Of Both Worlds
A/N-ok this one of my song inspired chapters! The song is from October Project's Falling Farther In. It is called, Deep as you go.
Chapter 11-Escape
Nyx woke from a dreamless slumber. The possibilities of becoming a guardian shot through her mind. Becoming a guardian was what she wanted right? She finally would know where she came from and would have a family. But it also meant leaving the titans; she would miss them dearly if she went. But would they miss her? After all she was just another Raven right? She stood at her window contemplating; that other guardian, Flame didn't seem too keen about her coming either. What if she messed things up there too? She watched the clouds roll against the night, maybe she would just go away for awhile; let everything work itself out. Yes, that's what I'll do, she thought to herself.
Deep as you go I'll follow
Deep as the water goes
The entire world is hollow and dry
But you and I go down
You and I go down
She carefully opened the window and slipped out onto the roof. She wouldn't leave forever; just until she could sort some things out. Without thinking, she dove out into the night and let her wings pick up the wind.
Far as you want to take me
Far as your eyes can see
Leave the world alone in the sky
You and I go free
You and I are free
She though to herself again, but what about Jack? What would he think? He'll understand, I need to do this. Maybe I'm just supposed to be alone.
Don't save me
Don't lose me
Don't wake me now
You left me
You release me
Let me drown
Take me down
This is for the good of everyone, what's one less titan, or one more guardian? They're better off without me. After all I'm just another Raven. As she grew angry at this thought, lightning started to illuminate the sky; it struck a tree. Nyx watched in horror at what she had done. What if I'm too powerful?
Promise to take me with you
Promise to let me go
All the world is waiting to see
As you and I go down
You and are free
Don't save me...
Raging emotions raced through her mind. They acted like they wanted me there, raven seemed happy, but then my powers improved and all of sudden I'm evil? The sky continues to illuminate itself; it shed enough light for Nyx to observe a mother tucking in a daughter. Why couldn't I be like that?
I want to be completed
I want to disappear
I want to be uncovered
Take me down
Take me down
Let me drown
Maybe she was destined to be alone, maybe it had been prophesized. Either way she was caught in the middle, and neither side would give in. At this point, she had cleared the city and found herself heading towards mountains, quiet mountains.
Somehow I need to love you
More than I need to breathe
I can feel you leaving the ground
I will follow down
You and I will drown
Don't save me...
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