Author Note: This is my first fanfic so I would really appreciate reviews, constructive criticism is welcomed, but not flamers, all you flamers just really need to cool down ok? This takes place after the episode "Titan Rising" in this story all the characters are between the ages 15-16, all the boys are older cause I like it that way. Please read and review and I really hope you like it!

Raven gasped sharply inhaling the frozen air and stared at her stone dead body, streams of blood crawling on the floor, the crimson liquid of Raven's heart all over Terra's hands.

"I'm sorry Beast Boy, for killing your friend, but she was in my way..." Terra said wickedly yet still cutely and gave him the puppy dog eyes.
"It's ok Terra...I still love you..." He said. And they ran to each other, Beastboy running right through Raven but all she could feel was cold prickles and ice sliding up her spine as she watched them embrace with a kiss. Raven bit her lip trying not scream but failing to hold back her bloody tears from falling...falling...Raven suddenly lost her breath and a heart beat skipped off into nowhere when she saw the knife that had killed her still in Terra's hands, lifting up behind Beast Boy, and Raven ran, she ran to save him, this lovely boy even if he had turned his back on her for Terra, because that's how Raven loved him. But she ran, ran right through him, and the blade thrust into his small helpless body and Raven couldn't feel him, she couldn't hear him, all she could hear was her shrilling scream, echoing for ages off into the oblivion of her mind and soul. She couldn't save him...
Terra laughed wickedly, dropping his soulless body into the dust like rubbish. A figure stepped into the dust, and Raven knew who it was. It was Slade.
"How could you do this? How could you betray us...how could you kill him when he loved you...he loved you so much and...all you did was lie to him... DIDN'T YOU LOVE HIM?! HOW COULD YOU DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT??!!!!" Raven screamed in agony and despair. But she knew Terra couldn't hear her, it was as if she wasn't there.
"Good job Terra, you have done your purpose, you are successful! I will now consider you my apprentice. Come now let's go training for your next mission." Slade said strongly, glad that the titans were finally gone.

"Oh Slade it was nothing! I couldn't have done it without your plan, and those wimps were so easy to manipulate!" She smiled wickedly. Slade started to walk away and she slowly followed but stopped. She looked back at Beast Boy's body and a tear slipped from her eye. She whispered "Yes Beast Boy...I LOVE you..." and then turned around again.
"THEN WHY?" Raven whimpered softly through clenched teeth, her voice quivering as she cried. She didn't expect an answer but she couldn't hold her feelings back anymore.
"Because Raven, I can't have someone love me like that, love me like you love him, it hurts too much..." Terra responded. Raven gasped and grabbed herself with shock, so she could hear her? Gusts of wind hit Raven forcefully and her plum hair swayed in the air, the ground began to rumble and shake. "It's too dangerous to love someone like me..." Terra said and rocks collapsed on both of them.

"nn...avennn...Raven....? RAVEN?!" Raven heard a voice, at first blurry but then it became clear and crisp. She recognized it as Beast Boy's voice. She opened her eyes; she was not in her meditating position but was sprawled across the floor of the rooftop. Her violet eyes rested themselves on a worried Beast Boy kneeling beside her. "Well good morning Sleeping Beauty. I was worried you might be dead. The gang told me to tell you breakfast is about ready and then I heard screaming from the roof so I figured you might be-"
"You're ALIVE! Oh Beast Boy I can't believe it you're still alive, and, and IM still alive!" Raven jumped onto him held him in her arms. It took a few seconds to realize what she just did and how out of character that was for her. She stepped away from the paralyzed Beast Boy and hid her red face under her cloak hood.
"Dude! I have a girlfriend..." Was all he could say.
"Of course of course! I think the cold got to me is all...forget that just happened!" She said and she bit her lip. She was still very close to him and couldn't help but stare at his every perfect feature...or at least he seemed perfect to her...And then she noticed a red mark on his neck halfway covered up by his jump suite. "Beast Boy? What is that? Are you ok?" She asked worriedly and lifted her hand to his neck and pulled the neck part of the suite down a bit to see what it was but when she did she gasped and backed up a bit, embarrassed. Was that a...hicky? Had he really gone that far with Terra that she would kiss him on his neck?!

"It's not what you think! Gawd Raven it's just- a birth mark! Don't get so exited!" But the Goth girl would not believe it. (I hate labeling people like that but it's used so much and it sounds cute.) She narrowed her eyes.
"If I were you I wouldn't get so close to Terra...you're going to get hurt Beast Boy...I don't want you to get hurt..." She said slowly, afraid to let her thoughts out so suddenly. He pulled his neck color back up.
"Raven I know you don't like Terra that much for whatever reason but don't talk about her like that! She's on our side remember? She saved our home and everything and she said, she said she-"
"Loved you?" Raven finished for him. But before he could say anymore Robin called up the stairs.
"Beast Boy?! Raven?! Breakfast's ready what's taking so long?"
"Nothing weir coming down!" Raven replied. And Beast Boy gave her a confused and upset look. She took his hand and they silently walked down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"Yes it worked! We kept BB out of the Kitchen for the right amount of time, now BB let's eat some real food!" Cyborg said gleefully holding a pan of scrambled eggs. But his attempt of getting any reaction out of Beast Boy failed. Instead Beast Boy Just looked annoyed and sat at the kitchen table next to Terra leaning his head on her shoulder. "It looks like Raven's mood has caught on to you" Cyborg said trying to get something out of Beast Boy but he just sat there and closed his eyes. Cyborg finally gave up on the corny jokes and sat down to eat. Raven just walked over to the counter and made herself some herbal tea, she didn't feel like interacting with any one right now, especially Terra. The voices of the others' chattering faded into the background as she sat on the couch and read a book.

Raven's head started to pound and pound on her sanity and the words crossed over each other until finally she decided she couldn't take it, now was not the time to read. Flashes of the dream kept randomly screaming themselves into her head. '"can't you see that I'm dying?!" "Darkness is love's shadow" "I'm just walking...It's good for you.." "light is love's blindness..." "It's ok Terra, I still love you..." "KILL HER...KILL TERRA!" "how could you kill him when he loved you...he loved you so much" "WHY" "I can't have someone love me like that, love me like you love him, it hurts too much..."' Raven's fingertips dug into the sofa as she tried as hard as she could not to scream. She took deep breaths and told the voices to stop, and they finally stopped. Everything was so...quiet now, it was too quiet just too perfect. Raven took out a book and started recording the dreams she had the previous night, she had to get them out some how.

All the voices had ceased in Raven's head. All except Rage.
'Kill...KILL HER...KILL TERRA!' Raven peered back at Terra, laughing with Beast Boy whom seemed to have forgotten all that happened on the roof. Terra felt Raven's piercing stare, she looked over at Raven for a second, smiling, before jumping onto Beast Boy and taking him tightly into her greedy arms. Raven's eyes widened and she detected something horrible in that girl. But why would she detect evil in Terra? She could understand hating her with jealousy but there was this huge gap between them and Raven still couldn't trust her. 'You will be the one to kill her, to kill the evil...' Rage told her. 'It is in your future.' Raven hated to think that and tried to push Rage away but she couldn't help but feel that, that part of her...was right. She stared at the laughing blond haired girl as she stole a kiss from Beast Boy. 'Am I...going to be the one...to kill her?...'

I hope that wasn't too creepy, unless you like creepy, then good for you! Please review! Come on you can do it! It'll only take a minute or 2! Don't worry the whole thing isn't centered around hating Terra, not really. I'll try to update as soon as I can, heck I updated it the day I first posted it! See? I'm not that slow. –Forever More, RavenNevermore18