Of Both Worlds

A/N-ok this one of my song inspired chapters! The song is from October Project's Falling Farther In. It is called, Deep as you go.

Chapter 11-Escape

Nyx woke from a dreamless slumber. The possibilities of becoming a guardian shot through her mind. Becoming a guardian was what she wanted right? She finally would know where she came from and would have a family. But it also meant leaving the titans; she would miss them dearly if she went. But would they miss her? After all she was just another Raven right? She stood at her window contemplating; that other guardian, Flame didn't seem too keen about her coming either. What if she messed things up there too? She watched the clouds roll against the night, maybe she would just go away for awhile; let everything work itself out. Yes, that's what I'll do, she thought to herself.

Deep as you go I'll follow

Deep as the water goes

The entire world is hollow and dry

But you and I go down

You and I go down

She carefully opened the window and slipped out onto the roof. She wouldn't leave forever; just until she could sort some things out. Without thinking, she dove out into the night and let her wings pick up the wind.

Far as you want to take me

Far as your eyes can see

Leave the world alone in the sky

You and I go free

You and I are free

She though to herself again, but what about Jack? What would he think? He'll understand, I need to do this. Maybe I'm just supposed to be alone.

Don't save me

Don't lose me

Don't wake me now

You left me

You release me

Let me drown

Take me down

This is for the good of everyone, what's one less titan, or one more guardian? They're better off without me. After all I'm just another Raven. As she grew angry at this thought, lightning started to illuminate the sky; it struck a tree. Nyx watched in horror at what she had done. What if I'm too powerful?

Promise to take me with you

Promise to let me go

All the world is waiting to see

As you and I go down

You and are free

Don't save me...

Raging emotions raced through her mind. They acted like they wanted me there, raven seemed happy, but then my powers improved and all of sudden I'm evil? The sky continues to illuminate itself; it shed enough light for Nyx to observe a mother tucking in a daughter. Why couldn't I be like that?

I want to be completed

I want to disappear

I want to be uncovered

Take me down

Take me down

Let me drown

Maybe she was destined to be alone, maybe it had been prophesized. Either way she was caught in the middle, and neither side would give in. At this point, she had cleared the city and found herself heading towards mountains, quiet mountains.

Somehow I need to love you

More than I need to breathe

I can feel you leaving the ground

I will follow down

You and I will drown

Don't save me...

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