Author Note: First of all thanx for reviewing! I have nearly 100 reviews I'm so exited. I really want to answer all your reviews for chapter 12 but I hate to keep you waiting, so I will do that at the end of the chapter author note. For now I just want to ask you to read this poem, it fits really well with the story, I just wrote it and discovered that it blends in nicely. Oh btw, I listened to an Evanescence song while writing this chapter, I suggest "Breathe No More" By Evanescence.

My Poem

A Hidden World

Winter comes

It sips the life away

Leaving trees bare

And skies grey

I can't find the fire

Beneath the ice

Whispers tell me

You're on the other side

Where the water still flows

Can you take me away

To that place

Where flowers bloom in snow

Can you fly me away

To that world

Only you know where it grows

Only you know

Where a song

Can light a fire

Where the sun's still warm

Shining for your empire

It's hidden somewhere

In my dreams

Whispers tell me you have the key

To release everything

Can you take me away

To that place

Where I feel light as air

And we dance smoothly

As I listen to my heart race

Are your arms

Strong enough to hold me close

I float around you

And I'm scared you'll let go

Can you fly me away

To the land of ever after

Fly me away

To where flowers bloom in snow

Take me away

Before times grows any faster

Take me to a place

Where we will never grow old

A place only we know where it grows

Only we know

"Are you sure we should not go after him?" Starfire asked, she was worried. You would be too if everything around you was falling apart, had all ready fallen, so deep beyond reach. She stared at where Cyborg had been just a minute ago rushing out the door.

"Some people just need to be left alone at times, we have to respect that." Robin spoke calmly, his usual response. Starfire stared right into his eyes, that was not enough for her to hear, fear was shaking in her eyes.

"But we left Raven alone, and because of that!" Starfire didn't finish, she bit her lip, she couldn't start crying again or she'd never stop. Crying solved nothing it only hurt other people and made them sorry for you. He pulled her to him, not needing telepathy to feel her pain, she had never felt so much pain before. Whenever Starfire had pain she dealt with it optimistically but she couldn't think of any excuse to smile then.

"Raven's been taking a really long shower, why don't you see if she's ok." Robin was worried too, but he always responded to worry with action. She nodded her head and rose to her feet. It took her a few seconds to recall standing up, for her mind was elsewhere. And then she became aware of how uncomfortable it was to stand on such wobbly legs. The young girl rose a couple feet into the air and began flying toward the bathroom. The closer she came, the louder she could hear the sound of water droplets drumming the bottom of the box.

"Raven?" She said as she approached the door. No answer only the sound of rain. Had Raven fallen asleep there, or perhaps she couldn't hear beneath the curtains of water droplets. Or maybe…maybe she had fallen from weakness, she hadn't eaten for quite some time, what if she was hurt? A sudden fear swept over Starfire and with that thought she did not hesitate to open the door.

"Raven?" She spoke louder as the door opened with a creek but there was no response. Starfire took a few steps into the bathroom and found that she had stepped in a puddle, water had leaked all about the tiles from the door of the shower box, it was slightly open. "Raven?" This time her voice was loud with fear. She slid the door open so fast water came spilling out all over the floor, onto her boots. The sight Starfire saw was worse than she had expected.

"RAVEN WHERE ARE YOU?!" There was no one there. It was completely empty.

-----------------------------------------------Cyborg-------------------------------------------------

Ever since he had left the tower Cyborg had been running. He was doing the last thing he wanted to do, finding the only one keeping him from Raven. Finding the person he never wanted to see again. And though he didn't want to do this, he wanted to do it more than anything, because BeastBoy was the only one that could save Raven. The only one.

His metal boots clanked against the pavement leading towards the city where Beastboy was last seen. It was an abandoned city, nobody dared to tread that territory. Always at that spot there were random explosions, terrible things happened there that frightened people so much they just ran and left the city the way it was when they were there, it was now an empty city of sky scrapers and roads. But there were no people and no cars, this was because below that land Slade lived, and he'd done a good job of clearing the land out. Wait, Slade didn't live there any more, Cyborg had just remembered, because Slade was dead.

"I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone"

The cold wind scraped his skin with a burning sensation, and it pained him that he could not help Raven. It pained him that she was so in love with Beastboy that she was blind to him. The ground was still coated with snow but the sky was empty now, only left with brushstrokes of light misty grey and a few lone clouds that wandered.

"Damned Beastboy….damn him…wish he was never born…" Cyborg spoke in shaky whispers to himself, watching the water vapor escape from his mouth. Cyborg walked alone, he realized that he was always alone, and once Beast Boy came back his only company would be the shadows of walls. He felt the darkness peer into his heart, maybe he could understand Terra now. But no, no he couldn't, Terra had hurt Raven terribly, Terra and Beastboy, he wanted them both to just disappear.

"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone"-Greenday

Cyborg had been wandering off with his mind into the clouds and then he remembered he was there to look for Beastboy. But there were so many corners in the city, how could he ever find Beastboy beneath the snow. Finally he had stumbled into a familiar area, A closed down coffee shop was only a few feet away and next to that there was an alley where they had been. Where he had held Beast Boy by the neck.

"If he's still there…he can't be alive…Gawd don't tell me he's still there!" Cyborg ran on the dark sugar coated ground, his feet crunching into prints on the snow. And there he was, right where Cyborg had left him. His body was partially berried in snow but Cyborg could detect a slight breathing from the tiny torso. Cyborg instantly began scraping all the snow from Beastboy's body beginning to feel horrible. The boy was cold as ice and still bruised. It was the first time Cyborg felt badly about what he'd done to his friend. He didn't feel bad because of what it did to Raven this time, but he felt the sorrow of himself, he had betrayed his best friend. Beast boy was one of the 2 people dearest to him, and he had brought him to near death.

"Beast Boy…forgive me…" He spoke, holding back the tears, he told himself he was too strong for crying. "Come on man wake up, I'll do anything, Raven needs you. Come on BB!" Cyborg lifted Beastboy from the snow and shook him lightly. The slightest grunt came from BeastBoy's mouth, and then the return of near normal breathing, he was very weak. His eyes opened halfway's length and stared up at Cyborg confused.

"C-Cy?" He spoke with a raspy painful voice. It shot pity through Cyborg's spine and he stared at his friend with amazement. Beastboy had done it, he had survived, it had seemed impossible but somehow, he did it. Cyborg wished he could take it all away, what he did, he felt the darkness leaving his soul. The hatred started to fade. Cyborg still felt jealous, but that could not make him hate his friend, he could never hurt him that way, now that he realized this. He wondered now how he ever could, it couldn't have been him, he had to have had someone else's memory.

"Yea BB it's me." Cyborg smiled warmly and it broke the cold glassy air.

The two shared a calm, kind silence. With Cyborg's help Beastboy was lifted to his feet, now wobbly standing and leaning on his friend for support, the friend that was once lost and now found.

"So what's it been like at the Tower? The others…did they miss me? How long has it been anyway…how long have I been here?" Beast Boy had a slight smile on his face, he was finally going home now. It had seemed like months to him since he had last been home. Cyborg's smile instantly faded, how could he tell him? How could he tell him that he had told the others he was dead, how could he tell him that their home was destroyed, that Robin and Starfire nearly died, that Raven had hurt herself, because she thought Beastboy was gone forever…The changeling looked up at his friend, anxiously awaiting to catch up with the time he had lost in that frozen desert. Sure he was mad at Cyborg but he tried to push that to the back of his mind, Cyborg was alright now, he had found himself, and maybe everything could just be normal again, maybe.

"BB, I'm sorry I…I kind of told everybody you were, dead." Cyborg looked off into the distance feeling ashamed and pitiful. Beast Boy looked confused and kind of angry.

"Why'd you do that?!" He demanded, and though Cyborg wouldn't meet his glare BeastBoy stared coldly into his eyes, the light there flickering with betrayal. Cyborg just kept walking as the changeling tried to catch up to him, limping on his right leg.

"Because…I was supposed to kill you BB. You were supposed to be dead, but I couldn't kill you, so I just made everyone believe you were." He didn't go into detail about him wanting Raven for himself, Beastboy didn't need to know that as far as he was concerned. Even if he wasn't really dead, he was dead in the minds of the Titans. That's what Cyborg had wanted out of his death, so he had gotten the result he wanted, accept…it's not what he wanted at all. Not at all.

Beast Boy still didn't understand what Cyborg was talking about, why was he supposed to die? But instead of asking this he just pondered the question to himself. It couldn't be Raven could it? Beastboy didn't even have Raven, for all he knew she could love someone else. But Cyborg knew otherwise, he could see in her eyes what the changeling could not. She loved him, she had been meant to love him, she always would.

"Where are we going?" Asked Beast boy, he had realized now that they were walking in the opposite direction of the tower.

"BB our home was destroyed. Slade and Terra destroyed our home with those stupid robots, no one was there to fight but Robin and Starfire, and they couldn't do it alone." Cyborg paused a moment, he would have to tell the green one so many things. So many painful things.

"By the time Raven and I got back, the tower was nothing but debris, and Starfire and Robin held onto life by a string. Raven she…felt so much hurt, believing you were dead and all, her emotions exploded, all the robots were destroyed but we were still homeless, and Slade and Terra came to destroy us." He paused again, he didn't want to finish. Just talking about it hurt him more than he thought it would so he just looked ahead and kept on walking.

"What happened?" Beastboy asked, he needed explanation, too much had happened when he was gone, it could have been avoided if he hadn't been in the picture, if he hadn't gotten so close to Terra.

"To make a long story short Terra got really upset when she heard you were dead and a random rock crashed into Slade, he died in the river, we think. We left Terra at the tower and we traveled to other Titan tower a long way away." He had skipped the part where Raven had wished to die and when she had hurt herself.

"If you wanted to kill me…why'd you come looking for me?" Beastboy pushed the question out, though he was afraid to ask. Cyborg looked to him, first he was going to lie and say he had felt bad about what he did, but when he saw Beasyboy's eyes, he just had to speak the truth. Because he couldn't take the lying anymore, it was becoming a habit.

"If you saw Raven's face when she heard you were dead…you would have done anything to get her to smile again." They shared a look of understanding, and continued walking.

Raven's POV

Winter comes

It sips the life away

Leaving trees bare

And skies grey

I can't find the fire

Beneath the ice

Whispers tell me

You're on the other side

Where the water still flows

My feet grew heavy as I walked up the stairs to the roof. Finally I reached the flat cold surface that held me in a sky above the waves that crashed onto the salty shoreline. I stood there for a minute just staring into the hollow chalky sky. Without warning a single snowdrop kissed the tip of my nose and I raised my hands to the sky, the broken sky was crying frozen tears. One by one the children of sorrow, the snowflakes, fell to the earth, some melting, some daring to stay with me and keep me company. But I was all alone, now that he was gone, no matter how many people stood in an empty crowd around me, I would always be alone without him.

I took a step forward, peering down into the water, parts of it at the sides were frozen, but some parts of the body of water still flowed freely towards the shoreline and back again. All the trees seemed to be skeletons and the flowers were long gone, geese had flown south for the winter. Everything dies in winter, and is reborn in spring. But no matter how many springs would come to this world, he would always be dead, no matter how many flowers could rise again from the ashes and face the light, I knew I could not; I would always be a wilted rose inside. I held onto my last petal and awaited its fall.

Maybe this world wasn't kind enough for something as beautiful as love, maybe fairytales were only meant for books. Nothing truly beautiful could survive in a world so harsh, so brutal, so monotone. And why was I still here anyway, if I could I'd trade his death for mine, but it was too late for that now. I could imagine it, I would be dead and he would find me, that I could imagine would leave him with more sorrow than when he was dead. How could I be so selfish?

"It would be better to just leave this world now, then we could be in the sky…together." I thought aloud, and then a gust of wind pounded at my back. I was then aware that I was still wet from the shower and the bitter cold was attempting to form a layer of ice around my body. The numbness came to my skin, first a burning, and then nothing. I felt nothing; my soul was as light as air but trapped in this heavy flesh. I touched a fingernail to the soft skin of my arm and watched a drop of red trickle down my arm to my finger and then to the icy roof. I felt nothing, I could only see the damage, but it didn't hurt.

I looked ahead towards the horizon where the city stood. That was where I had lost everything. I had only this body now, nothing else. The wind threatened to sweep me off my feet and push me off the edge. That was the only thing holding me back from him now, the only thing keeping me from salvation was the edge of this roof. Life is such a fragile thing. It's like a china doll, pretty, cracked, chipping over time, and with one drop it shatters into a million little pieces, there is no way to piece it back together again, and you'll cut yourself trying. The only way I realized, to escape the boundaries of time, to move beyond the barrier of life and death, was to stop the beating of my heart. All I had to do was…yes it was so simple…

I took a few steps to the edge of the roof. Finally I could be flying without using my power, I could finally be free, just falling and then…then I would be with him. Why hadn't I seen the solution earlier? The wind pressed to my back, this was my destiny. I could not deny my destiny. I said a small prayer, a goodbye to this world and the friends I was leaving behind, they'd have to understand someday. Maybe it was a bit selfish of me to give them that pain, to leave knowing it would make them hurt. But I always cared for others, I was sick of it, I had to do something, just this one thing, for me.

One leap from the edge, the wind beneath my torso, pressing upward, pressing downward against my back. One breath I took, speed gaining, I would meet the cold ice soon, this way I could never fall in love with another, this love for him I had, it was the only thing that could last forever.

"RAVEN!!!" My name, called by several voices, one was Cyborg, the other…the other…

"RAVEN!" Beastboy screamed. Was I dead now? My eyes had closed as I jumped, all was black. I didn't remember hitting the ground but I felt secure, held up in someone's arms. Slowly I lifted my heavy eyelids, the feeling coming back into my skin, I could feel my blood flowing, I could see all in pure vibrant color. But how could I have a body, I was dead. There was a blinding light that pierced my eyes when I finally adjusted enough to peer through the curtains of pure warm light I saw his face. My purple silhouette, the purple faded away, and I knew who it was, yes, it had always been him.

"Beastboy…" I whispered. He held me in his strong determined arms. Tears streamed down his face, and I realized I was crying too. Now I saw him clearly, he really was an angel, he had the wings of a dove and his emerald eyes shone with worry and passion. Love for me, yes we were finally together now.

"Raven…it's ok now…I was never really dead…" He spoke in calm whisper.

It was true, Beastboy was there as she had jumped from the tower, and instantly without thinking he saved her. He hadn't had the chance to transform into any animal, he hadn't given it a thought, his instinct was just to save Raven, save his love. So with the power of love and fate he had only partly transformed within a second, having the wings of a dove appear on his human back. He appeared to be an angel, and to Raven that's exactly what he was. She understood this just looking into his heart through his eyes. All she could feel in her soul was the delicate light and hope they shared.

"I love you…my beautiful broken angel…" They sang, the words just flowing through their lips in unison, these were the words of their hearts, their hearts were one now, they were one soul, one song, one love. The snowflakes around them seemed to melt away with the warmth they felt. His lips touching her lips, like silk and, they could feel their souls rise above them, flying into the sky. All the shadows in her mind vanished now, blinded by the light, all the scars chipping away at his spirit now healed with smooth layers of honey, sinking in towards his core. He took a tear from his cheek and lifted her hand, touching the cuts on her arm, the tear dissolved all the pain once there, and then freezing it fell as a snowflake far away into the wind.

The wind carried them away into another world. Cyborg watched their bodies dissolve in thin air, he was startled, speechless. Starfire and Robin came running from the tower.

"Where is Raven?!" Starfire shouted and Cyborg still just stood there paralyzed and he pointed to the sky, where his love and his friend had been only moments ago.

Can you take me away

To that place

Where flowers bloom in snow

Can you fly me away

To that world

Only you know where it grows

Only you know

The world they found themselves in was the most beautiful one could imagine. It was a world build of dreams and enchantment, a world one could only find in a fairytale. The forest was full of vibrant greens bathing in the gentle light. The rivers glistened and the sky was a soft creamy purple, light enough to float on. Through out everywhere sang a melody, it was the melody of Raven's heart, the wordless song she had sang to heal Beastboy when he had nearly died. Harps strummed and butterflies danced in a field of wildflowers. This was the world Raven had made, the world she had come to in her dreams when all hope was lost, and now she had unknowingly brought Beastboy with her, to her dreamscape, the world of healing.

Where a song

Can light a fire

Where the sun's still warm

Shining for your empire

It's hidden somewhere

In my dreams

Whispers tell me you have the key

To release everything

Can you take me away

To that place

Where I feel light as air

And we dance smoothly

As I listen to my heart race

Are your arms

Strong enough to hold me close

I float around you

And I'm scared you'll let go

Can you fly me away

To the land of ever after

Fly me away

To where flowers bloom in snow

Take me away

Before times grows any faster

Take me to a place

Where we will never grow old

A place only we know where it grows

Only we know

Author Note: First of all, please review! It wont take too long, and please tell me what you think of my poem too. I'm sorry it was just so happy at the end of this chapter, I hope I didn't make anyone sick, but it's touching to see the light after days of darkness. No the story isn't over, don't worry, you can say that it has just begun, well I don't know about that to be honest I have no idea what's gonna happen after this but sometime the idea and inspiration will hit me you can trust that. Now for the reviews.

Thanx to all the people that said they liked the story, and even correcting my grammer mistakes and such.

To the one with the aunt that's Tara Strong, tell her I'm a fan of hers, I went to her site and she is so awesome! I heard from getsilly that Raven might die (Gawd forbid) in season 4, can you ask her about that? Oh and I don't think the producer people would accept this (th show is TV-Y7 after all) but I can write a good episode if you want. Thank you!

Thank you Firpi for reviewing, I have also noticed that the story has evolved from what it was in the beginning, some things I knew I'd do like everything with Terra and BB, but adding Cyborg into the whole mess, even I surprised me, but I look back now and I'm glad I did it. I have to admit, this story started off pretty bad, so thanks everyone for keeping with it.

To the people that write things explaining that their crying and their adding this to their favorites and such, it touches me deeply to know I could reach your heart with my story, so don't stop reviewing!

Forevermore, RavenNevermore18- ps, I didn't get to see Bunny Raven can you believe that! Gosh! I have to see it, I saw everything but that!