A/N Hiya everyone! This is my new story that hopefully will be posted quicker then my last ones. lol It's got alot of flashbacks and stuff...well I won't tell you much more cause I don't want to ruin the surprise.

Disclaimer: I don't own the show blah blah blah! There, you happy?

PS If you're looking for inspirations order the new RFR cd cause a)It's frigging awesome. b)I wrote this whole chapter while listening to it! lol

PPS Journal entries are in bold/italics and flashbacks in italics. Hope it's less confusing this way.

Prologue

Natalie leaned back against the couch wishing she could be anywhere but there. Why had she ended up stuck in Roscoe for the summer. The social worker had told her it would be good for her to spend the summer here. She hadn't told her why which annoyed Natalie, she didn't like not knowing.

"Take this box and go through it, sometimes figuring out the past helps to figure out the future," was all the woman had said before leaving the room.

"What does she know," Natalie muttered to herself looking down at the box on her lap. It was fairly large but plain except for a name on the lid. Lily Randall it said in bold hand writing.

Natalie looked at the name for a second, it sounded familiar, as if she'd heard it before. She couldn't figure out where though. She pushed the thought to the back of her mind and lifted the lid of the box.

Inside the box was packed full of things, nothing particularly fancy but they probed at Natalies interest none the less. On top was an old light blue notebook covered in stickers and glitter. It looked like it was a few years old, the stickers were pealing and most of the glitter had gotten onto the other items in the box.

All the items, including the notebook looked like the possesions of someone Natalie's age except they looked like they'd aged a few years since they were worn.

She picked up the notebook. Natalie had a feeling that it might explain the rest of the things in the box.

As she opened it a shiver traveled down her spine as she saw the picture that was glued to the first page. Two teenager's with their arms around each other, one with dark hair and dark eyes and the other with long blonde hair. They were both grinning at each other. Underneath the picture were the words. "Ray and I, Summer 2005".

For some reason Natalies hand began to shake a little as she turns the page and starts to read the first journal entry of Lily Randall.

Note: Crizzy4RFR here to tell you I got the first peek at this for editing purposes. I totally agree that every RFR fan should own the new volume one CD. I live in the states and even I was fortunate to be able to order it off amazon.ca so no, it isn't exclusive to Canadians only if you were worried. This is MTSRO's best fic yet and I am so hyper now to read more after editing this and the first journal entry! If you don't read and review this then that is like crazy cause it is awesome. Okay I am done cluttering Chapter Space.