowing where the path of sidewalk would take him.

Yuki looked back at his old place; so many memories were shared here. He shook his head and headed out the door.

He had bought a nice apartment in New York and all his stuff was on its way over there now. So, instead of staying in his old place, he decided to spend the night at a hotel.

Yuki felt his heart turn to solid ice once again.

"I'll never…do you hear me? NEVER let ANYONE take control of me like that AGAIN!" Yuki screamed in his head and slammed the door and walked out to his car and drove away into the night.

Shuichi walked down the pebble sidewalk in the park and stopped by the railing that over looked the town below. It was if as he's stood there before.

Suddenly, an image formed in his head.

He was holding the lyrics to his song, Glaring Dream.

He shook his head and pulled out his own lyrics, to his song "Livin' La Vida Loca" and stared down at the almost finished lyrics, he had to have them done that night or else tomorrow, he would have to face the wrath of K's guns…. Hmm he wondered which one it would be this time…

He looked back at the lyrics when another image came in his mind.

"You have zero talent." A man said and walked past Shuichi

"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE SO MEAN ABOUT IT?" Shuichi called back.

"What was happening to him? His head felt like it was about to explode when he realized he lost grip of his lyrics and he cursed a little and took off after them.

He stopped when more images came to his mind; he couldn't think and could hardly breathe.

A scary guy looking at his lyrics, "Are you the one who…wrote this?" he asked and looked into Shuichi's eyes.

"Tell me why…" The man whispered and kissed a shocked Shuichi on the lips in the elevator.

"I came here for you I just want to help you ok?!" Shuichi yelled at him, "You're a liar." The man said and walked out of the room.

"Just for one week ok?" The man turned his head the other way, "YAY! Yuki I lo-" Shuichi felt his head hit the floor, "Just for one week!"

"How long has it been?" Mika asked, "Oh lets see here it's been 27 days since…no wait I think it's been 28 days now." Shuichi smiled but saw Mika's expression, "Eiri keeping a stranger by him for a whole month? That's quite unlike him."

The man was crying as Shuichi gazed up in sorrow at him, "To be honest I want to be with you." The man said as tears streamed down his cheeks.

"You can run or you can die but I'll search for you and I'll find you…I'm never letting you get away from me." There was a small pause before Shuichi continued, "Why? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, YUKI!"

Shuichi snapped his head and stared wide eyed at lyrics that were caught in a bush and he quietly walked over and picked them up and smiled.

Looking up at the moon with a sparkle in his eye, his heart filled with undying love that he felt was always truly there.

Shuichi closed his eyes and whispered, "Yuki, My Yuki"

I bet most of you are like….FINALLY! haha Yay he remembers Yuki and you people thought I was THAT evil that he wouldn't…geez….well now there's one more problem…YUKI'S LEAVING! Till next time….

Ayaka Chan