Sorry I haven't updated in awhile but here's a new chapter. So you know I'm not following the dates when Courtney and Jason were married or when their baby was lost.
Jason continued looking at Courtney.
"What don't you believe Courtney?"
"I don't believe you when you say that day doesn't mean anything to you," I said quietly with tears starting to form in my eyes. My head was down so Jason couldn't hear me or see my tears.
"Come on Courtney I didn't hear you. Look at me and tell me," Jason yelled knowing he was hurting her.
"Fine Jason, I don't believe you when you say that day has no meaning to you," I said looking up with my tears flowing down my face.
"Why are you crying?" Jason asked me.
"You know why Jason. That day was the happiest day of my life and I thought it was the same for you."
"Courtney that was a great day of my life and your right that day does mean something to me, but I have to put it in the past and start with Sam and mine's future."
"Jason that was our wedding day. How can you marry someone else on that day?"
"Courtney, Sam and I have to get married as soon as possible." Jason told me.
"Why?" I asked confused.
"So we can get back Hope. Remember that baby you took from us."
"Jason, I'm being honest, Bridget wanted the baby back. I didn't pursued her in any way," I said trying to make Jason believe me.
"Yea sure," Jason said.
We haven't moved from our spots till now. I got up and walked over by him. He was standing by the rail facing the road, so I stood looking towards the ocean.
"Jason you know me better than that."
"I thought I did," Jason said looking at me.
"Ok lets put it this way. Why would I take Hope from you if I wanted to try and be your friend again?" I asked him.
"You want to be my friend?"
"Yea."
"Even thought I'm with Sam?" He asked curiously.
"Yes, even thought you're with Sam," I said sadly.
"Ok," Jason said with a smile.
"Ok, what?"
"We can try to be friends."
"Really?" I asked him.
"Yes so as my friend will you come to my wedding?"
I thought about it. I can't do it. That was our wedding day and it means so much to me. Maybe it will be a start for me to move on from Jason.
"Ok, I'll do it."
"Really?" Jason asked surprised.
"If that's the only way I can be your friend I would be honored to go," I said lying fully. I knew he knew I was lying but I didn't care, I wanted him back in my life.
"All right see you Sunday."
"Yea Sunday," I said.
He said by and walked away. I heard his car start and drive away. I was thinking about what I just did. I grabbed the necklace around my neck, which held mine and Jason's wedding ring. Sunday was going to be the hardest day of my life. I had to watch the man I love marry the woman he loved. I walked to my car. On the ride home I listen to a song.
Never even thought to cry
When I heard you say goodbye
Never said where you were going
There's no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere
And so much left unspoken
Since you've been gone
I haven't been the same
I wish that I could see
Who's to blame
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am i supposed to live my life?
Without you
Was I lost in you and me
To the point i couldn't see
That what we had was dying
Now it's all that I can do
To see photographs of you
And stop myself from crying
I should learn to live without your love
Got so many memories
But it's not enough
Without you, where do i belong?
Without you, how can i go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
I feel helpless and, oh, so all alone
Like I've never felt before
You made me feel alive
But I don't remember what it's like anymore
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life
Without you?
Oh baby where do I belong?
Please tell how can I go on?
Without you...
By the end of the song I was in tears. I got home and went straight to bed. I cried my self to sleep hoping to dream of what life would be like if I was with Jason.
There it is. How was it? Give me some feedback please. Song is "Without You" by Clay Aiken and Kimberley Locke.
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